to bpd or not bpd

that cluster b moment when you don't feel like being direct about your needs but get irritated when people can't read your mind and help you

Bpd logic: I’m annoyed with you for not paying enough attention to me and a way to instantly fix that would be to hug me/hold me but I’m annoyed with you so if you touch me I’ll be pissed but I’m already pissed that you’re not touching me

i need attention 24/7 and i HATE it

if ur not borderline i promise u that u don’t get it. ppl have tried to tell me that they understand how obsessive i am in relationships because they get mad when their bf is talking to other girls. no. u don’t get it. and u should be happy u don’t get it. it’s not cute to have panic attacks in the middle of work because ur partner texted u in a “different tone”. it’s not fun having ur whole day ruined because u just remembered they have friend and ppl they care about outside of u. it’s not normal to genuinely want to die because they didn’t compliment u with the same enthusiasm they usually do. it’s scary and embarrassing and guilt inducing. u don’t get it and i’m so glad u don’t but pls stop trying to relate to something that u physically can’t. it doesn’t make me feel better it makes me feel invalidated and embarrassed because u DONT know how deep it goes.

bpd loneliness is so overwhelming

I wish I was important to you

you ever notice people be too busy for you but always available for everyone else??

“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say