chivalry isnt dead.

Putting the pet down she turned to face him with a pout “but when I’m with you, I wanna be hugged and held and sit on your lap” she held her arms out, rather child-like

Walking in slowly, she jumped a little after hearing his voice. She wanted to get home quickly but she hadn’t thought of what to say to him and it broke her heart to see the large gap in between them, to feel the awkward tension. Being a woman of action more than words, she closed the gap that made her more uncomfortable the longer she stood so far away from him and wrapped her arms around his waist. She wanted nothing more than to be held by him and know that they would be okay. “I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have left like that.” 

“You have to be fast enough to catch them first.” she smiled playfully at his words and started walking away, knowing she could tease him a little. “There are lots! He’s small so he’s pretty good to hug and just kind of hold.”

She looked up from her cup to meet his gaze, a little surprised (but relieved) at how happy he seemed. “Well I…um missed my period and I just thought it was late but it’s been almost a month and a half so either something is wrong with me or I’m pregnant.” she felt fidgety and couldn’t seem to stay still.

Not having the same creative energy that she usually had was killing her and she knew exactly why. When she finally turned her phone back on, she felt a sense of panic once she realized just how much time had passed. What was he doing right now? Had he eaten? He definitely wouldn’t be asleep. Too many questions ran through her head that made her more and more anxious to get home. She walked a little faster than she usually would only to stop at the door to their home, hoping that he hadn’t left. With some hesitation she gently opened the door, speaking softly “Babe?”

She knew he would let her go especially after she gave him confirmation that she’d be back. She always needed to leave and process her thoughts in situations like this and she absolutely hated that about herself. It was far too cold to continue roaming around aimlessly so she went back to the studio, knowing she could stay as long as she needed to. Being in an empty studio with just her and the music always brought peace of mind- but this time it felt different. Her usually fluid movements were nowhere to be found and she found herself tripping over her feet more than anything. She had no perception of time considering there were no windows in the studio and her phone was turned off.

“How can you cuddle someone if they’re rolling away from you?” she laughed softly as she teased, focusing her attention more on their pet than him. “Hm…I guess it depends on the situation.”

Though she looked away and out the window, she saw his smile in her side view. Her heart started racing as she hesitated to say her next words, still not looking directly at him. “That..m-might be happening sooner than you’d think” she cleared her throat, scared about how he’d interpret and react to her words.

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“this is huge! this is bigger than huge this is – … what’s bigger than huge?”

“Really? Well that was unexpected but- oh my god. You really will? Hyung, I can’t believe you are a true saint,” the younger exclaims, a lingering smile insatiable. It was quite an unexpected answer, not further questioning the two’s relationship, though was rather blinded by inevitable excitement. Why would he not? He might be given an opportunity to learn from one of his favourites. In an ecstatic frenzy, he sputters to the older in enthusiasm. “What do you want? I’ll treat you lunch, mm?”

“Do you think you’re the only one waiting and worrying in the middle of the night? At least I come back by midnight unless it’s a special occasion where I can’t…and I try my best to tell you when those times come but I guess that’s not enough. Meanwhile you just disappear some nights with no word as to when you’ll be back.” she let out a sigh, trying to process in her mind what the best decision would be. She loved him far too much to end their relationship but she couldn’t stand that this problem would always come up and get in between them. “You’d be stupid to think that I want us to break up….and I need you to know that I love you but…I really need to be alone right now but that doesn’t mean I’m leaving you.” she finally turned the handle and walked out without looking back. Thankfully her phone and wallet had been in her pockets since she had gotten home from work so she wasn’t walking aimlessly around the neighborhood in the cold with absolutely nothing to do.