BE YOU ❀

ehhh this is gonna sound so stupid but he’s like my perfect ‘fantasy’ he never had to try it was just like little things he did unconciously, what he drank or how he drank, how he acted even when he was drunk, how i’d wake him up over the phone at 6am and go ‘goooooood morning’ in a silly voice and he’d be asleep completely out and mumble but it was always something he enjoyed to have me doing or like this is gonna sound weird but we always did this thing were we’d just go ‘hi’ in the middle of a conversation even when we talked for hours- i remember my best friend litarally yelling ‘oh my god i am going to throw up you said hi 19 times by now, cut it out .. are you even listening?’ then we all stopped talking for a second and he went ‘ok .. umm .. alright no more hi’s what should we talk about um uhhh .. hi’ then i’d smile and go ‘hi’ it always had me sooo happy just stuff like that hahah and sometimes when i get nervous i talk really fast and he’d just do a high pitched voice and would imitate me -by far the thing that always had me melting and he’d have the same reaction to stuff i did, like my giggle or my sneezes, he didnt love me love is a big word so i don’t think so but he is or was ..i dunno.. in love with me like oh he’d tell me it’s the weirdest thing i never liked it like having someone look at you and tell you how youre the best person to them is honestly one of the most wonderful feelings ever but it’s so unbelievable at the same time like how 

have you ever loved somebody, who didn’t love you back enough?

alter … ich weiß nicht was ich sagen soll schni schna fick dich jetzt hab ich nen ohrwurm aber witzig aber fick dich- nicht sehr also ähh, find dich gut! aber ja du verstehst schon.. oder nicht? JA DU VERSTEHST

- (98/365) by (KJ)