We All Have Badhabits .

Most days I spend thinking of how am I going to live today

I try to say happy, peaceful, humble.

Those are the waves I want to ride and the ones I want to consume me.

However,

those are not the things I live. I realize in this very moment of waking up 

that those waves of mine are far from reach and are actually far away from what I live. 

I want to wake up and see rainbows outside my window every morning knowing I am happy, peaceful, and humble. 

I need to be my own. 

I need to leave the toxic people and behavior behind. 

I need to write my own song and stop being materialistic and enjoy the time i have here left.  

I understand what paradise is to me . I want to be one with nature and enjoy the light the rainbows bring. 

I know I have to leave a path for my leo to walk to where he enjoys the ride of the waves and understands that those waves are not far away then are beneth his feet. 

If only he can see 

to me his happiness, growth and smile is paradise to me.