love again

♰  — smut ☽  — angst ❀ — fluff ♕ — personal favorite

JUNE 26, 2021 (UPDATE):

i am here to say that i officially stopped writing fics, for those who come to my inbox to ask me either i will continue my fics or not, the answer is never. i am so sorry to disappoint, but it is what it is. 

for those who waited and have been here since day-1, i sincerely thank you.

— note before you proceed: as of may 25, 2020, i am officialy taking a rest from writing fics. though, it doesn’t change the face that maybe in the future i will randomly post one or two drabbles, but chances are slim.

one of the solid reasons why i decided to take a rest is because i am: lazy. i know, it makes me sound like a total snob; but i off the internet, i am someone who worked from 8-5, and my work requires me to stare at my screen. i don’t have a time to take a breather when i am at home, too, because i am the type of person who brings my work back home.

but i would love to stress this out: the reason why i really decided to take a rest was because of the hateful words i have been receiving, sure, it doesn’t bother me as much, but it is the fact that some people would go to the lengths of degrading other people online. it makes me feel absolutely sick and disgusted by it. sure, it probably was only 2 out of 10 people who do that, but it doesn’t change the fact that i am only human and while it doesn’t affect me, it does exhaust me. after all, writing should be a joyful journey, an escape. but once it doesn’t feel that way, of course it exhaust one’s body.

i am thankful for all the support everyone been giving me, all of your kind words are something that i will always keep in my heart. thank you so much for loving my works, to those who gave me feedbacks, you’re a champ.

see you in the future, everyone!

✰ ｣   a beautiful dream  / ❀ / completed —  being a single father is hard. especially when baekhyun’s in his early thirties and needing to make a name for himself. yet his daughter had been his greatest gift and he doesn’t mind if it means exhausting days and hardships to come — as long as he has her. though fate works in an incredible way when he meets somebody unexpectedly. —  singledad!au, lawyer!au, teacher!au

✰ ｣   something unforgettable  /  ❀  / completed —  a vacation trip to a small island shouldn’t have meant something more than a way to clear your head from the stress and busyness of the polluted city. it all changed when you met a surfer that was so keen and persuasive to teach you how to surf. not only he was able to make you surf in a short amount of time, he also was able to let your heart be freed to the oceans for him to catch. —  surfer!au, summer fling!au

✰ ｣   half moon  /  ❀ ☽   /  on-going, on hold. —  you remembered the messy clothing sketches sprawled on the desk, and also remembered how proud you were when you modeled for his final assignment. the promise of you being the first one to wear his first official product was made. years passed by and the promise was forgotten as it wasn’t meant to be kept; until you received an invitation that has B.B.H signed on it. ironically, you found yourself confronting your past at your ex-boyfriend new collection launch event with your memories with him flashing through your mind. —  ex to something!au, beauty youtuber!au, fashion designer!au

✰  ｣  moonlight  /  ♰ ❀ —  baekhyun and you under the moonlight —  ceo!au, model!au

✰ ｣ closer to you  /  ♰ —  baekhyun knows you are beautiful, even more so when you are bend down in front of him with the lights illuminating your body as if you are showered by gold. —  ceo!au, model!au

✰ ｣ like toxin  +  epilogue / ♰ ☽ —   developing romantic feelings for your friend with benefit are uncalled for; knowing how it will only lead to your heart being shattered to pieces. —   friends with benefit!au, college!au

✰ ｣ through the years  /  ❀ —   you live in the era where red string of fate is real, that whoever is at the end of your string―is your soulmate. the catch is, you can only see who the end of your string after you kissed your soulmate. so, why, after thirty years of living―with the possibility that you don’t have a soulmate―you can see yours linked to your best friend? on your wedding day, at that. —   best friends to lovers!au, soulmate!au, red string of fate!au

other stuffs that is not listed above can be found: here.

♰  — smut ☽  — angst ❀ — fluff ♕ — personal favorite

— note before you proceed: as of may 25, 2020, i am officialy taking a rest from writing fics. though, it doesn’t change the face that maybe in the future i will randomly post one or two drabbles, but chances are slim.

one of the solid reasons why i decided to take a rest is because i am: lazy. i know, it makes me sound like a total snob; but i off the internet, i am someone who worked from 8-5, and my work requires me to stare at my screen. i don’t have a time to take a breather when i am at home, too, because i am the type of person who brings my work back home.

but i would love to stress this out: the reason why i really decided to take a rest was because of the hateful words i have been receiving, sure, it doesn’t bother me as much, but it is the fact that some people would go to the lengths of degrading other people online. it makes me feel absolutely sick and disgusted by it. sure, it probably was only 2 out of 10 people who do that, but it doesn’t change the fact that i am only human and while it doesn’t affect me, it does exhaust me. after all, writing should be a joyful journey, an escape. but once it doesn’t feel that way, of course it exhaust one’s body.

i am thankful for all the support everyone been giving me, all of your kind words are something that i will always keep in my heart. thank you so much for loving my works, to those who gave me feedbacks, you’re a champ.

see you in the future, everyone!

✰ ｣   a beautiful dream  / ❀ / completed —  being a single father is hard. especially when baekhyun’s in his early thirties and needing to make a name for himself. yet his daughter had been his greatest gift and he doesn’t mind if it means exhausting days and hardships to come — as long as he has her. though fate works in an incredible way when he meets somebody unexpectedly. —  singledad!au, lawyer!au, teacher!au

✰ ｣   something unforgettable  /  ❀  / completed —  a vacation trip to a small island shouldn’t have meant something more than a way to clear your head from the stress and busyness of the polluted city. it all changed when you met a surfer that was so keen and persuasive to teach you how to surf. not only he was able to make you surf in a short amount of time, he also was able to let your heart be freed to the oceans for him to catch. —  surfer!au, summer fling!au

✰ ｣   half moon  /  ❀ ☽   /  on-going, on hold. —  you remembered the messy clothing sketches sprawled on the desk, and also remembered how proud you were when you modeled for his final assignment. the promise of you being the first one to wear his first official product was made. years passed by and the promise was forgotten as it wasn’t meant to be kept; until you received an invitation that has B.B.H signed on it. ironically, you found yourself confronting your past at your ex-boyfriend new collection launch event with your memories with him flashing through your mind. —  ex to something!au, beauty youtuber!au, fashion designer!au

✰  ｣  moonlight  /  ♰ ❀ —  baekhyun and you under the moonlight —  ceo!au, model!au

✰ ｣ closer to you  /  ♰ —  baekhyun knows you are beautiful, even more so when you are bend down in front of him with the lights illuminating your body as if you are showered by gold. —  ceo!au, model!au

✰ ｣ like toxin  +  epilogue / ♰ ☽ —   developing romantic feelings for your friend with benefit are uncalled for; knowing how it will only lead to your heart being shattered to pieces. —   friends with benefit!au, college!au

✰ ｣ through the years  /  ❀ —   you live in the era where red string of fate is real, that whoever is at the end of your string―is your soulmate. the catch is, you can only see who the end of your string after you kissed your soulmate. so, why, after thirty years of living―with the possibility that you don’t have a soulmate―you can see yours linked to your best friend? on your wedding day, at that. —   best friends to lovers!au, soulmate!au, red string of fate!au

other stuffs that is not listed above can be found: here.

Baekhyun is an infamous frat boy with scarlet streaks in his hair that match the outer coat of his vintage red Mercedes. He likes parties, day-drinking, and showing too much chest. You’re a girl who just wants to be in love, and Baekhyun is just a boy who gets in the way.

Masterlist ➸ Chapter 01 | Chapter 02 | Chapter 03 “Picnic Rhymes” (M)

Characters: You as “Chun” x Baekhyun

Genres: angst, smut in later chapters, college!au, fratboy!au

Warnings: oral sex in the woods

Length: 5.2k words

Tag List: @byunfirstlady​​​ @baek-byunies​​​ @byunshim​​​ @hkynm​​​ @changshapatrol​​​ @gyukult​​​ @blvckdseouls​​​ @jegforstaerintethjaelp​​​ @vampwrrr​​​ @baekklove​​​ @hirumixoxo​​ @kjmsupremacist​​ @baestelcolor​​ @insta1010​​ @mangobaek​​ @itsbaekhyunsbutt​​ @blackberrykai​​ @defluenza​​ @baekterflyeffect​​​ @stepanielove​​ @honeyboocal​​ @baekpedia​​ @mushymush-hyuck​​ @madametranger​​ @ice-queen-04 @kittyhundred​​ @bbh-kji​​ @realllllrica​​ @mcxuxi​​ @blanknearvana​​ @xxluckydreamsxx​​

Author’s Note: I hope you all enjoy and give me some of your thoughts!  And don’t let the (M) tag fool you. Character development takes place too.

Baekhyun drove you out to the hills with the trails. In LA, these hillside trails weren’t rare, but they were rare to be without hikers and tourists. However, today was different; you were visiting these trails with Baekhyun, and it seemed like the whole world bended and broke for him because there wasn’t a hiker or tourist in sight.

“We’re on private property,” Baekhyun told you as he stopped his car at the foot of the hill. “But I know the guy who owns it, so we’re good.”

Of course, you thought to yourself. Leave it to Baekhyun to find an exclusive spot for a date.

as always, chun is so relatable and i love how her mouth doesnt have any filter it in like man whoever called her obnoxious bet never been in a place where they have to deal with frat boy who has misteripis issues

the last scenes actually took me aback?? jesus alcoholism!baekhyun is so scary to think of it because i never actually thought it is that bad (considering how this is the same baekhyun as amorous design) to the point where he really cuss out seulgi like that man i believe in seulgi supremacicy in beating him up btw

This is apart of the Spellbound collab series.

Somewhere in all the years I spent avoiding him, I started to admire him. I thought he was just everything I’m not and everything I don’t understand, but maybe he’s everything I’ve always needed.

Characters: Gryffindor!Baekhyun x Slytherin!OC/Reader, Slytherin!Chanyeol

Genre: hogwarts!au

Length: 18.0k+

Tags: fluff, romance, some angst

A/N: no one asked for this but i’ve always wanted to write a hogwarts!au, so this is my fluffy contribution toward celebrating baek’s birthday ♡ happy 28th, my dude!

gif credit to @/wellingtongoose

Spellbound Collab Mini Masterlist

link to Masterlist • link to of firewhisky and exams (AFF)

Tagging @eggsodose @christiandosworld @imgonweast @is-that-baekhyuns-shirt @changshapatrol @thatanonymousgirl-as14 @his-mochi-cheeks @charmedbaek @xiusoomygod @crescent-iak @gdaystays @mangobaek @keonaforever21 @got7yugy12 @neotowns @yixing-jaebeom​

WHEN ITS BAEKHYUNS BIRTHAY AND SHE GOT UPSET THAT SHE COULDNT SPEND THE DAY WITH HIM BECAUSE EVERYONE IS DRAGGING BAEKHYUN HERE AND THERE IS THE CUTEST THING EVERRRRRRR HONESTLTKSJSLSJS IM COOING AT HER our girl really likes Baekhyunnie huh ; __ ; like lets not deny it shes really whipped for him thus why she avoided him like a plague before Chanyeol ‘bribe’ her HAHAHAHA. The scene where they rode Baekhyun’s broom together is so intimate for me because who the heck will let you ride their precious broom if they’re not in love with the person?!?!? (I hope I'm making some sense). When Baekhyun said to her “I’ve got you.” I LEGIT FUCKING SCREAMED THATS SO HOLY SHIT I NEED TO CALM DOWN AND GET MYSELF TOGETHER. Like fuck fuck fuck them talking about the mundanest thing ever in the sky literally feels like theyre a shoujo manga couple riding a ferris wheel and I know I dont make any god damn sense BUT LISTEN FUCKKKK MY FEELINGS IM HURTING IN A GOOD WAY.

[Silence.] Holy shit the fight between Baekhyun and the Gryffindor’s seeker is making me stopped breathing... WHO KNOWS THE GOOD BOY BYUN BAEKHYUN CAN SNAPPED LIKE THAT LMFAO BOY IS SO WHIPPED FOR OC..... and the way he’s so confident in taunting the seeker.. [shivers]. And holy fuck Baekhyun, what the seeker did is uncalled for and unprofessional for her, but you don’t have to snapped at everyone and make it even more personal with your own issues. Sit your ass down. Being angry is fine but the fact that you let your anger get the best of you and ruined everything you’ve build with OC (and your friends) is /low/!!!!!!!!

OH OH OH OH MY GODDDD the way they got together is so smooth actually?? Like theres no unnecessary push and pull after Baekhyun explained his side of story (he's still a jackass for what happened in the pitch). But I am glad OC didn't push him away and break his heart into million pieces. :") HAAAAHHHHSJSKS WHEN SHE COMFORTED HIM AND TOLD HIM TO TALK TO CHANYEOL AFTER THEIR LAST QUIDDITCH GAME LIKE YES SUPPORTIVE COUPLESSSSSS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Sometimes any degree of loneliness can bring you down and while I cannot know for sure, sometimes it seems as if these tears are no longer tears for having loved someone…

I am writing this rant in a whim out of my frustration of how some silent readers are so entitled to their opinion that they feel like it is okay to invalidate how writers feels whenever their story did not get any feedback.

Actually, I didn’t want to do this rant; but I saw someone who deadass said:

(Plus, I probably won’t be willing to move my fingers anything more than scrolling LMAO)

Like, hold the fuck up.

You are not willing to move your fingers anything more than scrolling BUT you are willing to read someone’s works that took more than fucking scrolling? That is just selfish. Some of us took days, weeks, months, and even YEARS to write something, to spend our time on doing something for FREE just to deliver a content for people.

If you want to be so fucking rude, selfish, and entitled like that DO NOT READ SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE WORK SO HARD FOR.

It is not about numbers, some of us don’t fucking care about numbers. We simply want to be appreciated for our hard work that we did for free. 

EDIT (adding to what I said in someone’s comment section about their frustration to silent readers):

This is apart of the Beach Bums summer fling collab with writers @blackberrykai @skyesins who are apparently as crazy as me to be taking on another project. Member series will be posted on our individual blogs.

Life is a whirlwind, summer is fleeting, and so are the nights spent with your old classmate, tangled up in his bedsheets and in his superficial world.

Characters: Baekhyun x You

Genre: summer fling!au, beach!au, slice of life

Rated M for explicit smut, drug and alcohol use, and excessive swearing

Other Warnings: surfer!Baek, skater!Baek, lifeguard!Baek, vlogger!Baek, influencer!Baek, Baek with various piercings, Baek with tattoos. Basically he’s hot, tan, athletic, rugged, and almost as famous as Jeffree Star but with less online drama.

Status: Probably starting in June

Tags: NSFW, smut, romance, angst, fluff, friendship, slice of life, drug and alcohol use

A/N: okay so one night @blackberrykai​ and i were talking about kai’s kkb dreads and then suddenly i went off on a tangent about him as a surfer with tatts and golden af skin. and then this collab was born with kkb baek (bc we obvs need more kkb baek in our lives) and somehow @skyesins​ was reeled in overnight lmfao so here we go! YA’LL ARE GONNA KILL ME FOR STARTING A NEW PROJECT, I KNOW. I’M SCREAMING AT MYSELF TOO.

gif credit to @/maomi

part 1 | part 2 | …

Beach Bums Collab Mini Masterlist

link to Masterlist • link to ocean avenue (AFF)

If I could find you now things would get better / We could leave this town and run forever / Let your waves crash down on me / And take me away

— Ocean Avenue, Yellowcard

When we were only kids / And our time couldn’t end / And how tall did we stand / With the world in our hands

part of the beach bums summer fling collab with @hkynm​​ and @skyesins​​. i love you guys to death. THANK YOU. ♡

In a desperate attempt to find inspiration, you went to visit your brother in his villa, only to encounter a boy that made your pictures come to life. Spiraling down what looks to be a summer romance, you realized the heat you got wasn’t just from the sun, but also from a certain surfer boy with tattoos down his arm.

CHARACTERS: Kai x Reader (You)

GENRE: fluff, angst, smut, slice of life

AU(s): big wave surfer!kai, photographer!reader, summer fling!au, beach!au, kokobop era with undercut kai!au, tattoos kai!au

WARNINGS: explicit smut (nsfw), cursing, alcohol and drug use, kai with an eyebrow piercing, kai with tattoos, kai wearing board shorts and holding a surfer board as he walks up from the beach, kai in an unbuttoned hawaiian shirt with a joint in between his lips, basically kai in the sexiest image you could ever think of.

CHAPTERS: part 1 ♡ part 2 ♡ part 3 

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pink skies -  lany: “get ya under pink skies, i know exactly where we should go.”

tonight - kidswaste: “what if we break the rules, tell me that you want me too?”

out of focus - chelsea cutler: “i hate the way you smoke cigarettes when you’re drunk, but you always remember to call me.”