Holla!

All these songs are representation of my ex,  Andrew Martin, better known as Test in the WWE. He passed away and he was my best friend and I’m still upset for losing him. There is so much unsaid. I feel selfish at times for moving on, and being with others and its hard for me just to cope with his loss even all the years that has passed.

1. “thank u, next” -  Ariana Grande

2. “Someone Like You” - Adele

3. “Always Be My Baby” - Mariah Carey

4. “I Will Always Love You” - Whitney Houston

5. “Stickwitu” - Pussycat Dolls

6. “Stay” - Rhianna ft. Mikky Ekko

7. “Stitches” - Shawn Mendes

8. “Stay With Me” - Sam Smith

9. “I’ll Be Missing You” - Puff Daddy, Faith Evans & 112

@ballin-bella

Barbie was excited to be going to Australia but more excited because it was a chance for her to connect with Bobby again. Lately, she has been getting closer with him but this was a chance to get closer than they already were. Barbie had been distant lately with getting close to a guy because she has had so many different things happen with professional athletes. Weather it was steroids, passing away from overdoses, retirement, being a free agent and not signed. She was worried for many different reasons. But there was something about Bobby that didn’t make her feel like how she did in the past. She got her bags packed, walked into the lobby to meet with Bobby. She smiled as she approached him. “Hey, are you ready to go to the airport?” She said as she looked down at her phone at her alerts for uber and flight information.

Barbie had been friends with Brie for years, they actually were roommates at one point and were best friends. They had lost some contact when they went their separate ways but also picked up right where they left off whenever they would see each other. Now working together again, she loved seeing her around all the time. She had made plans with her to get there nails done because it was like old times, she booked the appointment and went over to the salon meeting her there. “Hey Brie!” She said smiling giving her a hug. “Ready to get our nails done?” She said as they walked in to the nail salon.

Becky got dressed and checked herself in the mirror. She didn’t wake Ashley but placed a kiss on her lips briefly before turning and heading down to the lobby. Seeing Barbie there she walked over and gave her a hug. “I appreciate you thinking of me. I’m excited for this.” She told the blonde.

As most days Barbie loved to have her relax days because having her times off was always something she looked forward too. Barbie loved being one to spoil herself with a spa day. As she looked down at her groupon she had brought, it was for two people. Barbie had asked almost everyone she was friends with in the company but they were all busy the day she had it. She looked through her phone at her contacts and one of the first people in her contacts was Becky, she texted her.

Hey girl, its Barbie. I was wondering if you wanted to come with me to a spa day. I have a groupon and it would be my treat. Are you doing anything?”

She sent the text and waited for her reply, as she got up to remove all her makeup and get herself ready, trying to think if she had anyone else to possibly go with if Becky wasn’t free.