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rothelp

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

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we-are-richmond:

baseballboyjavier:

we-are-richmond:

“Id rather wait until I’ve figured this out before I go and tell Gabe.” David explained

Javi nodded understandingly. “That makes sense. I hope you figure it out soon.”

“Me too little brother. Me too.” David said, glancing back the way Lingard left. Oh this would take some time.

“Good luck, man,” Javi told him. He was glad that he didn’t have any complicated relationships to worry about himself.

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

“Id rather wait until I’ve figured this out before I go and tell Gabe.” David explained

Javi nodded understandingly. “That makes sense. I hope you figure it out soon.”

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The people who run this place – they’re ruthless.

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

baseballboyjavier:

we-are-richmond:

“I as well.” David mumbled. He watched Lingard leave, and then….slowly began to realize he’d have to probably tell Gabriel about this.

Javi bit his lip awkwardly for a moment, debating on what he wanted to say next. “This isn’t any of my business, and I didn’t want to ask you in front of your doctor friend, but what are you planning on telling Gabe? He’s definitely noticed something between you two and he’s curious.”

“Don’t remind me jackass.” Oh this would be really really weird.

“Sorry,” Javi shrugged. It all seemed so complicated he didn’t really know what to say.

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

“I as well.” David mumbled. He watched Lingard leave, and then….slowly began to realize he’d have to probably tell Gabriel about this.

Javi bit his lip awkwardly for a moment, debating on what he wanted to say next. “This isn’t any of my business, and I didn’t want to ask you in front of your doctor friend, but what are you planning on telling Gabe? He’s definitely noticed something between you two and he’s curious.”

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

baseballboyjavier:

we-are-richmond:

“You’ve been there for me a lot Javi….it’s the least I can do for being a douche all the time.” Well at least he was admitting to his mistakes.

Javi grinned. Things had definitely changed for the better between them. They were both able to admit their mistakes and help each other out when they needed it. Jav was glad to be keeping his promise to their father to try to be a better brother. “Thanks,” he said. “I haven’t always been a great brother either but I’m glad we can help each other out.”

“I’m not entirely innocent either brother. You got nothing to worry about.”

“Good,” Javi said, smiling. “I’m glad we worked that out.”

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

“You’ve been there for me a lot Javi….it’s the least I can do for being a douche all the time.” Well at least he was admitting to his mistakes.

Javi grinned. Things had definitely changed for the better between them. They were both able to admit their mistakes and help each other out when they needed it. Jav was glad to be keeping his promise to their father to try to be a better brother. “Thanks,” he said. “I haven’t always been a great brother either but I’m glad we can help each other out.”

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A brow raises momentarily, noticing the blatant stare. Javier isn’t good at being discreet though the other hasn’t seen him so exposed before. Normally, he’s in his duster or armor. Lips twitch a bit upwards at the side at the attention but he doesn’t comment on it, instead crossing his arms across his chest. A booted foot taps on the tile floor absently. “ She’s a brave young girl . ” he hadn’t the time to talk to her, considering circumstances but it is obvious she shoulders so much for someone so young. To think, she acted like a mother in place of another. Jesus admires her strength and perseverance. “ Well, I hope she finds him safe and sound . ” he can only hope. Not everyone can get a happy ending, but if anyone deserves it it’s her. “ Let me help, ” he offers then, uncrossing arms. “ It’s not fair to make you do all the work . ” cooking is fairly easy to Jesus. Before finding his community he had been alone for a long time, had to learn things along the way. Resourceful as ever.

Javi nodded in agreement. Clem was pretty amazing. There was no denying that. “I hope so too,” he said. Things were difficult in this world and people were lost all the time. They had all lost loved ones. But despite the odds, Javi liked to remain hopeful that things would work out. He believed Clem would find the kid and bring him back here. He looked forward to seeing Clem with child she loved so much. It couldn’t be easy to step up as a mother at such a young age but he was sure she was doing an excellent job at it.

He grins at the offer. Jesus is always so helpful and kind. He doesn’t argue, because he doesn’t really know how to cook anyway. He could use the help and he liked having Jesus around. “Do you like cooking?” he asked, curious to learn more about the other man.

He smiles more than ever around Jesus. It’s a really good feeling. He likes him and trusts him. He doesn’t have any guard up. He can be honest and be himself with Jesus. He doesn’t hide anything around Jesus, including his reactions to him. Javi knows it has to be pretty obvious that he’s attracted to him, but who could blame him? What was there not to like about Jesus? He was incredibly handsome, brave, kind, smart, funny, strong, loyal, trustworthy, honest, and he always gave the best advice. He was totally badass and Javi admired him. He knew Jesus would have to return to his people soon, he had people depending on him and needing him and Javi wouldn’t want to interfere with that. Javi would have to get back to business as well because he also had people depending on him and needing him too. He had responsibilities and worries and tasks that needed accomplishing. But for now he would enjoy every moment he could with Jesus, talking and laughing and flirting a little too.

baseballboyjavier

The group entered the apartments. The only thing that really slowed them down was David and Gabe's little argument. However, they made their way to the higher floors, towards a familiar room. Of course, Eleanor wasn't exactly thrilled to see them. David was surprised seeing Fern and Rufus by the couch.

Javi was a little freaked out but trying to remain calm. He definitely wasn’t thrilled to see Eleanor after what she did. He had thought he could depend on her and was proven horribly wrong. He told her that he wasn’t ready to forgive her. He felt bad for Fern and Rufus but there was nothing that could be done now. It was too late. She was yelling at him and now she had a gun. “This won’t bring your daughter back,” he told her.

baseballboyjavier

we-are-richmond:

“I was a leader here you know. But I guess I could help you out.” David stated.

Javi felt awkward for a moment, hearing David say how he used to be a leader here. They both had a complicated history with Richmond. Did it make David feel bad that people looked to him for leadership and not David? He knew that David made some people nervous. Javi was easily able to get along with all kinds of people. He was used to playing up his charm and having people like him. David didn’t seem to have it so easy with that kind of thing. “Thanks,” he said, grinning. “That means a lot to me.”

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