Do You Ever Miss Yourself?

do you ever just sit and think about how cute someone is and get all smiley

Ugh the worst

It’s always the same they just used me to fill their emptiness once they are done they told me that I’m so wonderful they don’t deserve me They are full of excuses I’m tired of being used That’s emotionally abuse I’m so tired of being just a girl in their life I’m not even their ex I’m just nothing

xx

i love getting kissed on the forehead so much it’s like they’re saying “hey i’m gonna show you affection but i’m not trying to get anything out of this, i just want you to feel happy” 

I know it sounds fake but you really do have a lot of silent lovers on this planet who look at you and wish they had your smile or your hair color or your humor or your intellect or your intentions or your heart, your manners, your eyes, your ease, even just you. People who are too shy to tell you what they admire about you or what they wish for you or who they see themselves becoming bc of you & they’re too shy to tell you. even tho it isn’t verbalized, the universe has still heard and the universe has loved you for helping out on its creations. You’re that person. You’re you.