@basicallyphiona

It wasn't the distance that scared her. She was scared of the idea that he'll find someone better in between their distance apart.

I really miss you. I swear I do. I miss talking to you and your hugs that felt like home and the endless phone calls when I'm down or just need some cheering up. I never pictured us not being friends. Since you always kept up with me and apologized even though you did no wrong. You were my so called mce even though I did not post it on social media; because if it's yours you should treasure them before they're gone. I still treasure you and what we had. Treasures can be stolen and someone stole you from me. I just need to grow the guts and steal you back. You're the treasure I never knew I had until I lost you. And I really miss you too.

My birthday. "He has to text me on my birthday" I think to myself. I made a pact with myself that if he texts me he's still my person, even though we haven't talked in a while. I was looking for a sign and that was it. As the day of my festivities went on I found myself constantly checking my phone. Waiting for a text-- a call-- a simple double tap on my birthday post. But I didn't get any of that. It's now 11:32 pm. A few more minutes until my birthday over. "Yeah he's no longer my person" I think to myself "Asking for signs is so pointless" I add on. I rolled over my bed and felt the emptiness that you left me with.