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Those words were more than enough for him. He immediately attacked your neck, leaving wet kisses all over it. Loving the way your body reacted to him. His kisses started to get lower, reaching your cleavage. A trail of purple and red marks left behind. Making sure that everyone would see them afterwards. You were his. And absolutely every single person needed to know that.

His hands worked on your body, carefully taking off your dress. Because as much as he didn't like you wearing it in public, he did like the way it looked on you. And he would definitely make you wear it only for him.

"Fuck- you're so beautiful. My beautiful girl." his hand caressed your body. Making your heart beat as fast as it could. Jeno could seem like a big meanie sometimes, and yes, he did get in trouble and fights. But he wasn't like that with you. He turned into a completely different person. He just loved you too much to be like that.

"Mine. Say it. Say you're mine." he stared into your eyes, somehow looking desperate, like he needed to hear those words.

"I'm all yours Jeno. No one else's. Only yours." You muttered close to his lips, your hands placed on both of his cheeks. This moment feeling way more intimate that what it was supposed to be. But you wouldn't dare complain. You absolutely loved it when moments like this happened. As they were pretty rare.

He kissed you once again, his lips in unison with yours. His teeth made contact with your lower lip and you couldn't help but part them, letting his tongue enter your mouth. You fought for dominance but soon lost the battle. He just made you weak.

Whenever his hands and lips where on your body you just couldn't help but let him do whatever he wanted to do. You were at his mercy.

His hands went to your bra, immediately taking it off. Wanting to touch every part of you, to feel you. And mark you. Make every part of your body his. But also let you know that every part of him, was yours.

He started delivering wet kisses all over your neck, until he reached one of your nipples. He sucked on it gently, enjoying how your body reacted.

"Jeno" you whimpered making the boy look up with a smirk. He went back to work, licking sucking and kissing all over your breasts. Your hands tangled into his hair and you tugged on it gently. Sending pleasure waves all over Jeno's body, and directly to his growing boner.

Both of you knew this foreplay wasn't going to last long, because not only he was desperate to be inside you, you were also desperate to have him inside you.

He asked you to jump and when you did he held you by the thighs, making you wrap your legs around his waist as he took you to the bed. While he was walking you decided to kiss his neck leaving little hickeys all over. 

"You're going to be the death of me" he whispered laying you down on the soft mattress. For a few seconds you wondered who's poor bed you were about to ruin. But those thoughts were immediately forgotten when one of Jeno's fingers thrusted into you.

He didn't even bother taking off your panties, just moving them to the side so he could get to your entrance.

One thing you noticed was that he was still fully clothed, making the whole situation seem unfair to you. So your hands made their way to the hem of his shirt pulling it so he would get the memo and take off everything.

"What's wrong baby?" he asked teasingly his head tilting to the side while his finger went deeper. The words didn't seem to get out of your mouth as you couldn't stay concentrated in something else that wasn't his hand. "Aww is my poor baby unable to talk already? I barely even played with you yet" his mocking tone made you frown and pout.

"J-jeno- please- need it. Please" you did your best to put on your puppy eyes. Staring at him with the most needy look you could pull off.

"Be patient needy baby" he whispered into your ear now shoving another finger inside of you, making you moan loudly. "If you're not patient I won't let you cum" he warned. Earning a whine from you.

"you're so fucking wet, I can't believe you got this turned on by how little I played with you" he laughed at you before pulling his fingers away. Licking all the clear wet arousal that you left on his hands.

"Can't wait to ruin this needy pussy" his words sounded almost as desperate as your look on him. Soon he got tired of waiting so he just took off his clothes and situated himself between your legs. Revealing his hard cock to you, looking as red and angry as ever. It was practically begging for attention.

He aligned his length in your entrance and pushed in without even warning you. The sudden stretch making you moan loudly, just like he liked it.

"Just like that baby, make everyone hear how good I make you feel" his pace was fast, not even giving you time to adjust. His hands gripping tightly on your sides. A grip so tight that would definitely leave red spots once his hands left your skin. It was like a little souvenir. Something that would make you remember this moment.

Jeno was always wild. No matter the situation. That was just his natural state. Being wild in whatever he did. That's why he got in trouble so often. He acted out of impulse, not thinking about the consequences. Like an animal.

"Fuck- always so tight aren't you?" it was a rhetorical question, so you didn't bother answering it. Right now you just wanted to focus on the pleasure he was giving to you.

Your hands went to his back, scratching the skin lightly. Making Jeno hiss in pain. That was definitely not because of you. As you barely applied any pressure. So that worried the shit our of you. Knowing that he probably had something there that he didn't tell you about. Now him not taking his shirt off until you were desperate made sense.

But you decided not to touch the subject right now. It wasn't the right moment, and Jeno would not answer you. He barely did anyways. At least when you talked about this kind of things. He just kept them to himself to not worry you. What he didn't know is that him doing that just worried you even more.

You were just afraid of Jeno hiding everything to himself until he couldn't handle it no more. Making him explode on you or his friends.

"You feel so good baby" his head was burried deep in your neck, his hot breath hitting your skin. Sending shivers all over your back. Drops of sweat rolled down your temples and soon reached the bed sheets. Your body temperature too high.

"y-you feel g-good t-too" you managed to said between moans, trying to let him know that you were enjoying it. Basically reassuring him.

His hips started moving sloppily meaning he was very close to his high, and you were too. So you let things take their pace until the tight knot that you felt on your lower abdomen just got untied. Pleasure washing all over your body like a cold wave. Making your thighs shake and your back arch. Good thing Jeno was there to hold you down.

After a few more thrusts he also came inside of you, the feeling of your walls clenching around him making it almost impossible to last any longer.

"You did so great baby. My good girl" he made eye contact with you, a weak smile appearing on your face "I love you" you muttered about to kiss him until you heard the door open abruptly.

"What the fuck Haechan!?" Jeno asked covering your body with the bedsheets before his friend saw you naked. 

"Jeno they're here. You need to get the fuck out of here before they come for you" his words came out slurred as he rushed them out. Making both you and Jeno confused. But for different reasons.

"Shit- Close the door. I'll get me and y/n dressed and then I'll just leave okay?" Haechan nodded and closed the door after leaving.

"What is he talking about?" you asked, not having an answer. A sigh left your lips as you were sitting up on the bed. "This can't keep happening Jeno..."

"I know y/n. I'm sorry" he mumbled before standing up. And when he turned around you saw exactly what made him hiss in pain. A big purple bruise covering almost all of the higher part of his back making you grimace. Not wanting to imagine what they did to him.

"Get dressed we need to leave. I know you probably wanted to enjoy the party, but I just can't leave you here. Not alone." you nodded and went to grab your dress. Quickly putting it on after your bra.

"Why are they after you anyways?" you asked while Jeno finished getting ready. He decided to put his jacket on you instead, engulfing your small figure with it.

"Jeno... It's not because of that is it?" your question was vague, but he understood enough. Enough to make him mad. Tired of all your questions. He wasn't in the mood of answering any of them.

"Stop asking so many fucking questions!" he yelled maybe a little too loud. Making you back up. "I'm sorry..." you mumbled turning away.

His hand held yours and he practically dragged you towards the door. But it was too late. As soon as he opened it a punch was delivered onto his face making you gasp in shock.

"Look who we have here. Is this your girlfriend?" the man held up your chin with his hand making you pull away instantly. Jeno standing in front of you now, protecting you. "She's too pretty for you" he said with a scoff.

"Anyways that's not why we came here for. Where the fuck is my money Lee? You owe me almost 200$" they entered the room, closing the door behind them. Making you extremely anxious.

"I'll get it next week. I promise" the man laughed "That's what you said a few days ago remember? And I still haven't got my money." he was completely serious now, scaring the shit out of you.

"This time I'm being serious, I even got a part time job, next week I'm getting my first paycheck, and I'll pay. I promise I will" he reassured, trying to sound as convincing as possible. Because honestly he didn't even have a job. It was all a lie.

"Promises don't get anything done Lee. I'm just going to have to remind you that you have to pay on time. Or you suffer the consequences" he signaled his friends to go after Jeno, and they did.

Holding the boy in place before starting to hit him. It was three versus one, so Jeno couldn't possibly have the upper hand in this. As much as he tried to escape their hold and hit them back. He couldn't.

You could barely handle what was happening, tears streaming down your face as you tried your best to make this nightmare end.

"STOP! NO!" you yelled trying to pull away those men from your boyfriend to almost no avail. Jeno telling you to go. But you didn't plan on leaving, not without him.

Once again you tried to shove them away, fortunately this time they actually stopped. Not because you told them to. Just because their boss felt like Jeno had enough. He didn't want to kill him. At least not yet. 

When they left Jeno collapsed to the ground. Feeling miserable. He didn't want you to see him like this. He was ashamed. Embarrassed even. You were so precious to him, so making you go through something like this made him feel mad about himself. He felt like he didn't deserve you.

"Jeno..." you whimpered between sobs kneeling down besides his body. Your delicate hands cupping his face. "A-are you okay?" you shook your head at your stupid question of course he wasn't "I'm sorry, it's so obvious you're not. Oh God, I- I need to get something to cure the wounds. You can't stay like this" you wiped your tears away with one hand, not caring about your messed up makeup.

"Y/n don't leave... Please baby, don't leave" he managed to say, his hand gripping your wrist tightly "B-but y-you-" "y/n don't leave. Call Hyuck or Jaemin, I don't care, I just want you to stay here. I need you" he looked at you in the eyes, and you noticed how glassy they looked. He was holding back tears, and you didn't like that at all. You didn't want him to hide his feelings.

"I'll stay then" you mumbled before starting to search for his phone on the jacket you were wearing, frowning when you felt a plastic bag.

Taking it out you couldn't help but feel bad. A nauseous feeling invading your stomach once you saw the white powder that was ruining your boyfriends life.

Jeno sighed closing his eyes, not able to look at your expression. He knew you were disappointed in him. And most definitely disgusted. He was a failure, even to you.

"I'm so sorry..." his voice small, sounding scared, weak, defenseless. A side you barely saw of him. "I-i just wish you would stop Jeno... I don't want to loose you, you know?" you threw the bag somewhere on the ground. Wanting that to be as far away from you as possible.

"I know y/n, I know... But it's not fucking easy. I can't just stop out of nowhere" he answered harshly, already loosing his temper again "I didn't say it was easy Jeno... I just- never mind" you whispered your last words. Not wanting to make him angrier.

You searched in his jacket once again, finally finding the phone. Immediately you called Haechan, telling him to come over and help. Explaining what happened in hurried words. Not even you could understand everything you were saying.

Soon enough your boyfriend's three best friends came over, acting like this thing was more than normal.

Renjun was the first one to approach Jeno, a medical kit in his hands. He kneeled down besides him and started cleaning his bruises while the other two sat down on the bed.

"You need to start paying on time dude, I don't want you to die for this shit" Jaemin complained, picking up the bag you threw to the ground. "Or we can just share you know, between the three of us is easier to pay"

"He needs to stop." you answered frowning "the three of you need to. Is Renjun the only one that has common sense? That's going to kill you" you stood up and went towards Jaemin trying to take the bag from his hand. His grip on it was stronger than yours so you just kept pulling. Hearing a laugh coming from Hyuck's lips.

"Oh y/n, you're so cute. I get why Jeno likes you" you glared at Hyuck not knowing why he said that "What's that supposed to mean?" he laughed once again. Laughing at you. "You're too good. Trying to help everyone like a savior. You keep saying all of that, that we should quit and shit, but has Jeno stopped? No. You need to stop trying so hard y/n. We're just having fun. And this" he snatched the bag from both of your hands "this just makes everything more fun. So stop being a party pooper-"

"Haechan shut the fuck up." you heard Jeno say. He was now sitting down on the floor besides Renjun as they looked the scene of you three.

"Why should I? I'm not saying anything that isn't true" he shrugged his shoulders "It just frustrates me. She tries to act like a big savior when she has no fucking clue of what we go through. Do you think I would be using this shit if I was okay?" he looked at you now, his gaze uncomfortably mean, making you look away. "I- I just wanted to help... I'm sorry" you said your voice breaking. Making Jeno's heart ache.

"Well you can't. So stop fucking trying. It's annoying. You're worse than my mom" he rolled his eyes "But I- I just want to make everything better. Make you see that you don't need-" "Y/n shut the fuck up already!" Jaemin snapped at you and that was enough. You wouldn't stay there and let them treat you like that.

"I'm going home. It's not like you need me here anyways" the last sentence broke into quiet cries, tears falling to the ground. "No! Y/n don't leave!" Jeno tried to stand up, a groan of pain leaving his lips. "It's okay Jeno, don't go after her. It's not worth it"

"Can you fucking stop?! Stop talking for the three of us! She's my girlfriend and I care about her for fucks sake. I don't care if you don't like her. She's dating me. Not you. And she's just trying to help us dude. We need help. This shit is not healthy. All of this isn't. You should be greatful someone is trying to help you while you act like a fucking dick." he finally got up and walked towards you, hugging your body gently.

His head was placed on top of yours while you kept crying, not knowing how to stop. You just couldn't. Everything was too overwhelming. Hyuck's words resonated through your mind. Making you feel horrible.

"Shh... Everything will be okay. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby. I promise I'll quit. I'll do it for you. I promise." you wanted to believe him, you truly wanted to, but this wasn't the first time Jeno promised you that he would stop. He always said the same thing. And a week later you would see him using it again. He delivered empty words. Making it extremely difficult for you to believe any of it.

But you still tried. You wanted to give him another chance. Even if it was the fifth time. You still wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt.

This love was like a drug, you knew it wouldn't end up well, but you still couldn't leave him. Maybe that's why Jeno never stopped. Somehow even if it hurt it was worth it.

"C-can we leave...? Please" you begged looking up at him. Jeno couldn't help but feel bad seeing you like that. Your eyes that usually looked lively, filled with sadness. Your cheeks slightly red from the effort of crying. And your makeup all ruined. His pretty girl was destroyed, and it was all his fault.

"Yeah. Let's go" he held onto your hand and just left the room. Without even saying goodbye to his friends.

"Rude" Hyuck mumbled rolling his eyes. "I still don't get why he's still with her. Wasn't she supposed be a one time fling?" he frowned making Renjun sigh. "Well it was. But he ended up falling for her. He told me that she was different. Like you know, usually, girls want to fuck Jeno and that's it. But y/n wanted to know him first, and not just simply have sex. She liked Jeno despite all the bad things they said about him. She didn't leave once she discovered his addiction. And now, they're together" he shrugged his shoulders. 

"That's cute and all, but she's so fucking annoying I swear" Renjun frowned at that, not liking Haechan's attitude "She's just being nice Hyuck. You should try to appreciate that. Because as she said, you all need to quit that shit." 

Renjun had absolutely given up on the task to make them quit. He tried. He really did his best to help them. But it was all for nothing. They didn't listen. One time he even tried to hide the drugs from them, but that just ended in a very bad fight. So he decided to stop trying.

But when he saw you so motivated to help his friends he felt a warmth in his heart. You were the right person for Jeno. Or at least that's what Renjun thought. He felt like you could actually end up helping him.

You definitely didn't notice but since Jeno met you he stopped being so dependent on drugs, more focused on you than anything. But he still couldn't quit fully. Because it was too hard. And sometimes that white powder was the only thing that got him through the day.

Your hand was holding Jeno's tightly as you walked towards your house. Finally calming down a little, feeling better. Maybe going to that party was a bad idea after all.

"Y/n..." you heard your boyfriend's soft voice call you, noticing a hint of concern in it "yeah?" you answered turning your head towards him "c-can I stay over your house...? I know your mother literally hates me, but I can't go back home. At least not today. Please" he pouted, knowing that was your weak spot.

"Well I don't know Jeno... I- I don't want to fight with my mom" you sighed "please baby, please. Just today, I swear it's only for today. I'm begging you baby please" he held both of your hands now making you stop walking.

"Jeno-" "Please baby, please please, pretty please?" once more he pouted his eyes looking like the ones of a lost puppy. You looked away, but it was too late. You already fell onto what felt like a trap to get you in trouble.

"Okay" you nodded and he smiled widely. His eyes forming two crecent moons. Making your heart skip a beat. You absolutely loved his smile, and it didn't matter how many times you saw it. You never got tired of it.

Once you reached your house you opened the door slowly, asking your boyfriend to not make any sound, as your mom was probably sleeping. But you were very wrong.

When both of you entered you saw the figure of your mom in front of you, her arms crossed, making you feel extremely anxious.

"Hi..." you mumbled waiting for her to say something the silence killing you "what is he doing here y/n? You know very well I don't like this boy" she frowned, and Jeno did the same. "Mom... we talked about this before... please just, give him a chance will ya?" You could feel the boy behind you come closer, now placing his hand on your waist. Something that didn't go unnoticed. Making your mother grimace.

"I've heard enough things about him y/n. And I don't want a fucking crackhead dating my daughter" her voice was harsh, mean, and you didn't like that at all. You hated when people were mean to you because it made you feel bad. But also, you hated when she talked like that about Jeno, he was your boyfriend. Not hers. And you liked him way too much to handle her saying these things.

You crossed your arms now, eyebrows furrowed "Don't say that. It's offensive. And also, it isn't true" you lied "people like to say things that aren't true just to make someone look bad" that was a poor excuse, but you really wished your mom would believe you. Jeno was too precious to you, and you would do anything for him. Even of it was lying to your own mother.

"Y/n I'm not stupid. People don't just lie about someone like that. They've seen him using drugs. And I know you've seen him too. You're just blinded by this that you call true love, but that's bullshit. Love doesn't exist." the last words hit you deep, your patience running out "just because dad left you doesn't mean true love doesn't exist"

"Y/n Y/l/n! How dare you say that to me?! Your own mother! This boy is ruining you, and I don't want him in my house! So you either leave him, or leave with him." her gaze was now on Jeno, making him feel extremely uncomfortable by this whole situation.

He didn't expect any of this to happen. And it made him feel like trash. Like he was ruining your life slowly. First it was your friends. They also didn't like him so they stopped talking to you. Then it was your studies. You always had good grades, until you started going out with him almost daily. Making it really hard to study. And now, it was the relationship with your mother. He didn't want this to end up badly. But at the same time he wished that you chose him over all. He wanted to be with you. So if you left him it would break his heart in the worst way. It would make him fall back into the deep hole he was trying to come out of.

"Can I at least go grab my things?" your mother's eyes and Jeno's opened up almost simultaneously, as they were surprised by your words.

"Y/n are you really doing this? For a boy?" your mother spoke still astonished. You nodded more than sure. "Yes. I am. If you can't accept my relationship with him, then I'll just leave." your words came out stronger than you expected. Well, no one expected you too say that. You had never rebelled against your mother like this. It was the first time you've ever talked to someone like that.

"Then go! Fucking go! When he breaks your heart don't come here crying. Cause I won't care." she left the room and you let out a deep sigh tears threatening to fall down.

"Y/n... Do you want me to help you get your stuff" Jeno's hand held onto yours and you nodded. Still not fully processing what you just did. It all felt surreal. Did you just make the biggest mistake of your life?

He wanted to say something. Tell you to stay, to not leave with him. Because it wasn't worth it. But he just couldn't. He couldn't let those words leave his mouth. He was being selfish. He wanted you to be besides him, even if you let everything behind.

"Y/n?" he shook your shoulder and you blinked a few times, coming back to reality "Y-yeah... Let's go"

As you were picking up your things your mind was all over the place, you just couldn't think straight. Everything too overwhelming. Every single thing that happened today felt like a bad nightmare. One that you wished never happened. 

"Baby... Are you okay?" Jeno leaned closer, his arms sneaking around your waist while you closed your eyes, laying your head on his chest while he back hugged you. "I'm not Jeno, I really am not. I just- I- I don't even know how to explain it" you sighed in frustration hiding your face with both of your hands. "Hey, hey, it's okay baby. You're okay" he kissed the top of your head "I'm here for you yeah? We can just stay over someone's house, maybe Nana will let us stay, he's nice. Even if it doesn't seem like it. He's the sweetest. So don't worry my baby. You're safe with me. I won't let anything bad happen to you. Not to my princess, my pretty girl, the one I love the most"

That was supposed to make you feel better. But it didn't. It did not soothe the aching of your conscience. It felt wrong. Leaving with Jeno. Everything left behind. Your relationship with your family probably long gone. You lost everyone. The only person you had was him. He was the only one that was with you. And it didn't feel as nice as you imagined.

You sighed and nodded gently trying to get your mind to be blank and stop worrying so much. You made your choice already. There was no point in regretting it now.

"Got everything?" he asked and you nodded handing him your backpack. He grabbed it with one hand and with the other he held yours.

"Let's go"

"Dude, are you serious?" you heard Jaemin's voice through the phone, he definitely sounded displeased by the idea of you also staying over his house. "Please Jaemin... We have nowhere to go... Do it for me? Please?" a grunt was clearly heard from the other side of the line, Jeno was too good at begging "Okay, fine, fine. You can stay. But I don't want her bossing around. Or telling me to stop doing shit. It's my house, my rules. Got it?" Jeno looked at you and you nodded gently. You weren't planing on doing any of that anyways. "Got it sir" he chuckled and you heard Jaemin's laugh, something that to you was very rare. He seemed to be serious whenever you were around. "Perfect, see you then" "see ya"

"You see, I told you Nana was nice" he smiled at you and you did the same "I just think he doesn't like me Nono" you pouted looking away "well, I'll make him like you. Don't you worry baby" a kiss was delivered to your cheek. "I really hope that happens... I don't want to live with someone that doesn't like me" Jeno sighed and shook his head "it's going to be fine y/n" he sternly looked at you and you nodded, not wanting to keep talking about that.

After a few more minutes of walking you guys finally reached Jaemin's house. Your boyfriend pressed the doorbell and waited for his friend to come and open the door.

"Hey" you looked at the pink haired boy, noticing how he had no shirt on. Only a pair of loose sweatpants, hanging on for dear life. You could clearly see his v line and the brand of his underwear. Making you gulp nervously and look away immediately. But you didn't go unnoticed by Jaemin's eyes, and he just laughed at you.

"Dude you could have at least worn a shirt" Jeno frowned glaring at his friend "Hey, hey, what did I say before? My house, my rules. Now get in, it's kinda chilly outside and I'm not planning to get hard nipples" your boyfriend rolled his eyes and pushed Jaemin aside entering the house. You followed after him, but suddenly you were trapped on the door frame. Jaemin's hands on both sides of your head as he leaned closer, making sure Jeno wasn't looking "If you do something remotely annoying I won't hesitate to kick you out. So be a good girl and follow my rules got it?" you nodded nervously and he tsked at you "first rule, if I ask you a question, answer it with words. I hate when people don't speak up" "y-yes" you mumbled and he giggled pulling away from you.

"Great. You're a fast learner, I like that" he closed the door behind you, and stood there, lurking over you like a predator about to catch his pray. You felt shivers down your spine, your footsteps quick, trying to find Jeno.

But as you searched for your boyfriend Jaemin was just right behind you, following every step you took. Until he stopped, his hands finding your waist, making you stop with him.

"J-jaemin wh-what are you doing?" You asked your body freezing completely when he pressed himself against you. "You're so pretty" he mumbled hands fidgeting with the hem of your dress "and that ass, it's literally begging me to fuck it right here. How does that sound?" You immediately shook your head trying to pull away from his grip, but it only became tighter. "N-no. Please let me go" tears started streaming down your cheeks "you look beautiful when you cry, do you know that?" his lips went to your neck, delivering little kisses.

"Hey Nana, do you have alcohol in here?" as soon as he heard Jeno's voice Jaemin pulled away from you. Pushing you away from his body, acting like nothing actually happened "Y/n baby, why are you crying?" Jeno rushed towards your smaller frame hugging you tightly "she's just overwhelmed with feelings Jeno, too many changes" Jaemin answered, a clear sign for you to not tell the truth. And as much as you wanted to, you were also scared to do so. Not knowing how everything would turn out.

"Anyways, I do have alcohol, a fuck ton of it to be exact" he smiled widely "that will help us a little. I think we all need a drink. Let's go!" he pushed you and Jeno forward making the both of you walk towards wherever he was taking you to.

You wiped your tears trying to recompose yourself, maybe you were being too dramatic. Crying way too many times today.

"Sit down, I'll serve" he signaled towards the couch and then left. Leaving you alone with your boyfriend. The urge to tell him what happened with Jaemin was big. But the fear was bigger.

"Are you really okay baby..?" he looked at you, his hands on yours "y-yeah. It's just that everything happened too fast. But now I'm fine. I am. Really." you nodded a few times, trying to sound as convincing as you could. "If you say so. I'll believe you. If something happens please tell me okay" he tilted his head now caressing one of your cheeks trying to be comforting, even if apparently nothing was wrong "yep, I'll tell you"

"no sappy shit while I'm around, that's another rule" Jaemin spoke from behind placing shot glasses on the coffee table. He also had a bunch of bottles on his arms, different types of alcohol ready to be used.

"Well that's gonna be hard" Jeno complained sitting down, quick hands opening a bottle and filling all the glasses "Not my problem" Jaemin shrugged his eyes fixated on you. And once you sat down he did the same, trapping you between his body and Jeno's.

"Do you drink y/n?" The pink haired boy asked leaning a little bit to close with the excuse that it was to grab the shot "y-yeah, I do" you mumbled holding onto your glass tightly "well, at least that. You're not such a party pooper after all" he smiled, and that somehow brought warmth to your heart.

"She's not, you guys just haven't met the real her" Jeno intervened already drinking all the liquid. The burning sensation in his throat making him scrunch his nose. "Fuck, this is strong" Jaemin laughed also taking everything in "yeah, I got the best just for you babe" he winked. Jeno shook his head faking a gagging sound.

"Come on y/n, drink it." Jaemin's voice sounded tempting, why was he so invested on you? You had no clue. It always seemed like he despised your existence, so what happened before astonished you. It was all too weird. 

Trying not to over think things, you drank the alcohol, instantly coughing after. Jeno was right, it was strong. Too strong for your liking. You didn't do well with alcohol, getting drunk pretty easily. Two of these were going to be enough to leave you tipsy.

"So, I have something else~" Jaemin snickered taking out a plastic bag, the same one you tried to take away from him earlier. "Y/n you can either join us, or simply ignore it. Because I don't want your pretty mouth to complain got it?" you just nodded, throwing your body back, your eyes closed. Not even wanting to see what they were about to do.

"Nana..." you heard Jeno's voice, sounding menacing, like a warning. "What? Oh come on Nono, don't be like that. I know how much you want to. Don't you? Don't you? Of course you do! Come on!" he started wiggling the bag in front of the boy's face. Making him sigh.

"Just one line. That's it." he frowned "That's enough for us right now, between this and the alcohol we're gonna have a blast" and without hesitation Jaemin started preparing the lines of cocaine. Not caring about your frustrated sighs.

"Okay. One, two, three!" you couldn't see anything but you clearly heard them sniffing down whatever was on the table. You didn't want to know. It was better not to. "Done pretty girl, you can open your eyes now" as you did you saw Jeno smiling at you his pupils way more dilated than usual, making you worry slightly. But as Jaemin said you couldn't complain.

"Are you o-" "shh, nothing of that. Nope, no" Jaemin frowned "Stop worrying so much okay? I'm gonna establish that as a rule right now. Yeah. Just, don't worry. We're fine" he flicked your forehead making you whine.

You heard Jeno's laugh from besides you as he poured more of the drink to all of you. "Jeno you know I can't drink a lot-" "shh, drink baby" he placed the shot glass on your mouth "open wide for me" you complied to his orders and he poured the liquid in your mouth, going straight to the back of your throat.

"She seems to follow instructions pretty well" Jaemin chuckled darkly, already having a plan with you in his mind. He just needed to convince Jeno, but that was going to be easy. "Yeah, she's my good girl" he patted your head as you swallowed, frowning from the burning sensation down your esophagus.

Your head was already dizzy, everything feeling a bit weird. Like you couldn't totally control anything.

"Why don't we make her our good girl tonight?" Jaemin questioned pouring more alcohol for Jeno to drink "What do you mean?" your boyfriend asked "Well, I was thinking we could share. As they always say sharing is caring. Also, it could be like a thank you for letting you both stay here. What do you think?" one of his brows lifted as he smiled.

"Do you want to fuck my girlfriend?" Jeno blankly asked his face expression indecipherable "No, no, I want us to fuck your girlfriend" he said smile growing wider.

You didn't say anything, more than sure that Jeno would say no. He was always so possessive with you, there was no way he was sharing you with Jaemin.

"Sounds good to me" your eyes widened after hearing that, your mouth hanging loose "w-what?" Jeno laughed at you "yeah baby, doesn't that sound great? Getting both of your holes filled" his hand made it's way to your thigh, Jaemin copying the action "n-no, I don't- just- no" you shook your head and his hand went to your jaw stopping your movements "you're my good girl right?" you nodded nervously "Then you're going to take dick and do everything we say got it?" "b-bu-" "got it?" he asked squishing your face with strength. "y-yes" you mumbled weakly, already giving in. Not having the right mindset to say no.

"great!" you heard Jaemin say from behind "let's go to the bedroom, it's pretty big, so we can have a lot of fun there" he laughed a little too loud while standing up. Your boyfriend did the same, and you were about to until a hand pushed you down to your knees on the ground. "On all fours pretty girl, I wanna see your pretty ass on full display as we walk" you looked up to the pink haired boy a pout on your lips after hearing his instructions "don't look at me like that pretty baby, just do it."

You frowned and sighed before starting to crawl towards the room, letting both boys see your clothed core and ass. Your short dress making it pretty easy.

"Dibs on the ass!" Jeno said immediately following behind you "What!? Not fair bro! Hey!" Jaemin pushed Jeno and the boy just laughed "It's my ass after all bro, she's still mine. I'm just sharing it with you because I'm a good friend" he smiled proudly. "Okay, fine fine, but I'm not gonna be soft then" your boyfriend shrugged at that "she likes it rough, so it's perfect"

Once you got to the room Jeno kneeled down besides you, pulling you up by your hair, a yelp leaving your lips by how much force he was using. It was practically impossible for him to control anything at the moment. All the substances mixed up inside his body made him loose any type of self control he had.

"Do you remember the safe word?" he asked curious, as you had never used it before. Sometimes he wondered if it was because you truly liked it. Or because you forgot.

"blue molly" your voice cracked, and Jeno smiled at you. In the back a laugh was heard. In an hour your heard Jaemin's laugh way more than all the times you ever saw him. "Wow, I definitely didn't expect that word to be your safe one"

"It was just the first thing that came to my mind" your boyfriend shrugged off "I bet you were high on it" Jaemin came closer one of his fingers tracing your jaw "yeah, I was" his look was now on you, practically burning you with it. His gaze was powerful, filled with dominance. Making you shiver under their touch.

"Baby, I hope you're ready, because your in for a ride" he pushed you to the ground once more. Your knees hitting the wood with a loud thud.

"I hope alcohol didn't dumb you down, because I want to have the honor to do that" Jaemin's hands found their way to you head, holding it in front of his crotch. His clothes (or the lack of) still on. He pressed himself on your face, trying to inhibit your breathing. 

"Nana, one rule I'm asking you to respect is that no kisses are allowed. Only I can kiss her." There it was, the possessiveness that you kind of missed. It wasn't so obvious to Jaemin, but to you it was. You belonged to him, no matter what.

"Okay, fair enough" he pulled you away, letting you catch your breath "You ready pretty girl?" he asked, a fake tone of sympathy adorning his voice. You simply nodded taking in a deep breath, getting ready for what was going to happen.

Jaemin skillfully took off his pants and underwear, revealing his already hardened length. It was long and veiny, not to different from Jeno's. 

"Open wide~" he mimicked Jeno's voice from before when he gave you the shot and you complied. Your mouth opening, tongue out. "You're very good, I can see why Jeno likes to fuck you" his hand went to your head, now pulling you closer to his cock. He thrusted the tip in letting out a groan.

"Hey, hey, don't forget I'm still here baby." Jeno was already undressed, waiting for you to do something with him too. He held onto your wrist tightly, guiding your hand to his length. You made eye contact with him, seeing a pleased smile all over his face. Meaning that you were doing something right.

Without warning Jaemin held your head with both of his hands, gripping tightly onto your hair, pulling on it until your nose pressed down with the lower part of his abdomen. "Fuck, this feels amazing" he kept you there. Wanting to see you struggle to take it all inside. Your gag reflexes hitting you. Even your breath was unstable. Tears already forming in the corners of your eyes.

"Did I saw you could stop moving your hand?" Jeno frowned at you reaching to pinch your nose, completely obstructing your breathing system. Your wide deer like eyes looked at him as worried as they could. "Come on. Do something baby. I'm waiting" you decided to start moving your hand up and down, fast, just like he liked it.

With the other hand you tapped continuously on Jaemin's thigh, hopping he would get the message and just let go. But he didn't. He simply laughed at you shaking his head. "I know you're better than this y/n. Come on, show us what a good girl you are" 

You were a mess already, chin full of spit, hand sloppily trying to move fast, tears all over your cheeks, head dizzy and most importantly you couldn't breathe. Making everything worse. At any moment you felt like you were going to pass out.

But suddenly both hands left your head. You started coughing almost immediately your hands in front of your knees, head looking down, eyes closed and breathing unstable. "I- I can't d-do this" you shook your head.

"Of course you can. And you will." Jeno held onto your scalp pulling your head back so you would look at him. "You don't want to be a bad good girl, do you?" you shook your head and a slap landed on your face, Jaemin frowning at you "what did I fucking tell you before?" he almost growled out.

"t-to use m-my words" you answered gulping down the knot on your throat "Then fucking use them" "i-im sorry" you mumbled your eyes shifting to your boyfriend "I don't want to be a bad girl. I want to be a good girl. Your good-" "Our" Jaemin pinpointed. "y-yeah, that"

"Then you're going to do what we tell you right?" he pulled you up slightly leaning in to have his face closer to yours "yes, yes, I'll do anything" you nodded. 

"Perfect. Now get on the bed, I can't wait any more, I need to be deep inside you" Jaemin spoke up, also grabbing you by the hair. Him and Jeno throwing you towards the bed. You lost balance and fell face first onto the mattress, but that didn't seem to he a problem to them. They practically jumped on the bed, Jaemin moving to lay under you.

His hands were already on your waist, gripping it tightly. He pulled you down harshly, placing you on top of his cock without putting it in. "Move, back and forth" he instructed and you did just that. Soft little moans leaving your lips.

Jeno moved to be behind you, his lips travelled along your body, leaving hickeys around your neck and shoulders. A hard slap was delivered to your ass, making you moan loudly. "Fuck yourself on Jaemin's cock. Do it. As fast as you can. Show me you deserve my dick." he whispered near your ear, now kissing your lobe.

You bliked a few times before starting your mission. You held onto Jaemin's length while lifting your hips slightly now putting the tip in your entrance. And as you were about to go down, Jaemin thrusted upwards while Jeno pushed you down by your shoulders. He was way too deep, and you couldn't help but moan. "F-fuck- Oh My- God" you closed your eyes tightly.

Your hands were on Jaemin's chest while you started moving, bouncing as fast as you could, making the boy under you smile in delight, it all felt so good.

While you were distracted a finger sneaked to your rim, pushing slightly. "W-wait, Jeno- A-ah" he completely ignored your cries and pushed his finger inside slowly until it was all inside you. His patience was very low at the moment so he just started moving them. Not giving you much time to adjust to the stretch.

Your moans were loud and clear, while your moves were starting to stagger, your mind not processing anything at the moment. Even if you wanted to move faster you couldn't. Your mind just didn't let you.

A slap was delivered to your ass before Jaemin started pistoning up, his moves fast, sharp and rough. And when you least expected it Jeno's cock was already going into your back entrance.

"My- Oh My, J-jeno, jeno" you whimpered out feeling weak. You felt like a fuck toy, one that was being used by it's horny owners.

"She can't even talk properly" Jaemin laughed at you, thinking you looked pathetic "Dumb dumb girl. Aren't you?" he taunted, his moves even faster than before. "N- ah- nno-" you slurred out. Mind way too focused on the way Jeno moved behind you.

It wasn't the first time you did anal with him, but he was never this rough. Usually caring a bit more when it came to your back door.

"Of course she is. My dumb girl. Say it." his hand cupped your neck, pulling you closer to him "I-" your voice was already weak, it was practically impossible to form sentences at the moment "yours, yours yes" you nodded holding on for dear life onto Jaemin's shoulders.

"She doesn't even know what we're saying" Jaemin laughed again enjoying the state you were in. It was all so hot to him.

Seeing you all helpless, crying, not able to think straight while taking both of their cocks inside was like a fantasy come true.

Their moves only got rougher as they chased for their high. Yours approaching you too.

And then it hit you.

Like the strongest wave you've ever felt. Your body trembling all over, eyes shut, and mouth letting out indecipherable sounds. Everything was overwhelming you in all senses. Your head feeling as dizzy as ever.

"Oh fuck- I think I'm cumming" Jaemin warned, the clenching of your walls feeling to good for him to last any longer.

"out out" you whispered head turning towards your boyfriend, hoping he understood what you meant. "Jaemin pull out. Don't cum inside" he looked down at the boy.

"Fuck off dude" his moves slowed down and then, he came. All of it inside of you.

You started shaking your head, mumbling little 'no's over and over.

Jeno came soon after, holding you in place. His hand now on your waist, pulling you to his body. Your back pressed against his chest.

"Dude! I told you to pull out you dick!" He yelled, your head hurting by that. "Well I didn't want to. It felt too good" he shrugged his shoulders, finally pulling out.

His hot cum slided out your cunt, dripping onto your thigh slowly.

Your weak cries worried Jeno. He was way more sober than before. And reality just hit him, maybe a little to late. "Hey baby, I'm sorry, sorry. It's okay, yeah? it's okay don't cry please" he pulled out of you and turned your body around. Now hugging you tightly. A soothing hand caressed your back as he kissed the top of your head.

"My baby, my pretty girl, I'm sorry yeah? I am. For everything, I'm so sorry."

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