Human in the Making

A list of Boys and Men exes and ex flings situation-ships and the estimated ranking of how much they made me cry. (Yes they're all adults, lemme cope how I'd like)

1.) Adam - My ex husband and rapist Boy

2.) Kyke - N/A

3.) Axel Boy

4.) Anthony Boy

5.) Jake Man

6.) Kyle Man (He never made me cry despite the uncomfortable circumstance. I think I victim blamed myself and belittled my own feelings telling myself I likely led him on. Not sure how, if I was asleep tho. Impatience can ruin good things.)

I only numbered this because usually that is how ranking works. It's not some meaningful code or language. Do not make me change the numbers to "Abuserest Abuser - Abuser lite" cause you're that painfully odious, and willfully oblivious.

Had to edit the ranks been procrastinating doing so for a few days now.

1.) Adam - My ex husband and rapist Boy

2.) Kyke - N/A

3.) Anthony Boy

4.) Axel Boy

5.) Walter (I simply forgot to mention him)

6.) Jake Man

A horror game where all the victims are "black" I thought brown but supposedly or supposed to be black. Another caricature of the killer.

Later a rage bait about "what do Mexicans look like?" blue eyed or very visibly caucasian looking women. Colorism aside, I expected at least dark haired and brown eyed. Very eurocentric looking people were chosen. Telenovelas have that same supremacist lack of imagination. I am not surprised by colorism in the Mexican entertainment industry. I am by the choice of choosing the minority in the physical Eurocentric trait pool to represent the majority of a very diverse spectrum of physical traits by a white child who I thought was not keen on racism.

The taco game would be most accurately represented by a yo no sabo politically indifferent caucasian presenting Mexican American girl as a killer if we were to talk about the true dangers in a dysfunctional society.