I realized that it wasnât my fault. You falling out of love with me and moving on. It wasnât my fault. It wasnât anyoneâs fault, just a case of bad timing is what Iâm telling myself to get through this. I realize now that may not be the case. I realize now that sometimes love comes and stay and sometimes it goes and there isnât a damn thing you can do about it. You loved me and I loved you and what we had was something real. I know itâs real because it still hurts after all these years of it truly being over. We fooled ourselves into thinking that each time we got back together that it would stick but the truth is it wasnât. We were doomed from the start but I think thatâs okay. Thatâs what Iâm telling myself anyways because at the end of the day you were once the most important thing to me in the entire world and even though you still are and Iâm not for you I will forever be grateful for the two years you gave me. Iâll be grateful for even the on again off again moments that followed throughout the past 6 years. Because I loved you and you loved me and even though it faded I will still look at you with hope in my eyes because I know youâre the love of my life and even though Iâm not yours, as heartbreaking as that is I realize thatâs okay. I believe you get more than one true love in this lifetime. I have to believe that or else Iâll go crazy. Anyways, just know that even though we are strangers now I still hold you close to my heart. You are still something, someone important to me and I want to thank you for the love you gave me even though it wasnât a lifetime. Iâm grateful that I can at least say that I got to know you in this lifetime.
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