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“Yup, happy birthday to me.”

You took a sip of your drink, scanning the crowds around you. There were so many people here, all dressed up and having fun, but it felt bittersweet. You were standing in the corner dressed as a fallen angel. Your white dress was torn up and your halo broken. Although the sash across your chest that said ‘birthday girl’ was certainly out of place. It wasn’t wrong, but nobody really mentioned it. With or without it, you still looked great.

“You don’t seem all that happy.”

“No I am, it’s just that when you share a birthday with a holiday, you don’t get all the attention. Halloween is one of the bigger ones so there are many parties going on and who actually wants to attend a birthday party?”

“Is this not your birthday party?”

“Well it is, but it’s more about Halloween. My housemates always insist on throwing me a party but it ends the same way. I appreciate the thought though.”

“Hm, shall I let you in on a little secret?”

“What secret?”

“I can grant you a wish, but only because it’s your birthday.”

“Yeah? You’re not dressed like a genie.”

“It’s Halloween darling, the day all kinds of supernatural creatures get to freely wander the Earth. Although I assure you, there’s no need to be afraid.”

“If you say so.”

“You don’t believe me?”

“I don’t even know your name.”

“Hongjoong.” The boy took a bow. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, y/n.”

“How did you-”

“I know many things. Now, how about that wish?”

“I don’t know what I’d wish for. I don’t even know if you’re telling the truth.”

“Then perhaps a demonstration, come with me, please.”

Hongjoong held his hand out to you, a gentle smile on his face. Something in the back of your head was telling you not to go off with some stranger, but you’d probably have more fun with him than if you stuck around for your supposed birthday party. You took his hand and followed him upstairs. To your surprise he led you straight into your bedroom, and it was empty. He walked you over to your bed and then shut the door. 

“If you whip your dick out right now I swear-”

“No, no, darling, if all either of us wanted was carnal pleasure, we’d already be undressed. I promised you a wish, but a demonstration is in order.”

Hongjoong snapped his fingers, and you stared at him curiously. The smile on his face had become mischievous, and he went over to your closet door. You raised a brow at him as he slid the door open, then your jaw was on the floor. Instead of seeing your closet full of clothes, you saw another room. 

“What the-”

“Just a temporary portal, darling, your clothes are just fine.” Hongjoong smiled. “Shall I introduce you to my brothers?”

“Brothers?”

As you pondered his question you suddenly noticed some figures in the distance inside your closet slowly approaching. Next thing you knew seven other gentlemen were standing in your bedroom. As they walked through the magic portal that was your closet they bowed and introduced themselves. You were still frozen in shock, wondering if you had too much alcohol already.

“I… how…”

“You don’t need to worry about the finer details.” Hongjoong assured. “Tonight is all about you.”

“Me…”

“Now, as for your demonstration. Jongho.”

Jongho happily stepped forward, sitting down on your bed next to you. He smiled at you, leaving you to wonder what was supposed to happen next.

“So… what… what happens now…”

“Hongjoong is the powerful one here.” Jongho explained. “He can grant your wish, but I can give you a test run.”

“A test run?”

“Consider it a taste.” Jongho manifested a shot glass in his hand. “Make a wish and drink. Nothing will be permanent.”

“Okay… uh… I wish I got a promotion at my job.”

“Very well.”

Jongho held the glass up to you and you took it. For a moment you stared down at the clear liquid, not even bothering to think of how it just came into existence. A lot of impossible things had just happened back to back, so might as well keep going. After a moment longer you drank from the shot glass. There was a bit of a burn as it went down, but nothing familiar. Then you began to feel dizzy. Your vision blurred and you fell back onto the bed. The room was spinning and fading to black, but there wasn’t anything you could do as you sunk into the void.

🖤

“Congratulations!”

Thunderous applause startled you awake, and you took in your surroundings. You found yourself at work, sitting in a meeting room. Everyone around you was clapping and cheering, congratulating you and reaching out for a hand shake. Nothing made sense to you until you noticed the board. At the end of all the business talk the boss had announced your promotion, the one you had been working hard for. Once that clicked you quickly stood up and bowed.

“Thank you, sir, thank you so much.”

After the meeting and all the good wishes the boss let everyone know that there would be a celebratory dinner. You got back to your desk, still giddy with excitement. You had already made so many plans for this promotion, and wanted to hit the ground running with your new title. There was much to prepare for that time flew by and next thing you knew you were heading out with your coworkers for dinner. There was a toast in your honor, and everyone seemed very happy for you.

“Thank you all so much, I shall do my best to make everyone’s job easier!”

Things were so lively that night it almost felt like a dream. For a moment you thought back to the Halloween party, remembering the strange gentlemen you had met, but that memory was fading, and was probably an alcohol induced dream. You got home late that night, but you still had a smile on your face. Your housemates were surely asleep at this hour so you quietly crept up to your room. You got into a warm shower and then tucked yourself into bed, too excited to sleep but managing it nonetheless.

The next day you eagerly went to work. You met up with the boss to discuss the finer details of your promotion and what was expected of you going forward. You brought up your own ideas, which the boss appreciated. You could tell you were already off to a good start. The first thing you did was start separating your work and figuring out what you needed to prioritize. You weren’t getting any new projects just yet, but were going to take on a higher position in the ones you had. It seemed like a lot, but you were confident in your abilities. Besides, everyone was on your side and helping you out as well.

Your days did get a bit longer, but you were adjusting well to the promotion. With your leadership skills things were running better than before, and you were keeping up with your tasks. You didn’t really mind staying late, you preferred to go home with a sense of accomplishment. Although one night you found you weren’t alone. While working someone suddenly placed a cup of coffee at your desk, asking how things were going. You didn’t recognize the voice right away, but when you looked over to thank your coworker your world stopped.

“Jongho… what are you-”

“Is this really your wish? More work?” Jongho wondered. “Sure you got some compensation, but this seems so mundane.”

“What do you mean?”

“You could wish for anything at all and you use it for work purposes, pretty uninspired, don’t you think?”

“So… this… it’s not real…”

“Sorry. I said I could only give you a taste, besides, this is only the good stuff. Surely you’d run into troubles with this promotion.”

“You mean my wish has a catch?”

“Not necessarily, but you know this job won’t always be smooth sailing.”

“Yeah…”

“Let’s go.” Jongho held his hand out. “This is all I can do for you.”

He wasn’t really asking, you knew that, but you suddenly felt so empty. A lot of time had passed in what you figured was the span of an hour in real life. Things had been good, but this was all just a dream. You sighed and took Jongho’s hand, your world suddenly cutting to black.

🖤

You inhaled sharply, slowly recognizing your surroundings as your bedroom. You sat up, Jongho at your side helping you up, your head throbbing a bit. The reality of getting a promotion still lingered in your mind, as did the empty feeling. You lost it all in the blink of an eye.

“Are you alright?” Jongho asked. “I know we can make things very vivid.”

“Yeah… I’m fine…”

“So, how was it?” Hongjoong questioned. “Getting your promotion.”

“It was nice until you took it from me.”

“I believe it’s only fair you get to try out your wish before committing.”

“Right, uh, so now what?”

“Well, what other wish do you want to try?”

“Try… how exactly does this work? What are you?”

“Powerful. My brothers can simulate a wish for you, but only I can make it a reality. You said you didn’t know what you’d wish for, so I can give you seven trial wishes. You already used one, so why not try something else?”

“Hm… I guess a promotion is really mundane… what should I wish for?”

“That’s entirely up to you. We can’t really tell you what to wish for, it has to be your desire.”

“My desire… well… I always wanted to travel the world.”

“Is that your next wish?”

“Yes.”

“Alright, Wooyoung.”

The boy stepped forward and shoved Jongho away, a big smile on his face. Just like his brother he manifested a shot glass, holding it out to you.

“Make a wish.”

You took the glass. “I wish I could travel the world.”

Just like before a burning sensation was caused as the drink went down. This time you took the initiative to lay down before you collapsed. Closing your eyes and letting the dream take you away.

🖤

“Until next time everybody!”

You were waving at the camera until you began to take in your environment, slowly stopping and looking around. You were sitting at a table outside, a lot of plates and drinks around. Nothing made sense to you until your cameraman put down his equipment, and sat down across from you.

“What is going on, Wooyoung?”

“You said you wanted to travel the world, so being a foodie and trying all kinds of things to share with your fans seems like a good idea.”

“So I’m an influencer?”

“How else can you travel the world? You certainly don’t have the money to just go off on your own. This way you have the means to travel, and also a lot of time for yourself to enjoy things.”

“Hm… I guess the wishes are based on my reality first and foremost.”

“Exactly. Besides, this also takes into account what you would like to do. Traveling the world to try new food isn’t a bad thing.”

“It’s not.” You decided to take a bite of something. “Yeah, it’s good. Although, why are you here?”

“You need a partner in crime to film for you, besides, can’t just leave you alone somewhere foreign.”

“But if this becomes my wish, you won’t stay with me, or will you?”

“When it comes down to your real wish Hongjoong will make sure to get into the finer details. So, where shall we go next?”

You knew this wasn’t going to last long, but you could still make the most of things. Once you figured out where you were you knew where you wanted to go. Wooyoung happily followed you, filming some things here and there and reminding you to share your experiences with the camera. It was a fun endeavor, and you didn’t have to stick to one place. The two of you traveled elsewhere, once again taking in the culture and the food, and everything else you could. After a few days you knew you needed to catch a break, but it would probably end this dream too. You couldn’t avoid it, so you made sure to go to a luxurious hotel.

“Are you having fun?”

“Absolutely.” You jumped on the bed. “I’ve always wanted to see the world… but not like this.”

“Huh? You said you wanted to travel. You’ve never even done it before now.”

“Cause I can’t afford it… and I wouldn’t want to do it alone… you’re here with me now, but in reality…”

“I guess you need to wish for something else.”

“Yeah…”

“So, you ready to go?”

“Can I at least go down to the pool and then order room service?”

“Sure.”

This might be the only time you stay at such a fancy hotel, so you had to make the most of it. No cameras this time, and it was just you and Wooyoung enjoying yourselves. After having all kinds of fun, and staying up as late as you could you were finally ready to go to bed. It felt so tragic that once you closed your eyes this dream would end, but it was never going to last forever. At least not now.

🖤

You woke up normally this time, probably cause you had actually fallen asleep in the dream so the transition was easier. Wooyoung was laying right beside you, that same smile on his face. You couldn’t help but return it, even if you were sad your adventure was over. After a moment you sat up. The others were all scattered around your room, clearly entertaining themselves with your items, but they hadn’t made a mess so you let it go.

“How was your trip?” Hongjoong asked. “Did you have fun?”

“Of course.” A content smile remained on your lips. “Although it’s not exactly the best thing to wish for.”

“I guess not.”

“So let me try something different.”

“I hope you don’t make a similar wish, I’d be a waste.”

“No, no, I want something else.”

“Good. Mingi, could you please.”

Wooyoung winked before moving away, letting Mingi take his place by your side. The boy had the sweetest smile on his face, presenting you with a shot glass.

“Your wish is my command.”

“Thank you.” You took a moment. “I wish I was married to a rich man.”

“Oh, this should be interesting.”

Just like before you took the shot and laid down, rather curious this time to see how your wish would manifest.

🖤

You took in a breath as you snuggled the sheets, finding them incredibly soft and cozy. After a moment you peeked your eyes open, seeing that you were in a very different room. You sat as you took it all in. The room was huge, and very luxurious, moreso than the hotel room from before. You were amazed, getting out of bed and looking around. All the items here were yours, and it was incredible. There were so many jewels, and when you saw your closet you were left in awe. A knock at your door interrupted your exploring, and you went to answer it.

“Hello.”

“Good morning, madam, breakfast is ready. Will you be eating in the dining room, or prefer to eat in your room.”

“Uh… I’ll go down to the dining room.”

“Very well, we shall expect you in the dining room.”

“I’ll be down in a moment.”

You shut the door and eagerly went to look for something to wear before heading down for breakfast. Despite this being a new place to you, in your mind there was a sense of familiarity. So it was easy to navigate the halls to the dining room. It was huge, like the table, although there were only one set of utensils. It seemed your husband wouldn’t be joining you. In fact the bed had been cold on the other side, so they hadn’t been around for a while now. You figured you’d see them later so it was fine.

You sat down at the table, enjoying your breakfast. There was a good variety and you tried a bit of everything, loving every bite. Afterwards you were planning out your day. The funds you had were practically unlimited, and there was nothing you couldn’t do or have. You returned to your room, getting your phone and looking into possible trips. You wanted to do something cute with your husband, but weren’t sure what he was into, or where he was. You checked your phone contacts and found the one labeled husband, dialing it. You got a bit nervous when it started ringing, wondering who was going to answer.

“Hello?”

“… Mingi?”

“Yes, baby?”

“Uh… why… why are you…”

“You didn’t specify a particular rich man, and this is just a taste test anyway. Are you gonna come to the office?”

“Office? Aren’t I supposed to be a trophy wife or something?”

“Well, that depends. Usually the rich only marry another rich person, meaning you’re a self-made woman. You have your own wealth and career. I do believe you work in fashion and I run an entertainment company, so naturally we work in the same office. Kinda romantic, don’t you think?”

“I… yeah, I suppose.”

“Is this not what you wanted?”

“It’s not what I expected, but I only just woke up here. I’ll meet you at the office in a bit.”

“Alright, see you soon.”

You were still figuring out how you felt about this. You hadn’t been thinking about the details of marrying a rich man, and if these wishes pulled from your own desires, then perhaps you really weren’t into the idea of being a trophy wife. Either way, you put your feelings to the side and got dressed in office attire. As you headed out a car was waiting for you and you were taken to the office. All the employees greeted you and your secretary met up with you. A name came to mind and some vague details. They escorted you up to your office, and it wasn’t what you expected.

When Mingi said fashion you didn’t think he meant designer. Your office was actually the whole floor and you had all kinds of machines, models, and fabrics all over the place. You were rather stunned for a moment, only snapping out of it when you were greeted. You smiled and went to your office, which was really just a room with glass walls. You set your things down, your secretary going over your schedule. Thankfully no meetings, but projects you needed to look over and potentially approve of. Although there was something else you wanted to do first. Your secretary took you over to where Mingi was.

“Hello, love.”

“Hi, Mingi, how are you?”

“Good, shall we talk in my office?”

“Sure.”

You followed Mingi, seeing his office and the wonderful view he had. You admired it before Mingi spoke up.

“Did you sleep well?”

“Yeah, the bed was super soft.”

“Sorry I had to shatter your trophy wife dreams.”

“I don’t really know if I’d be into that. I guess that’s why I’m a working woman.”

“A very hot one.”

“So, fashion and entertainment, huh?”

“I think it suits you. You’re a very creative person, you should share your talents with the world.”

“Yet I’m still working in an office.”

“True, but you’re your own boss, and work your own hours.”

“I don’t think the job of a fashion designer is that easy.”

“Perhaps, then again you are a passionate woman. You were working so hard when you got that promotion before.”

“You saw that?”

“Of course. We all saw.”

“Oh…”

“Don’t be shy, we only know what happened after you woke up.”

“Ah, okay, that’s better.”

“So, what do you want to do then? We could just ditch this place and go somewhere else.”

“We could, but I am curious to see what my life is like after all the hard work, given that I’m a big player in my career now. So, what project are we working on?”

“I do still have some power over this reality, so it can be whatever you want.”

“Hm… in that case, I’m thinking fashion show.”

“I like that. I guess you have work to do.”

“We both do.”

You happily returned to your work area, ready to take on the challenge ahead. A job like this really was like a dream come true, so you might as well live it to your fullest. There were already a few designs you had approved of, which looked great, now you just needed the rest for the show. You spent the day going over designs and checking your models, mindlessly skipping lunch and not getting a break till the end of the day. Time had really flown by, and you really only stopped when Mingi came to get you.

“Busy day, huh?”

“Yup, but very fulfilling. I have to pick a proper venue tomorrow and I might need some more models, but things seem to be on schedule.”

“You adjusted to this quickly.”

“Like I said, I’m a working woman. I am hungry though.”

“Yes, I was told you missed lunch.”

“I didn’t even notice.”

“Well, I have some reservations we need to get to, shall we?”

“Yes, please.”

Your little dreams would only last a few days at most, but Mingi let you stay in this reality to see the fashion show through. Everything went well, and you got to meet with so many celebrities too. Everyone praised your work, and spoke highly of you. The whole ordeal was incredibly rewarding. Not to mention the after party was just as amazing. You enjoyed yourself to the fullest, perhaps having one to many drinks, but Mingi was there to look after you. Once you said your goodbyes to everyone you were in the back of a limo with Mingi. You leaned against his shoulder, half awake.

“Was it a good night?”

“Amazing… I don’t want it to end…”

“I know, but it’s that time.”

“Yeah… thank you… this was fun…”

“I’m glad to hear. Now close your eyes and sleep, your night isn’t truly over yet.”

“Hm…”

You closed your eyes and snuggled against Mingi. You knew he was right but for now you just wanted to delude yourself. You deserved all this love and more, so letting go wouldn’t be easy, but you didn’t have much choice. The day and night had taken a lot out of you, and sleep was calling to you. In the end you could do nothing but give in.

🖤

You sighed contently as you snuggled your sheets, definitely not wanting to wake up, but the chuckles around you coaxed you to wake up. You opened your eyes and stared at the wall, Mingi slowly peeking into your field of view.

“Hello.”

“Hi…”

“I know, I know, that was fun, but all good dreams come to an end, huh?”

“I guess they do.”

You stayed put for a while longer before getting up. You were trying to move past your recent dream, but you certainly had trouble. Maybe that would be your wish, but you still had a few more sample wishes to use, and it would be foolish not to take advantage of that.

“You really don’t mind working.” Hongjoong commented. “Some people can’t really sit still, so it’s plausible.”

“Yeah, and I know what I want to wish for next.”

“Ah, finally getting the hang of this.”

“More or less.”

“Good. San, you’re up.”

The boy happily took a seat next to you, presenting you with the shot glass for your next wish. There wasn’t much hesitation as you took the glass and spoke out your desires.

“I wish to be famous.”

“Oh, that should be real fun.”

You were getting used to the burn of this mysterious liquid, and happily laid down to enter this next dream of yours.

🖤

“And cut! That’s a wrap everyone!”

Cheers and applause filled the set, everyone talking about the good work that had been done. It took a moment for the gaps to get filled in for you, but you soon found yourself with a smile on your face. Today was the last day on set for the show you were starring in and the final scene had just been filmed. You co-stars were quickly surrounding you and happily congratulating you, but the party had only just begun. Everyone had to gather to celebrate, so after changing you went with everyone to the after party.

You understood how these dreams worked now, so you didn’t need to worry about context, it would come to you as things progressed. The night was filled with food and drinks, and reminiscing about all the filming. As your co-stars brought up scenes you could see them in your mind. There was so much attention on you, but this night was only the beginning. Once the party began to die down your manager arrived to pick you up. A familiar face greeted you, and it did explain where they had been this whole time.

“Hi, San.”

“Hello. You ready to go?”

“Yup.”

You stood up stumbling in your steps a bit, but San helped you up. You waved goodbye to everyone, saying you’d see them on the press tour. San escorted you out and towards the van. You were tipsy, but not too drunk so you could walk on your own, although you did lean against San. The night had been so wonderful and warm.

“I honestly thought you’d be my co-star or something.” You mumbled. “Not my manager.”

“I thought I’d be pushing it if I did that. Besides, this is a better role to take on, that way you can enjoy all the limelight.”

“Yeah… it’s nice.”

San drove you to the hotel you were staying at, going up to the penthouse sweet. You jumped into bed, wrapping yourself up in a blanket until San grabbed you, reminding you that you needed to undress first. He stuck around to make sure you washed up properly and then got into bed.

“What’s my schedule for tomorrow?”

“You have a promotional shoot tomorrow afternoon with some of your co-stars. You only have the morning to rest.”

“Ugh, sounds about right. Okay, you’ll come wake me later, right?”

“Of course, sleep well.”

You did in fact sleep comfortably, feeling refreshed and well rested in the morning. Just as promised San came to wake you, bringing you some brunch and then you were on the road. You ate and stared out the window, excitedly pointing at the few ads you saw with your face on it. San had a big smile on his face, glad to see you so happy. You soon made it to your photoshoot, getting into hair and makeup while discussing outfits with one of the stylists. You really loved all your options but you could only wear so many. Once you were good to go you met up with the others and the photographer. You had done some shoots with them before, so you knew the evening would go well.

Everyone around you was having a good time, and the shoot was going well. Afterwards you were invited out for dinner, which you couldn’t refuse. You went to a fancy place, a few other of your friends joining you later on. This time you refrained from drinking, but enjoyed yourself nonetheless. As it got late you suddenly got a call from San, saying he’d be picking you up as you needed to rest before your next schedule. It was disappointing to say bye to everyone, but you knew San would drag you out if he had to. 

“Sorry to cut your night short.”

“I get it. I’m still working and everything.”

You returned to your hotel room, getting room service for some snacks before turning on the TV to let yourself fall asleep. The next morning San was there to wake you up, a similar breakfast in hand. Your day was filled with schedules, so you went from one place to another. It was exhausting but fun as well. You spent a few days like that. Although you did always get excited when someone on the streets would recognize you and ask for an autograph. You really felt special.

“Let’s go out for dinner tonight!”

“Oh, no, I’m spent. I’m just gonna head back to my hotel and rest.”

“Come on, y/n, the night is young!”

“Which means I can get lots of sleep.”

“Alright, fine, but breakfast tomorrow.”

“I can do that.”

“Good, see you then.”

You waved goodbye to your friends and got into the van, letting out a tired sigh and reclining your chair. San drove quietly, although he could see the somber look on your face from the rear view mirror.

“I didn’t think you’d turn in for the night so early.”

“I’m just tired.”

“Too many schedules?”

“No… it’s just…”

“Is being famous not exciting and fulfilling?”

“It is but… I didn’t realize how lonely it was…”

“What do you mean? You have plenty of friends and fans.”

“Yeah, but it’s different. My so-called friends are all in the industry, and I met through projects, and fans don’t really know me… I don’t even know me…”

“To be fair, if this is your wish, you won’t be aware or care about things like that.”

“I know but… I feel fake in this wish. The people who are close to me benefit from me, and I feel like a fraud to my fans… in reality I have some childhood friends I keep in touch with, but none of them exist here…”

“You’re worrying about something inconsequential, you know that, right?”

“Perhaps… but I should go into my wish truly wanting it, even if I won’t remember my original life.”

“I see… do you want tonight to be the last?”

“Yeah… I need to try something else.”

“Okay.”

You got back to your hotel room, deciding to drag out the night bit. You took a long bath, getting some room service and just winding down before bed. San wished you a good night and said he would see you later. You chuckled and thanked him, settling in for the night. This dream was fun while it lasted.

🖤

“Can I have your autograph?”

You woke to San teasing you, holding out some paper and a pen. You merely smiled, amusing him and doing as he asked once you sat up.

“That was fun, although I don’t know if being famous is meant for me.”

“Trouble in paradise.” Hongjoong remarked. “We could always work out the finer details so it is for you.”

“Yeah, but I was certainly more busy as an actress than my other jobs. It felt more like I was on everyone else’s time than my own.”

“Perhaps you should have been farther along in your career.”

“Or I make sure I’m on my time, and my time only.”

“Ah, so what do you have in mind? Ready for your next wish?”

“Yes.”

“Yeosang.”

The boy happily came to your side and presented you with your shot glass. This whole thing was starting to feel more like a game than anything else.

“I wish I was born rich.”

“Very interesting.”

You took your shot and laid down, Yeosang getting comfortable next to you. The two of you had smiles on your faces, and you excitedly closed your eyes, letting the darkness take you.

🖤

There was no alarm, or knock at your door, you simply woke up when you felt like it. The sun was peeking in through the blinds, but you were certain it wasn’t morning. You got out of bed and stretched, looking around your room. It was spacious and definitely more your taste than when you had married rich. You explored your room a bit as you got familiar with things, washing up and finding your closet. You went with something cozy and then stepped out into the hall. The place was rather quiet, but you didn’t mind it. As you made your way down you were greeted by a familiar face.

“Good afternoon, miss y/n, shall we prepare a meal, or will you be going out?”

“I’ll eat at home, Yeosang, thank you.”

“Of course. Just give the kitchen some time to set everything up.”

“So, is it just me here?”

“This is your home. No husband, no family, no responsibilities. You are free to do whatever you want.”

“Hm… that sounds nice… it’s a never ending vacation. So, that makes you my secretary?”

“More or less, but I can go whenever you’d like.”

“No, it’s okay. I don’t mind the company.”

The kitchen had prepared one of your favorite meals, and while you ate you browsed the internet for ideas on what to do. You figured a day out to unwind would be best, so you scheduled a visit to the spa. You also included Yeosang in your plans, figuring he’d want to relax too. Your personal drive brought the car around when you called for them, heading out to enjoy your evening. The staff were so nice when you arrived, apparently they knew who you were. You got the best of service, getting all the treatments, and taking a few naps here and there.

Your vacation had only just begun, so you didn’t really plan anything ahead. You were free to do as you pleased, so you left things up to chance. Every morning you’d decide to try something new, and just go with the flow. One day was a shopping spree, another was taking trips to other countries. Your life really was an all expense-paid vacation. Although after doing all the things you didn’t have time for, or couldn’t do for yourself, you were a bit bored. In this life you had no career, no expectations, so you were free to do anything, but since you never truly had that before, you weren’t sure what to do with yourself.

“They say it’s never too late to start something.”

“I’m not sure I know what I’d want to do.”

“Anything is possible for you. With your funds, nothing is really an obstacle.”

“I guess that’s what I’ve been missing here.”

“Hm?”

“I’m not used to it. I may be rich here, but no one knows me.”

“This luxurious life… it’s quite lonely as well…”

“You don’t like being alone, do you?”

“A lot of wealthy people aren’t celebrities.”

“True. I guess the laid back life isn’t my thing.”

“Perhaps you need a more powerful role.”

“Like what?”

“That is for you to decide.”

“Hm… but haven’t my wishes been too similar?”

“There is enough of a difference that none of your wishes have been wasteful. You’re learning about yourself, aren’t you?”

“I am. Although it’s a bit hard to tell what I’m learning at times.”

“Then why don’t we review?”

Yeosang plopped down on your couch, acting childish, but you joined him. There was no rush, and you had all the time in the world here.

“So, tell me, what have you learned about me?”

“You’re very beautiful.”

“Please, I thought you were being serious here.”

“I am. A beautiful woman who can’t be tied down. She wants a career and to be someone recognized, but also loved. Someone who doesn’t want to be alone, and wants to travel the world. To fulfill a wish like yours, you’d need to go big.”

“It sounds like I need to be a queen or something.”

“Hm, that could work.”

“Wait, can I wish for something like that? We don’t have kings and queens anymore.”

“Hongjoong can grant any wish. Even if it means completely changing reality.”

“… what exactly is Hongjoong? What are all of you?”

“Does it matter?”

“Yes. I’ve been playing along with all of this but I don’t even know what you are. Do you truly look like that or is it just an illusion?”

“Oh I promise this is all me, but I do hide the scarier bits.”

“Like what?”

“Sorry, can’t show you here, it’s not real after all.”

“Then I want this dream to end. I have questions, and I won’t continue with this until I have answers.”

“As you wish, darling.”

Yeosang snapped his fingers and everything cut to black.

🖤

You gasped awake, feeling a bit panicked over the sudden shift in your world. You were back in your bedroom, in the real world, surrounded by eight strangers. You scrambled out of bed and stepped away from all the others. By now they could understand why you were worrying.

“Take it easy. We’re not gonna hurt you.”

“I don’t know if that’s true!”

You thought to leave, but Mingi and San were quickly blocking the door. They had smiles on their faces, but you didn’t believe it was kindness.

“You said you had questions.” Hongjoong remarked. “So go ahead and ask.”

“And you’ll be honest?”

“I have no reason to lie to the birthday girl.”

“Then why me? Why are you doing this to me?”

“What do you mean? Like I said before, I can grant wishes, but only to someone on their birthday.”

“Why?”

“Cause it’s my curse.”

“Curse? Like a witch put a curse on you?”

“Witches aren’t all that nice. They can be quite petty. I used to grant wishes all the time, until they put shackles on me, and locked away my boys. Now I can only roam the Earth on Halloween, and I can’t grant wishes unless it’s someone’s birthday. So I must thank you, if not for you I wouldn’t be able to see my boys.”

“I… I’m so sorry…”

“You’re not a witch that cursed me, you truly are like an angel to me tonight.”

“Is that why you want to grant me a wish?”

“I haven’t granted a wish in so long, it would be an honor to fulfill your heart’s desire.”

“… thank you…”

“Of course. Now what’s this about you wanting to be a queen?”

“Is… is that possible?”

“Anything is possible. As long as you want it.”

“Okay… I know what I want my next wish to be.”

“Yunho, you heard our girl.”

“I did.”

Yunho came over to you and held his hand out to you. Once you took it he brought you back over to your bed and the two of you sat down. Just like all the others he presented you with a shot glass. You found yourself nervous once more, but you took it nonetheless. This wish was certainly grander than the last.

“I… I wish I was a queen.”

You looked at Yunho and the others, all of them giving you an encouraging smile. You took the shot and then laid down. This wish was otherworldly, so you had no idea what to expect as you slipped into the void.

🖤

“Your Majesty, it is morning. Time to rise.”

There was a different type of silence in the air. In your reality, even at the first peek of sunrise you could still hear the sounds of life, but here it was quiet. As you sat up the only sounds you could hear were from those around you. Soft footsteps and soft breathes, followed by your doors sliding open. A few court ladies entered your room, carrying the garments you were to get dressed into you. This was certainly a different type of luxury, and you had no idea what to say. Although you didn’t owe anyone an explanation. So you merely stood up, and what you believed to be the head lady escorted you to a bath.

Everything was of high quality for you, and the bath was quite relaxing. You wanted to stay there for a good while, but your court lady did remind you that you had things to attend to. Of course the life of a queen wasn’t just about luxury, but the responsibility held to the nation. After being dressed you thought you’d have breakfast in your room, but it seemed you shared a meal with someone every morning. You went to the king’s quarters, not at all surprised to see who was the ruler of the nation. You gave Yunho a coy smile and took your seat by his side. The food was served and then the two of you were left alone to eat.

“Good morning, your Majesty.”

“That sounds nice.” You giggled. “Say it again.”

“Your Majesty.”

“Hm, wonderful. So, I see you gave yourself a powerful role while in my dream.”

“That may be true, but I am nothing more than your puppet. Whatever you desire, so shall it be.”

“Although it must come from your mouth.”

“You can join the daily gatherings, I don’t mind at all.”

“I’m sure the ministers would.”

“That’s the unfortunate reality of being a queen. You have power, but you must fight to use it.”

“Still, if anyone dares to do anything against me, death awaits them.”

“A powerful woman indeed, I like that.”

“The question now is, what should I do?”

“We can look over petitions, see what ceremonies we need to prepare for. If that doesn’t peak your interest, you are free to do as you please.”

“Within reason, I am a queen afterall.”

“Precisely.”

“Well, today I would like to go outside the palace and see what my kingdom is like.”

“Hm, shall I accompany you?”

“That sounds a little too dangerous.”

“This is your dream, bad things won’t happen.”

“Promise?”

“Yes.”

“Then let’s go out into the markets.”

Of course you had to dress differently to go out, but you didn’t mind. It was a much simpler outfit, but still beautiful. Outside the palace you were just a lady, with her beloved husband at your side. Many others didn’t like the idea of both of you going out, but this was a once in a lifetime opportunity for you, one you would not pass up. As you wandered the streets you eagerly took everything in, feeling like you were walking through a history book. You could appreciate the beauty of the past, seeing all it had to offer. What was a bit surprising was the guards that followed you. In previous dreams, only the one who granted the wish would be present, but aside from Yunho, Mingi and Jongho were present, wearing their own disguises and following you along as royal guards.

“How come they’re here with us?”

“Do they bother you?”

“No. I’m just curious. I didn’t expect to see anyone besides you.”

“Well, this is a grand wish, I need people I can trust near me and you. Besides, I’m also more powerful than my brothers, so I could bring them along.”

“I see. You know, Hongjoong never told me what you were.”

“Why don’t you guess.”

“I could, but anything is possible, right? Since witches are real.”

“Very good.”

“Are angels real?”

“I’m looking at one right now.”

You chuckled. “I’m being serious.”

“As am I. You truly are our angel.”

“How long have you guys been locked away?”

“I’m not sure anymore. Decades perhaps. Only Hongjoong gets to roam the Earth once a year, the rest of us remain locked away unless there is a wish to grant.”

“So Hongjoong can only grant wishes on someone’s birthday?”

“Yup. He’s very powerful, and can’t just grant wishes as he pleases, or as someone else does. One wish per person, and only if it’s their birthday. It’s not exactly easy to find, but it wasn’t an issue before. Back then we were free to live how we wanted, granting a wish here and there. We’ve all missed the excitement of fulfilling someone’s desire. The joy they experience, the way their world changes, it’s all so beautiful.”

“And you and your brothers can give a little taste of a potential wish.”

“Yes. One’s dreams are full of endless potential, easy to manipulate.”

“You all must have experienced a lot in order to create such vivid worlds.”

“You can say that.”

The two of you found a nice little place to eat, enjoying your meal and the company. As the sun went down things became more lively. It made you want to say, but Yunho insisted on returning to the palace. All the palace staff were probably overwhelmed with anxiety given your outing, so it was about time to put their mind at ease. You agreed and returned to the palace needing time to wind down after an exciting day. Your ladies prepared a nice bath for you, and you certainly enjoyed it. Yunho didn’t join you for dinner as he had things to do, and you were quite tired. Tomorrow you’d engage with the palace as its queen.

The next morning was similar with your ladies dressing you and escorting you to the kings quarters. You liked sharing breakfast with the king, it showed strength to everyone else. You talked over some things with him and decided to focus on an upcoming festival. The palace would be hosting, so you would take charge of deciding the menu and decorations, as well as the guests and entertainment. It was busy work that kept you occupied all day. You spent your morning with the kitchen staff, figuring out what would be appropriate to have, as well as dishes that are appropriate for the festival. You didn’t need to eat lunch as you had plenty with the sampling. So afterwards you took it slow and went over the guest list.

Many lords were to be invited, alongside palace officials. You wanted to make sure everyone was seated near someone they knew so no one would feel singled out. Everything you needed to know about your guests was in the back of your mind coming to the forefront. You had a giant board before you as you set everything up, like playing a sort of strategy game. To a degree that’s what this was. You had a few requests from officials and lords, wanting to use the festival to mingle with certain individuals. That took up the rest of your day, so decorations and entertainment would have to wait until tomorrow. You returned to your room and collapsed onto your bed, mentally exhausted.

You didn’t mind this life though. You were someone important and respected, and to a degree you had it easy. You could see Yunho whenever you wanted, and do what you pleased outside of your royal duties. Although it wasn’t long before you realized you were back in the same position. No matter what you wished for you still couldn’t figure out how to avoid this. You were alone. A royal palace was a very dangerous place to be in, and it could be quite lonely. Not to mention the fact you were the queen. Besides the king, you didn’t have anyone else. Sure there was your family, but they could turn on you at any moment. Your court ladies were just employees, ones who would die for you, so not really friends. You pondered all of this as you took a late night bath. All by yourself until someone interrupted your thoughts.

“Is something bothering you?”

For a moment you panicked, but then you saw Yunho standing outside your tub. His soft smile put you at ease, and you were less embarrassed about potentially exposing yourself.

“How did you know?”

“Well, this may be your dream, but I am still technically in control. I could sense your uneasiness.”

“So you came right over.”

“You should be happy here, are you not?”

“No I am, it’s just I realized my wishes are all the same.”

“This is very different from being promoted at work.”

“Yeah, but I’m still alone. I’m the queen here. I may be good, but there will still be those who want to see me dead. I’ve also seen plenty of dramas to know the palace is a lonely place.”

“It doesn’t have to be.”

“My little slice of life wishes are only good things, but once I make a real wish, you can’t control what happens.”

“Maybe there’s a way around that.”

“Hm?”

“You still have one more test wish. Seonghwa is more powerful than me, he can really do something otherworldly.”

“What does that mean?”

“I can’t really tell you what to wish for, but there is something higher than being a queen.”

“Like what? President?”

“You’re still thinking too lowly. Angels and witches exist, and so much more. The world is literally at your fingertips. When Hongjoong said he can grant any wish, he meant it.”

“Hm… greater than a queen… I think I know what you mean, but that does sound impossible.”

“So does being a queen, yet here you are, your Majesty.”

“Come here.” You held your hand out. “Join me before I wake up from this wonderful dream.”

“Ah, you just want to see me naked.”

“Can’t I?”

“Of course, your Majesty.”

You happily watched Yunho undress and step into the bath with you. He came to your side and you leaned against him, your hands trailing down his perfect body. You weren’t going to do anything, just happy to enjoy his company. The two of you stayed that way for a while before you figured it was time to rest. For tonight you’d be together, lying side by side.

“Did you enjoy your time here, your Majesty?”

“I did. Thank you.”

“Sleep well.”

“Hopefully.”

🖤

Just as you closed your eyes, you opened them to find Yunho in your line of sight. The same smile decorated his face. For a moment you could pretend you were still a queen living in your own kingdom, but modern sounds soon filled your ears, reminding you that you were in the present. You sighed and sat up, seeing all the boys gathered around the bed, looking at you with smiles. It was a bit creepy but you just offered a smile back. Hongjoong told them all to back off, and even Yunho moved away from you.

“Welcome back, your Majesty.”

You giggled. “I’m not a queen in this reality.”

“You could be.”

“Yes, I’ve been told you are very, very, powerful. Which does make me wonder how a witch put a curse on you.”

“Witches, darling, a whole coven had to come together to chain me.”

“I still don’t get why.”

“Maintaining balance, afraid of my power, take your pick. Witches can make up any reason to do as they please.”

“Hm.”

“So then, what shall your last test wish be? Something grand I hope.”

“Well, that depends on whether or not you can make it a reality.”

“And what would this ambitious wish be?”

“What if I wanted to be a goddess? Worshiped and adored by the masses? Is that something you can handle?”

“Ah, quiet a lovely idea.” Hongjoong chuckled lowly. “Seonghwa, would you be a dear and show her what she could have.”

“With pleasure.”

Seonghwa summoned forth a shot glass and presented it to you, a devilish grin on his face. This request was grand, but you wanted to know if it was possible. 

“I wish to be a goddess.”

You took the glass from Seonghwa and emptied out its contents down your throat. You welcomed the burn around your throat and laid back with a smile on your face. It was your birthday after all, and you should be treated with special care.

🖤

“My goddess…”

You slowly regained consciousness, discovering you were not alone, and not unattended. As your senses returned, you felt something soft and wet against your arm. You opened your eyes to see Seonghwa placing gentle kisses on your arm, slowly moving up. When his eyes met yours you saw desire and lust. That same smile from before greeted you, and he cautiously moved a hand up to caress your cheek.

“Did I wake you, my goddess?”

“Hm… I’m not sure it was a bad thing…”

“Forgive me for my mistake, I only wish to serve.”

“In what way?”

“In every way you desire.”

“You must be my very devoted follower.”

“Always, my goddess.”

You chuckled and reached over to pet Seonghwa’s head. A gentle smile appeared on his face, and his eyes met yours with a softer look.

“Too much?”

“I think you’re perfect as my follower.”

You looked around to see where you were. You had been lying on a soft bed, wrapped up in silk and wearing such a beautiful dress. All types of beautiful items, along with fruits, decorated the room. Clearly gifts of worship meant for you. The style of clothing you wore definitely told you that you were in another time, but you didn’t mind at all. A wonderful breeze passed through the room and you went over to the balcony. You were up high, looking down on a garden. When the people tending to it noticed they called out your name and bowed. Their actions made you feel a bit shy, but you quite loved the attention.

“What am I the goddess of here?”

“I defaulted on harvest, but if you want to change it to something else, I can.”

“Goddess of harvest, I like that. So, this is my temple?”

“Yes. Many reside here to look after you and your home. There are also a lot of visitors who come here to make offerings and requests.”

“Then perhaps, are you my prophet?”

“Would you like me to be?”

“I wouldn’t mind.”

You didn’t have a guide or any real reference in terms of what it was like to be a goddess, but you had your own idea. It was a simple life. The people looked to you for guidance and faith. As long as you were happy and loved, good things would come to them. You weren’t sure if you actually had power, but you knew the power of belief was very strong. Seonghwa led you over to what you could consider your throne room. Many people had come to ask for you to bless them and their crops, offering up cloth, food, and precious jewels. You loved it all, but you also knew you wanted to be kind. Even those that came to offer you nothing but the grace of their presence was enough.

You appreciated the feeling of being needed, and how so many people were here for you. It gave you a sense of purpose and you knew that like this you’d never really be alone, unless you wanted to be. After receiving offerings you retreated to your room to rest and get some food. Seonghwa was more than happy to feed you as you laid in bed, talking about all the people that came by to see you. He could tell how happy you were, glad he could provide you with a lovely dream. The day, and every day, was yours do what you wished, alongside your godly duties. Outside of meeting with people, there were also rituals to partake in. you of course had to prepare them, but they were really celebrations for you.

These parties were full of people, all wanting to get a moment with you, to dance, to hear you speak. It was such a lively event. Things continued till sunrise and even then, it wasn’t until later in the day that things finally settled down. You were absolutely spent, but you didn’t have to worry about a thing. Once it was clear you couldn’t be on your feet you had someone at your side making sure you didn’t hurt yourself, two someone’s actually. Wooyoung and San did a good job as bodyguards. Now that things were over Mingi had no problem carrying you back to your room and settling you down in bed. You snuggled against your soft sheets, taking your lovely boys for looking after you.

When you opened your eyes again it was dark out. The rest of the day had gone by while you slept, but that was the least of your concerns. You were hungry and needed to find some food. As you sat up from bed you realized you weren’t alone. Your bodyguards were sprawled out on the floor, along with the one who carried you, and five others. You were rather surprised to see them. At first you thought they were all asleep, but Seonghwa was awake and quietly reading in the corner. His soft voice didn’t startle you, and he quickly apologized. He knew why you were up as well, putting down his book and approaching you with a tray of food.

“Thank you.”

“Anything for my goddess.”

After eating you sat out on your balcony, staring up at the beautiful star filled sky. It was a sight you didn’t get to see at all in your real life, but here it was yours to enjoy every night. Seonghwa watched you watch the sky, seeing such joy and wonder in your eyes.

“You’re really enjoying this dream, aren’t you?”

“It’s so carefree and peaceful, and I’m not really alone.”

“You’re not?”

“Yeah. Even if you’re just filling in as my devotee, in this type of reality I would have someone here with me. We’d be close, I’d have others who would always be there with me too. It would take time but we’d surely be friends.”

“Ah, I see, you want company more than anything else.”

“I may be confined to a temple here, and bound by my status, but I would never be alone. Many people sleep on the floors of the temple just to be near their goddess, and I welcome them all. Just knowing someone is there is comforting, and for once I’d get put first.”

“You’re far more complex than I thought.”

“All humans are.”

“Forgive me, I haven’t socialized with many humans as of late.”

“Right, Yunho said you guys have been locked up for a long time, more than Hongjoong. Technically speaking.”

“Yeah. I guess the last time I saw the sun was around this era.”

“Really? Is this place based on your memory?”

“Perhaps. I can’t really be sure anymore.”

“Let’s watch the sunrise together. I’ll share my memory of it with you.”

“You’ve been up early to see the sunrise?”

“It’s quite beautiful. I’ve gone to see it a few times, and other times it’s cause I was up late working throughout the night. Before I know it the sun is peeking over the horizon.”

“You’ve lived quite a busy life.”

“Yeah…”

“Y/n.”

“Hm?”

“Are you truly happy?”

“You picked the worst time to ask.”

“What do you mean?”

“It’s Halloween. The most festive night of the year.”

“But it’s your birthday, that’s more important.”

“To who? Certainly not me, I’ll tell you that. No one knows or cares that it’s my birthday, but these birthday wishes from you guys have been nice. I appreciate it.”

“Have you decided what to wish for? Will you be a goddess in another reality?”

“I’m not sure I’m deserving of all of this, and like you’ve all said. These little dreams are nothing but good things. I’m sure there are plenty of bad things to come being a goddess, and as history shows, people stop believing eventually.”

“When did you stop believing you were special?”

You and Seonghwa looked back, seeing Hongjoong stepping out into the balcony. It seemed that he had heard bits of your conversation and had something to say.

“Maybe whenever I was old enough to realize Halloween was bigger than me.”

“It doesn’t have to be that way.” Hongjoong stated. “Everyday can be your birthday.”

“My life isn’t like that.”

“But it can be.”

Hongjoong bent down to grab your hands, pulling you up to your feet and having you step back into your room. The others were awake, a few candles lit to provide light. The boys were all gathered around, holding up what seemed to be a modern cake.

“What’s this?”

“Did you think we’d forget what today really is?” Hongjoong chuckled. “It’s your birthday, and that should be celebrated.”

“I didn’t think you’d do this.”

“We’re full of surprises. After all, you still have a very real wish to make.”

“I know…”

“Although right now we can just have fun.”

A wave of Hongjoong’s hand caused the candles on the cake to light up. You couldn’t help but laugh in excitement. It had been a long time since you had any sort of intimate birthday celebration. The boys soon began to sing for you, filling the air with such joy. Although once you made a little wish in your head and were going to blow out the candles your world turned black.

🖤

“What the hell is going on!?”

You opened your eyes to screaming, and someone grabbing your arm and yanking you out of bed. You stumbled as you got on your feet, looking around with hazy vision. You were back in your room, back in the real world. Someone grabbed your other arm, and you were soon able to make out Hongjoong’s face. 

“Let go, you creep!”

“Misu, what are you doing?” You asked. “What’s going on?”

“You tell me!? I came looking for you only to find you passed out in bed with some random guy in your room. Do you feel okay?”

“Guy? What about-”

“She can’t see us.” Jongho explained. “Only you can. Well, at least for a little while longer.”

“What?”

You pulled yourself away from the two who were holding you, needing a moment to steady yourself. The rest of the boys were on the opposite side of the room, quiet and just observing. Hongjoong was just ignoring your housemate as she yelled and tried to get answers. Although next thing you knew Misu flew out of the room and out into the hall, the door to your room slamming shut and locking. 

“What- Hongjoong why did-”

“It’s almost midnight, y/n.” Hongjoong took your hands in his. “I can only grant you a wish while it’s your birthday, so, have you decided?”

“I… I’m not-”

You jumped when you heard Misu banging on the door, trying to get in and screaming for you. Hongjoong grabbed your chin and forced your eyes to meet his. Things suddenly seemed so chaotic, but he was calm and collected.

“You know, you don’t have to choose just one.”

“… what…?”

“There’s a way for you to have everything and more.”

“I… I don’t…”

“If my boys and I were free, we could give you all you could ever want.”

“… I…”

“I’d hate to wait another year to see you.”

“… see… me…”

“You’re the greatest gift I could ask for.”

“…”

“Y/n! What’s going on in there!” You heard Misu scream. “Open the door!!!”

“A minute to midnight.” 

Hongjoong let go of your chin, and you noticed his hand becoming transparent. You glanced over to the boys, seeing that they were fading away. So many memories flooded your mind. You had only spent a few hours with them, but it felt like weeks for you. In such a short time you had experienced so much life, and joy, and it was all slipping away. Fading away just as they were.

“Your wish, my angel.” Hongjoong gave you a kind smile. “Please.”

“I… I…”

“You know what you really want. You know what you should truly wish for.”

“I wish…”

“Go on.” 

“I wish you and your boys were free from your curse.”

As those words left your mouth you felt the world slow down and practically come to a stop. The sounds from outside grew quiet, and it was just you and Hongjoong. You didn’t know what happened next, but it all happened so fast. Hongjoong blinked and his eyes turned red, his gentle smile turning into a sinister one, a demonic laugh escaping his lips and echoing in the room. Soon laughter from the others joined in, and you looked back to see the boys with devilish smiles, eyes completely black.

“As you wish.”

“What-”

Hongjoong pressed a finger to your head and you immediately felt dizzy, your legs giving out moments later. Yeosang caught you in his arms before you fell, gently setting you down on the floor. The laughter continued to echo in your head, a feeling of dread creeping up on you, but it couldn’t do much to help you now. As the clock struck midnight the bell rang in your head and this wave of exhaustion washed over you, pulling you under. Although before you were swallowed into the void you could hear one last thing.

“Happy Birthday!”