Existing

After three months, I am going to be living the life I’m meant to be living

I have a love hate relationship with New York

My brain feels fuzzy

Sometimes u need to go to a shit bar and sing

I do believe people can change. And i am living proof of that. It’s funny how being alone in a city you dont really know anyone in but only one person, but you and that person stopped talking when you came to their city. And was left alone to figure shit out yourself. And i did. I am so happy now. I can think clearly. I can express how i want to be. I do believe that every person you cross paths with came in to your life for a reason. It’s hurts to think about how you can get to know someone from where they came from, what food they enjoy, what time they go to sleep: to strangers again. Not needing to know where they’re going or who they’re seeing… but it is okay. People sometimes were only meant to teach you lessons and from there you grow. And that is also a beautiful thing. :) I can say I love life and I am excited what the future holds for me. I know I am such a kind, beautiful, caring person who deserves THE WORLD.