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2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

84,046

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

posted, it´s bnha, dp, Onward(2020), and voltron

unposted also includes mlb, banana fish, and danganronpa

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

no. 1 by far: the fear of what could become (dp) 

2-not a quirk, can´t prove it (bnha)

3-chipped (bnha)

4-rest (dp)

5-(youŕe gonna be) the one left standing (bnha)

5. Which of your fics do you want more attention for? 

someone who feels like home, the onward lesbian milfs fic lol

6. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

not really, every few months i check my inbox, and short simple ones i give a quick thanks to, but the best comments i just hoard unread in my inbox and never reply to bc i cant describe my thanks lmao i should start printing those out so i can actually thank them

7. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

(youŕe gonna be) the one left standing(bnha), or Exhaustion (dp)

8. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

surprisingly no ???? i think i used to hate them and now its just never occurred to me to write some

9. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

yeah yup someone on ff.net just this month commented on one of my best dp fics, ¨why did you have to include the trans part¨ with a lil stronger wording. hurt my feelings a lil lol

10. Do you write smut? if so what kind?

yea, its very fluffy and cheesy and funny and none of it is complete so i dont accidentally post any till im 18. thats my excuse for writers block kehehe

11. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nope! ive only helped beta translations before

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

technically yes but itś not complete or posted and we havent touched it in over a year so is it really a yes   ..??

13. What’s your all time favorite ship?

im not the biggest on shipping tbh, i write the most tododeku where theyre pals who wanna kiss so maybe that by default

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

stoppp i have the naive & unrealistic hope that i will someday finish all my wips, but probably the voltron longfic monstrosity from day 7 off tododeku week 2018. yes that was 4 years ago and i only have 20 pages written shutup

15. What are your writing strengths?

dialogue maybeeeee??? im an overall wimp actually

16. What are your writing weaknesses?

sitting down and doing it, rereading the stuff i wrote when i was 12 and wishing i was still that proficient, describing things, nonsensical run-on sentences, way too many commas, non-dialogue descriptive bs, making up original things that havent happened to me irl to write about, staying in the same tense for more than 2 sentences (past and present are indiscernable to my brain until i start betaing myself and im so shocked at how i managed to fuck it up that bad, and trying to reverse engineer which one i Meant to write in by trying to figure out which one i used slightly more often)

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

ask a friend who knows that language how to get the right message across, iĺl use google translate to make up bnha names but i know how much of a disaster is it grammically

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

bnha! but voltron introduced me to ao3 aka quality fic im surprised i never wrote any for that when it was my whole life, i drew more instead

19. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

fav: repotting aimless roots (bnha) or the fear of what could become (dp)

least fav: Dregs (bnha), because i felt like i was writing about something that was none of my business

20. What fic are you most proud of?

The pot was full of something, and it was surely searing hot. I had just pulled it back from where I held it over the stove after initially picking up, and it tipped towards me. 

I jerked awake with it inevitably slipping from my grip, and my hands in real life scrambled to catch it but it wasn’t there and all they had was each other. It took a moment for me to realize my hands were even mine.

It was like when your foot falls asleep or you get a sudden cramp in it, so you jump to your feet and start hopping around and pounding the dead one against the floor, desperate to get it back. 

I was breathing hard and my heart was trying to pound out of my chest. I had to press my palms against my body to remind myself that they were still there. 

It was very alarming.

When I was first jolted by dropping the pot, my hands had lurched after it as if possessed and not catching the handles and only finding purchase on my own body only seemed to freak me out further. 

Why wasn’t I wearing oven mitts?

I always wear oven mitts.

STOP LETTING ME THINK IM FUNNY MY EGO DOESNT DESERVE THIS SKJGBSD

GHOST

Summary: Izuku dies. The most surprising part of this is when he wakes up.  /  @tododeku-week 2020, Day 1: Progress  /  “Maybe everyone can live beyond what they are capable of.” - Markus Zusak, I Am the Messenger

All Might can’t make it to 1-A’s class, so Toshinori has to introduce himself as himself-- well, his own assistant for the first time. He spent too much time chasing that car thief this morning and ran out of time. The problem of running out of One For All’s time also plagues his mind-- it’s very likely these same kids will find out he and All Might are one after he gives away his quirk and it fades, and he childishly hopes they don’t dislike him or think this form is gross. He gets enough looks in public to know it’s not exactly easy to swallow. He wishes he could wear a suit less obviously ill-fitting to make a good impression at the very least. But he has to be prepared to inflate in case of an emergency.

He can year Aizawa’s voice through the tall door, introducing him as All might’s personal assistant with barely-veiled disdain. Toshinori doesn’t know if he hates him that much, or he just thinks the lie is ridiculous. Aizawa is an extremely honest person, after all. He knows this annoys him, but… it’s necessary.

Toshinori slides open the door and steps aside to let the prickly homeroom teacher out first. He brushes by him without acknowledgement. Toshinori puts a smile on and walks in. He writes his name on the board quickly, then turns around at the podium. 

“Hello, my name is Yagi Toshinori, and I’ll be your substitute for this class today. You’ll probably see me a lot in the future because All Might is a busy man. Can we go around quick and share our names so I can get an idea of who’s who?”

An excitable boy in the first seat leaps up and introduces himself with a gusto that brings the smile back to Toshinori’s face. 

Because… he’s uncomfortable. It’s hard not not to be even a little struck by horror not knowing which Midoriya sits among his class, still as a scarecrow. He wants to think it’s the one he found in the street passed out and looking half-dead, but it’s not like they were best friends. He has no way of knowing which one had been the ‘real’ one, if either even were. His only judgement had been the one covered in blood definitely seeming more suspicious, but he had no idea which one was which now, did he?

He’s wary no matter which one it could be. Even though the kid he bought bug juice for seemed like a regular if shaken boy, the disappearance in the bathroom was… it was something. Knowing this Midoriya’s ghostlike quirk from his file and the concerning fight with his classmate, he most likely went invisible until he left. 

There was no mention of a cloning aspect of his quirk in the file, though. That coupled with how both boys acted in the gas station is still a concern. And Toshinori will have to deal with it on his own, because to the other teachers, especially aizawa, he’ll sound senile and paranoid. Or something. He just hopes it doesn’t turn out to be something big that he’ll regret not warning his cowrokers about.