backwardsregeneration

Beginning to think I care way more about characterization and relationships than any plot or storyline like I really don’t care as long as there’s ANGST and DRAMA and NUANCE

oh look I’m spending 6+ hours a day reading fanfiction again. this probably indicates fantastic things about my mental health and general wellbeing and not at all that my consuming need for escapism has been triggered by The Horrors.

the doctor is such a contradictory character like he cares so much but he’s callous and messy and he’s principled but often hypocritical and he clings to the people he loves but rarely acknowledges the way he hurts them and he’s really just so so human

putting together a playlist for a ship is SERIOUS BUSINESS like I am sat, listening, analyzing, rearranging; what perspective does this track communicate? where in the relationship timeline does it fit? is the sentiment true to character? this is an art okay!! and perfection is unattainable but, by god, I draw closer and closer each day

heyyy… so does anyone want to send me a rhaenicent edit to taylor swift’s ‘is it over now?’ ?? because I REALLY need to see one. for science!

gonna rip the penjamin and make spotify playlists for my fav ships from both perspectives in chronological order don’t hmu !!

the doctor and amy are sooooo gay brother popular sister coded very ryan and sharpay

whoever was responsible for styling billie piper starting abt midway through s2 is someone sinister… she was consistently serving look after look and you put her in nude lipstick?? that’s sick

this is probably an unpopular opinion but I think interpreting the doctor as passively evil is an interesting character experiment. like, by human standards they’re pretty much an immortal, ancient, godlike entity. they travel all of time and space, saving or destroying entire civilizations on a whim. they travel with humans because they’re obsessed, almost addicted, to human mortality and naivety. sure, they claim to love their companions, but involvement in their lives almost always ends in misery, and then it’s onto the next. imagine the TARDIS filled with abandoned bedrooms, clothes on the floor, beds unmade, toothpaste in the sink. their things frozen in time, dust-covered and tomblike. and the doctor is drifting through space, surrounded by evidence of all the lives they’ve ruined. anyway, if anyone has evil doctor fic recommendations pls drop them below.

s5e6 adventure got moderately dangerous and the doctor has just told amy “get back to the tardis this is not a negotiation, you do what I say” with a finger in her face. where the fuck is jackie tyler when you need her someone smack him!

amelia pond you gotta stop. your vibe too cheeky. your white girl swag too different. your doctor too whimsical. they’ll kill you girl.