baby seltz

thinking about how that makes me an apologist, probably

thinking a lot about how it is important to do things before you are ready because there is never a perfect point of being ready and there is always more to learn

and because being ready prioritizes access / canon 

thinking about how that puts more labor on other people for having to get your ass up to speed and also is harmful to people who rely on you being ready when you are not

does doing things before you are ready make you Fucked Up

thinking about how our anger at celebrity imperfection is just another example of the failure of representational democracy

and a system where being a public figure is not chosen but required as a step to making a living wage in the arts

thinking about whether angel olsen was successful as Unfucking the world

if not was she Fucked Up for giving us hope she could not fulfill

thinking about refocusing on small things 

such as birds

Vogue Me China December 2016