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he is waiting on the blonde to finish getting ready , he’s been laying on her bed for quite some time watching as she gets her belongings together . ❛ you know if we keep going at this pace we are going to miss , this mornings assembly and my mother will behead me .  ❜

“I guess you’re right.” She said with a small smile. Raine looked at Apollo as she sat in his car. “We’ll see. But I’ll take your advice.” She nodded her head “Okay, first of all I never had Jax except with friendship. Nearly did him but then I told him that I believed that I was a lesbian and started bawling my eyes out. I think that has to be the most awkward coming out when you nearly sleep with a close friend and then spill everything.”

❛ i’m always right .  ❜ he teased her lightly and paid attention to the road before him as he heard her confession about how she hadn’t really slept with jackson and he shakes his head ❛ if i didn’t know how much you loved me i would be kind of jealous of you and jackson . i am just saying .  ❜ he says with a small smile painting his features ❛ it will be okay .  ❜ he says as he turns into the driveway of his house ❛ we can hang out order some food . smoke and then you can go tell jackson about it . he’s not stupid enough to discard you . i would beat his ass personally , alright ?  ❜

Sighing as she walked down the hallway drying her hair with the towel after changing out from her swimsuit, Haylee looked up at the voice and looked blankly at him. It was strange to do see Apollo actually talking to her, seeing as they have pretty much avoided one another since breaking up in freshman year. “You want to give me a ride?” Her voice came out slightly harsh with the shock of his question.

he didn’t know whether to say yes or no . she had told him to move on . that there was nothing between the pair . so he just assumed that what they shared meant nothing to him ❛ ummm yeah ---- no ?  ❜ he didn’t know how to respond but then again it wasn’t like her reply held anything nut hostility .  ❛ i mean yes . with everything going around and the whole kidnapping thing . i wouldn’t want you ----- just want to make sure you make him home safe .  ❜ regardless of what had gone down with them , a part of him cared for her even if it wasn’t romantic. 

Jae nodded his head, feeling slightly defeated. “I’ll talk to her, okay?” It did suck for him that two of the people who he was closest to were not on speaking terms. “Why are my close friends such nosy people?” He joked. The giant boy shook his head. “I tried to be serious with Millie in the past, but she screwed me over and just wanted a summer fling. And I could never date those two, I’m kinda scared of Haylee and I have never seen Joss that way. I thought so too since Hana’s very different to the girls I’ve liked in the past. But it’s so easy to talk to her and she’s sweet…. and pretty…” His voice trailed off. Jae chuckled at his question. “Never. You’ll only embarrass me, and that’s also her already knowing about my drunk habit.”

❛ nah, just don’t . what happened between me and her should have never went down that way and our friendship shouldn’t suffer because of this . ❜ he adored jae way too much to let his studio mistake cost him their friendship ❛  shes like you , shes more family than she is friend .❜ it was true , jackson had been there for him in numerous occasions and josslyn kind of came with jackson , before he knew it . it was like the little sister that he never had  ❛ yeah but millie was conflicted you can’t base your things on that . ❜ he and millie were good friends but he knew she wasn’t really the relationship type ❛ haylee has her charms but she is more rough than kind , believe me . i dated her and she told me to move on and as for joss i mean i see where you might be coming from . ❜ he adored joss and regretted that they had been intimate , information that jax had no recognition of . ❛ oh you are in love with her .  ❜ he begins to poke at his stomach but his smile fades once he hears her won’t meet her ❛ if i won’t meet her through you i guess i have to meet her myself , i do have her for trig.  ❜

maverick heard her bestie was sick and that simply was not okay. She found herself making him soup and buying him feel better snacks and being at his front door. She knocked softly and waited for an answer. She smiled as the door swung open, “I heard you were sick. I brought some goods, Don’t say no because I’m coming in.” She said with an innocent smile.

he can’t help but shake his head as he hears the the strawberry blonde . seeing the gummies and snacks in her hand he gets out of the way and closes the door behind her ❛ my mom told you didn’t she ?  ❜ he questions her with a roll of his eyes as he grabs the gummy bears from her hands and makes his way to the couch throwing himself down ❛ i’ve played in the rain since i was 10 years old and not even a cough and now the week scouts are going to come see me , i’m sick . that’s some bullshit . ❜

riley laughed at his comment. “Girl? And who may that lucky lady be? So i know not to piss her off.” She asked playfully. “I never really got a chance to watch it.” She said with a shrug, “Yeah. I think there are those push ones that you can move in the pattern.” She explained. “She seems nice, helpful.”

he shakes his head as he hears her words ❛ alexis matthews. blonde yay high  ❜ he says putting his hand right above his chest ❛ but no worries . shes very nice and understanding .  ❜ he knows that even though they might be having their issues right now , alexis wouldn’t dare be mean to riley . ❛ yeah she has me every night until like i start dozing off but between us , the show’s pretty good .  ❜ hearing the comment about his mother he nods his head  ❛ yeah , mom is helpful to her students . she’s very anti-bullying and all but i am always here to help if anything .  ❜

shes a sight for sore eyes , walking out of practice he sees her walking down the hallway and god knows he shouldn’t even open his mouth but with people abducted and all he can’t afford to let anything happen to her ❛ do you need a ride ?  ❜

staying home was a requirement after he had gotten a small little flu due to playing while it was raining he hadn’t gotten sick in forever and yet here he was . getting up from the couch as he hears the knock on the door, he open it up to see the femme ❛ what’re you doing here ?  ❜

biting her lip, she sighed. “I know. I’m just scared Apollo. You know how much Jax means to me.” Raine said, her voice small. Looking up at him, she nodded faintly. “Okay.”

❛  look raine, even if it doesn’t work out with joss. i’m sure you guys will remain friends . ❜ he knew how much raine mean to the siblings and even if they fought neither josslyn or jackson would be able to stay mad at the brunette for long. as they get inside his car he turns to look at her ❛ i love you raine but test the waters a little bit just test them . i;m sure if you and joss are meant to be , it will happen plus your hot and you already have one hunter now you can say you have had them both  ❜ he teases her lightly about her sleeping with jackson.

“she may not want to, but she also knows that we’re best friends. She’ll talk to you sooner or later, otherwise I will lock the two of you in a room until you sort your shit out.” Jae rolled his eyes. “I’m not your messenger but I’ll try to convince her to talk to you.” He sent a small pout at his best friend. “Joss - dammit I knew she would have said something when I saw her smirking at the lockers.” He groaned before glaring at the comment. “Hey, what the hell is that supposed to mean? Hana’s great.” He huffed.

❛ long story short . i spoke to her and she said that she hated my guts and never wants to see me again but you know we can always sit in a circle and sing kumbaya .  ❜ he knew there was no way in hell that lola was going to forgive him but he was honest and true to her but it seemed like that wasn’t enough for her . ❛ plus you know josslyn couldn’t keep her mouth quiet even if her life depended on it . she told me everything .  ❜ he shakes his head as a laugh escapes his lips ❛ i mean i am sure she’s perfect . i just thought you would go for someone like joss or haylee ----  well not haylee. ❜ even if him and then raven haired femme hadn’t spoken since freshman year she was still off limits , it was just a guy code thing . ❛ so when do i get to meet her officially ? ❜

That was not the answer that Lucia expected to receive and it took her some time to find the right words to say. It did not help that she did not know what he wanted to hear from her. After a while, she decided to just ask him “Are you okay? Do you need a hug?” She once thought that she did need an apology from him but hearing him give one made her realize otherwise. “Apology accepted.” She smiled at him then. “Yes please. Can we pass by a Taco Bell?”

he knew he was guilty of a lot of things , he failed lucia. he cheated on alexis. he screwed lola over and he was a bad son but he was wanted to be better. he was going to be better. ❛ i don’t know how long it’s been but i am not much of a hugger anymore really .  ❜ he was really but he didn’t want anyone to see them embraced and then he would have to explain to alexis why people were seeing them two together. ❛ oh yes , i haven't had nothing greasy in a ;little minute and im dying for it , wanna drive ? ❜

“You are part of a founding family?” She questioned. “So you have been here your whole life?” She added on. “I guess it can be pretty cool when it’s part of your own history.” She said was they walked. “Thanks. I think I’ll need help for the first few days, until they change the lock on there to one of the push ones, if you know what I’m talking about.”

❛ yes, paradise hills is my mystic falls . ❜ a small chuckle escapes past his lips as he realizes that alexis binge watching has gotten to him .  ❛  sorry my girl has me watching the vampire diaries and it’s kind of infested inside my brain . ❜ he knows that it might be a little hard to try to get to the combination when you can’t even see it .  ❛ yeah no worries . i’m sure my mom is going to help you out with that . ❜

“I take all the responsibility for my actions, I take the responsibility of how it happened. I take responsibility for falling for the bullshit,I’m not naive enough to put all the blame on you. Actually I don’t blame me at all. I know how you are with females. I’ve seen it first hand and I still put myself in that position. ” She said shaking her head. “ No there was not, you were horny and I was dumb enough to think I was different and guess where that landed me. I plan on hating you that long, maybe longer if possible because that kiss, me coming onto you both times was the worse mistake I’ve ever made.” She shook her head.“ I regret it and I wish I could take it all back and never love you in the first place.

❛ that’s not what I said —— ❜ but once again she keeps on going snd just like before he stays quiet trying to let her air herself out . ❛  why because you think you know everything ? ❜ he questioned her as he shakes his head ❛  do you remember what I told you after we had sex —— I told you that I wish you would have told me how you felt earlier . that Of you would have just come to the party , it would be you beside me and not alexis but I can’t change that lola. I just can’t unfeel what I have for alexis and yeah im sorry that you were caught in the crossfire between all of this but once again , I am not sorry that I slept with you and you can hate me and tell me all these things but both of us know very well that even if you hate me , you’ll always love me just like I’ll always love you just not the way you want me to . ❜

“What you want is unrealistic.” She said taking another bite of her candy. “The fact you gave me a ultimatum is fucked in it’s own right and unfair considering t but I can’t promise you that if I get hurt I’m not going to turn to drugs. It’s the te only thing that’s always been there. So yes I can get clean and I can stay clean after Minor inconveniences but anything life altering I can’t promise it I can make it through.” She said Honestly. 

❛  it’s not unrealistic. ❜ he was raised differently than she was . he saw the way that her parents were and he didn’t want to make her feel inadequate at all. closing the trunk he looks at her ❛  because you won’t allow it . if you really wanted to , if you put your best foot forward I’m more than sure that you could do it , you’re so strong and gorgeous . you can do this . ❜ he says as he presses a kiss on her cheek ❛  how do you feel inviting your parents over for dinner tonight at the lake house, just us four . I really want to get to know them better and I’m sure you’re mom will be thrilled that we’re back . ❜ he makes his way to the passenger seat to open the door for her ❛  what do you think ? ❜

lola stopped what she was doing and  looked at him. “Don’t call me Lolly, you can call me Lola or better yet don’t speak to me at all. Also you’re full of shit, you didn’t mean it. You just wanted to fuck, it just be nice to take a girls virginity, I can’t even talk to my brother because my strong dislike for you has seeped into that relationship.” She tilted her head back and sighed. “ I don’t want anyone to love me or touch me for that matter and I know what I deserve Mr. Barbas. If I didn’t I would ran to you as soon as I heard you were back, you needed time to think and make a decision. You chose Alexis, and she took you back. And I knew this and I still hate you.”

he knew that she was going to let him have it . every time that he was going to speak she would cut him off , so he decided to remain quiet and just listen to her . ❛ I didn’t mean to hurt you but it takes two people to fucking tango . ❜ he knew that he was to blame , yes he should have stopped it . ❛  you kissed me and you wanted to have sex with me and yes I should have stopped it and I should have known better because you —- you’re you and I should have taken your feelings as well as alexis in consideration but I am not sorry that I slept with you . I am not sorry that I was the one because whether you like it or not there was something there and I’m sorry that whatever we might have had it’s not as strong as what I feel for alexis . I love her and it might not work but I want to give that a chance and I’m sorry that I hurt you . I am and you can hate me your whole entire life if you want to but I won’t , cause you’re always going to be important no matter what . ❜

alexis couldn’t remember anything that was said, but she could remember the way he made her feel and she could only assume the way she had him feeling. “I’m never at my best sober, I’m gonna have shit days I’ll let you know if I don’t feel as bad that would be easier.” She shook her head taking out the sour straws. “No I’m good. Thank you.”

he’s walking with her out the store , pumping the trunk he places the bags inside of the car snd he turns around to look at her ❛  I know that you are feeling edgy and definitely mad at me right now for making you choose but you have to see the bigger picture of all of this lex. I need you to get better and if it comes to a time where we’re no longer together , I just want you to not turn to drugs as on outlet when things don’t turn out okay . ❜ he knew that he was asking a lot from her but he hoped that she would agree and not right him on it . ❛  need anything else before we head out ? ❜

The brunette heard the door slam and she made her way to the kitchen to get a snack. Lola groaned opening the fridge and looked at him taking out food.“ What are you going to apologise for your behavior? Tell me you really cared and some other bullshit.”

he knows damn well that he shouldn’t be here , he didn’t even know why he let jae talk him into doing this . seeing her slam the door was a sign that he could of gotten the hell out and hearing her words should have been conformation that he was welcome yet he didn’t move an inch ❛ as cliche as it sounds —- yeah . ❜ he admitted and moved closer but not too much ❛ I’m sorry for what happened . I promise that I didn’t mean to hurt you and everything that I did and said was true . you are beautifully smart and you deserve someone whose going to love you without limitations . ❜ shaking his head he lets a sigh escape his lips ❛ I am so sorry that I hurt you lolly, that was never my intention . ❜