BangTansBabyDoll

This is so kind lovely. I’ve been thinking about writing again, I need to kick start my imagination again. It’s been clouded by the good old handful of mental illnesses Ive been feeding for the past 15 years. Not intentionally of course, doesn’t help when you reach adulthood and it kicks you down almost every second week. Anywayyyy, I will honestly say though, I love knowing that people are still reading and following my writings. I used to use my imagination as a safe place when I was growing up, I never had a safe place so all I had were the characters I made up. As I grew up, I realised I was super into dreaming and I have successfully lucid dreamt a couple of times. I’m not sure if that has any relevance but I don’t know haha. I started writing because I had a million ideas flowing through my head every day, so much that I have drafts from almost 10 years ago with stuff I have to finish. I have books filled with character bios I’ve wanted to write about and same with the whole chapter lay outs. I’ve lost all confidence in all my hobbies i was passionate about, but I’m trying really hard to get back into what I enjoyed doing all the time.

Once again, thank you for the support. It means a lot more than you think 💜💜💜

So I'm a sub.. A brat.. A rope bunny.. A masochist.. Can be a little girl.. Love being punished.. Love provoking guys to punish me.. Love seeing them mad or jealous cuz it's hot and what follows is heaven.. I'm also super tiny and petite btw

Need I say more.. I think that's enough lmao

Who do you ship me with😌

Sorry for the late reply sweetheart! Thank you for writing in! I’m not doing official kink ships but from the sounds of what you wrote, I’d say happily you’d smash happy with Hobi ☺️

He’s energetic which is what a good little sub needs when they like being tormented and teased. I believe he can switch fast too, be all loving when you need it, but then those eyes turn into the slyest, mischievous grin and you know you’ll be bound and pleased within seconds. I think Hobi could be jealous and play along well so the sex just blows the two of your minds once you’re both alone... or not 😏

At the end of the day, Hoseok just got this devil charm when it comes to his sex appeal (and I mean his whole thing is kind of switchy, could dom you anywhere any time)

Thank you so much sweet girl! I hope you are smiling always and are staying healthy and safe 💜💜💜

Writing gives me so much joy, and putting my imagination out there into the world is something I want to always do. I still love BTS so much, they’re my happiness when I’m alone or in a dark place and they’ve always been able to pull me out of there. I’m so thankful for the support people have given me over the few years of me having this blog. Seeing people enjoy my work is just as gorgeous as me finally finishing a fic and finally posting it. I miss doing it so much.

My mind is slowly coming out of the depression I’ve been in for years, and I’m learning to enjoy my hobbies and encourage people to do what makes them happy atleast once a day, if not, every second of your life! It’s hard to find that sometimes, but taking your time to learn your mind and how certain things make you feel, is such a gift in the long run of our lives. The world is fast paced, but we don’t need to be. Take your time and live your life how you want too. Sorry I got off track 😅

I have thought about deleting this blog so many times, thinking it wasn’t good enough or I was just a let down because I couldn’t get myself into a schedule. I’m glad I didn’t delete it in my many bursts of pain where I felt useless, because this is something I worked on, and I still want too in the future.

So thank you to those taking the time to read this and also thank you to those who still stumble across my work and show it love, I have a lot to do as a person growth wise, but I will still keep this blog up, posting when I have time to write and what I want to write. I’m honestly a little desperate for friends, I don’t have many in the real world let alone online, because I’ve been too mentally drained to seek people out.

I would love to have people find a safe place on my blog, to ask me for advice, to talk to me if there is something you need to get off your chest, to gossip about random shit, current shit. And mainly, bts! Confessions you want to tell me, whether they’re dirty or not, I’m a stan of hard and soft and am all for it. I’m not a judgemental person, and would love to help others, or share thoughts with people who have common interests ☺️

I will also probably be reblogging more on here as well, making little comments under posts and stuff. Other blogs have inspired me to try open my mind more and offer more to others, it’s such a beautiful thing to me. I’m always here if anyone wants to talk about anything.

If you made it all the way down here, thank you. Send me an ask, send me a confession, what ever you like. Lots of love, and stay safe in the world. - K