yugposter 2000

people followed this blog for my s/i x twogami stuff and for the time being, i'm not sure if i can provide that. this doesn't mean i'm leaving, though.

if you are interested, follow my side blog @banabas-mha . i post more about yuga there and my gushes are just as nonsensical and goofy.

not only that, but i feel like i'm being watched on this blog. for mistakes i've made in the past i feel like people who grew to dislike me during that time are waiting to strike. that's exactly the reason i turned anon asks off. the stuff that happened in the past still haunts me. i really want to reach out and apologize, but i'm so afraid of starting the conflict up again. i'm afraid of being met with rejection.

i miss my mutuals and i'm so scared to think that they've forgotten about me or that we've drifted away during the time i've been gone. i miss the times i had on this blog.

i can't promise things will be the same, but i can promise my love for yuga is just as strong as it was for twogami. for the people who followed this blog for my expressions of love for my f/o, you can stay right here.

and if people are still watching my blog for things i've done in the past, i'm sorry. i really am, even if it doesn't look genuine. i think about the things that happened in that server all the time and i want to just speak up and say sorry, but the thought of reigniting the conflict panics me. now it's your choice whether you want to linger on this or not.