my most fringe belief is that i should be allowed to call my girlfriend my sister and have an openly incestuous relationship with her in the real world all the time

thinking about one of the times i met the grindr guy who gave me ptsd and he had been really really pushing my limits this night. to set the scene: it's the middle of the night, we're in the woods, my hands are ziptied behind my back, he tied his shirt around my mouth and almost covering my nose too so it was difficult to breathe, and i was basically melting down begging to stop because he had already given me trauma related to breathing from when he almost choked me to death. and he kneels in front of me and pulls down the shirt/gag and he starts asking me "are you scared? are you afraid you might die?" and im like. yes. and he asks me "do you want to stop?" and i hesitate and then he's like "it's ok, i won't be mad at you" and i said yes and then he goes "good. because im not going to stop. this is what you asked for" and then he rapes my mouth brutally. im literally never going to forget this it was so awesome

raped my gf so good last night and she started crying while i was holding her beautiful face in my hands and she looked completely broken and terrified Ohhh it was so good

my boobs just aren't big enough