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please i just want to go home

i want to go home

please please please please

cant wait to kill myself in New York City Babey instead of fucksville ny

i think this broke me

im so distraught bc that. . . genuinely did not occur to me

i f*cked the physical manifestation of my depression he bought me a 40 & was was 27 & told me that it doesn't get better for people like us that we're just fucking black holes that swallow everything up so i called him a faggot to make myself feel better about sucking a straight dude's dick & it was fun to drop all pretense of okayness for a moment but something tells me i probably should not pursue this friendship

i dont relate to other nonbinary people anymore tbh like idk if its just the ones around me but it seems to be more of an "oh, maybe cis doesnt quite fit me perfectly. neat!" thing than like. . . a source of constant agony that rules their everyday life but also i dont feel taken seriously by binary trans ppl let alone cis ppl so. guess im alone

i feel like afab nonbinary people & gnc trans men are such a joke like. ha ha look at the silly girls calling themselves silly words i guess we'll humor them

meeting new people is fun but its such a harsh reminder that i Don't Pass i want to die

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch