I sing, I still sing.

since this is the offical fifth anniversary of my blog and agnes’ actual 27th birthday, i felt the need to post this. this year has been so long i thought she had been 26 for the last two years. that’s how slow time went with you all, that’s a good thing. i would just like to thank you right now. when i made this blog i never thought that i would stick around this long. it’s crazy, honestly, because i usually lose my muse rather quickly. i came to tumblr in 2018 and had agnes on facebook for two years prior and i must say, changing to tumblr has been scary. i was so disoriented. i didn’t even know how to get out there, how to connect with people and honestly, anxiety didn’t make that easier for me. but then you came, my gorgeous mutuals and you reached out first, which i honestly can’t thank you enough for because it is so hard for me and i even grew a little bit more open towards people. 

and here we are now, three years later ( on tumbls ) and it’s been a ride. i am so greatful for those people who have stuck with me. i still remember how underdeveloped agnes was in the beginning. she was a skeleton. i went through all these changes, faceclaims, god, i will never forget when i had mary elizabeth winstead as her faceclaim, wild times. but through the years, her story manifested, so much that my best friend who never watched the show constantly says she expects agnes to pop on tv when she watches the blacklist and honestly? this compliment is out of the world, and i know she means that and that’s what i love about all of you. even though oc’s aren’t really welcome here, it’s changed, i know but we know the prejudice against oc’s by some people, but to you, agnes feels so much more than that. 

i’ve met so many amazing people here, and by god, i know i am not much of a talker and i apologize for that but you’re all making my days so much better. i got to know so many fandoms i’ve never even heard of. i got to talk to so many amazing people with some of the most softest personalities ( chaos, you ask, aren’t you overreacting? ) no, i am not. i am honestly grateful for every single one of you. i love every single one of you even if we’ve never spoken. i would die for each of you. you’re my friends, okay? and i love you, so, so much. and this is a huge thing for me to say because affection is something that scares me a lot. but you see, i’ve grown so comfortable around all of you, my anxiety just fades. and that’s beautiful. you’re beautiful. so thank you, all of you, for everything.

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❝ don’t you dare touch him/her. ❞

❝ don’t look at me like that; like i matter to you. ❞

❝ i don’t understand why you’re acting this way. ❞

❝ don’t say that to me, [NAME]. not you, of all people. ❞

❝ what i don’t understand is how you can be so nonchalant in this situation. ❞

❝ please don’t make me go. ❞

❝ i don’t want to leave yet. ❞

❝ why don’t you just stay the night ? ❞

❝ don’t you love me anymore ? ❞

❝ no, you don’t understand. ❞

❝ you could, but you just don’t want to. ❞

❝ no matter what happens, don’t forget about me. ❞

❝ don’t say that you love me. ❞

❝ how can i live with myself if i don’t at least try to save you ? ❞

❝ don’t you know better than that by now ? ❞

❝ i don’t want anything to do with you anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to live a life without you in it. ❞

❝ your mind games don’t work on me. ❞

❝ i don’t want anything to happen to you. ❞

❝ please don’t miss me once i’m gone. ❞

❝ don’t go breaking my heart. ❞

❝ i don’t think anyone could love you the way i do. ❞

❝ you really don’t understand how much you mean to me, do you ? ❞

❝ i don’t want to die. ❞

❝ now don’t assume that this suddenly means we’re friends. ❞

❝ i don’t want you to be with anyone else. ❞

❝ don’t touch that, it’s valuable ! ❞

❝ ’ just friends ’ don’t look at each other like that. ❞

❝ please don’t cry. ❞