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LMAO is anyone still on this

Everyone says that I'm so unemotional about my break up. And I think it's just because I'm not mad, but I am hurt. I am really hurt because I built a life with him and now it's gone. I hate coming home and I feel like it's not home anymore. And it sucks but it'll be ok.

I had to end things with my boyfriend, well now my ex boyfriend yesterday because he admitted to me that he had liked another girl. It really didn't come as a shock to me, it just hurt that he didn't tell me in the beginning. Now it's just hitting me really hard this morning that he won't be coming home to me anymore, and I won't be able to cuddle with him everyday anymore. It's okay right now. I'm just hurt. He constantly told me how I was an amazing girlfriend and how much he loved me and then he turned around and did this. It's crazy how we think we know someone, but we really don't.

Also I'm taking my state board test rly soon and I'm nervous as shit. But all I wanna do is work in the hospital already and get nursing school done with. I just wanna be a nurse cause I know I'm gonna be a really fucking good one.

I was taking my break at work and there's this girl in vitamins who is kinda my friend at work and out of nowhere she's like you're so dominant. And I don't know if that's good or bad. I know I'm passive aggressive as shit and I don't care but I always felt so passive but I don't know.. I haven't been on tumblr in so long, but I am going to New York/ New Jersey for Christmas!!

Honestly living w/ my bf is awesome, and everyone said it'd be horrible, but it's not. At all :-)