sickness, addiction

After Kris leaving I was so sad, upset, mad, annoyed. But i don't blame anyone but SM. I've read the news concerning and all the reasons stated to explain why he filling a lawsuit against sm. If sm really treat exo and their artists like ''robots in a factory'' i really can't blame them for leaving.

But I'm so sorry that the group is going through that situation and I'm dissappointed. I thought exo would always be the same group that i loved since their debut with all 12 members that i love from the bottom of my heart but it looks like it won't be the case anymore.

I will always support exo as a group and the 12 boys that composed that group. I will love them individually even if they all get separated because my love for them since almost 3 years can't stop overnight. But it won't be the same anymore...it won't be like in mama era or in wolf and growl era where they were 12 and when i thought everything was going on just fine and i could fangirl over them without wondering if another member wouldn't be in the group anymore. 

me today: i do. i need sleep.