theory will only take u so far

Need minimum 12 hours a day of do my own thang time

my ability to be scared despite literally nothing happening knows no bounds

every time i have to eat or shower or whatever i get so pissed off. like i just fucking did all this shit yesterday

cant wait to start feeling normal again I think to myself knowing that i have not once felt normal not at all my whole life not ever

“I want a bf” “I want a gf” okay??? I want to let go of my past no matter how hurtful the memories might be??? I want love to define me rather than break me in my feverish attempts to seek it????? I want the ever shifting opinions of other people to no longer have such a chokehold on me?????

the hardest thing is when ur going through something terrible there is an awful middle phase of it when u don’t know if u can get through it or if you’ll ever be okay again and the truth is always you will get through it and you will absolutely be okay again but u just cant see it at the time

When you become 20 something, you have to forgive yourself or you will never grow up. You have to forgive yourself for everything and learn from it.

i love being called baby

im a romantic. n i’m passionate. and i care. i care, i care.