Deactivating

Right. Another person that can’t read.

You’re acting like I took thousands of dollars and didn’t/arent trying to remedy it? Yes there was a few, A FEW people who I did not finish customs for because of my health but I offered to remedy it.

I didn’t call anyone a villain for that.

I’m calling people inconsiderate assholes for not taking a second to read and THINK about what’s actually going on and try to put themselves in my shoes instead of whining about something that I couldn’t control. Whining because I’m having a health issue on top of every other bullshit thing in my life that’s taking up my time. So I am so SORRY for putting my health and my family’s before people I don’t know and people who don’t treat me with respect. You guys continue to act like I did nothing to try and remedy it. If you don’t want to take my solutions then yes I’m done speaking on it.

I WISH on everything that the things I’m going through wasn’t the truth and was a lie. I wish. I pray I wake up and everything was just a nightmare and I can be happy and have my family back as one again and not fear for our future.

So yeah.

I’d love for it all to be some crazy elaborate lie and I can say jk!

But it’s not and I struggle to hold on.

If this was all “fake” I would still be sitting here making content, enjoying my life.

But I’m not.

Me and my partner had just started exploring more before all of this happened. (He wasn’t into Abdl before he met me but he was finally starting to learn/do research) he even made me a “Abdl/little” mystery gift box with diapers and other things. Sadly we never got to use them since everything went south shortly after and that’s another reason Abdl has become so broken for me. But the last thing I expected was for the one place that made me feel warm and safe (other than my partners arms) would treat me in such a disgusting way.

Taking peoples money for 0 work and then bitching about how life is so unfair, that you can’t refund them. Ofc you can! And you should if you don’t intend on making that content or whatever they paid for.

So much for saying people only care about you in diapers or pullups. When you just betray the trust of the small fraction of people willing to pay for your content and support whatever meaningless existence you haven’t selfdrestructively burned down yet.

What terrible unstable circumstance to be joining this world in.

Ah yes. It’s not like it’s my life so I can bitch about it if I want to because it’s been hell😄

Ah yes. I can totally repay with the dollar and 47 cents I have in my account cause everything goes to keeping my lights and power on😄

Ah yes it’s not like my intention was to MAKE THE CONTENT but idk maybe things happened out of my control😄

Ah yes maybe I offered premade content and access to my folder since I was physically unable to make the content and wanted to still repay in some way😄

Ah yes maybe it’s true and they only care about the diapers and pull-ups because ITS TRUE. I posted my story of what’s going on prior and everyone was in my dms trying to act as if I was their little and they owned me and was trying to use my vulnerability😄

Ah yes these fucked up last 6 months is TOTALLY due to me being “self destructive” not me UNEXPECTEDLY losing my fiancé, finding out I was pregnant a week after he was gone (which was the plan because me and my partner were stable and happy), going through a mental health PLUMMET because the love of my life and best friend was gone suddenly and I have been with him for 5 years and we have a child together!!!, oh and then losing my car, finding out my house is in the very last step before foreclosure, packing our house up in case I need to get tf out. by myself and pregnant, watching my kid cry everyday and ask for her dad, trying to hold it together in front of my child, finding out I’m having pregnancy complications and I may not make it full term, unsure of what my future looks like and if I will be in this house or another when my second is born in just a few months and so many other things in between. BUT SURE that’s totally due to self destructive behavior?😄

Ah yes. Another asshole on the internet that has something to say about MY situation and MY life😄

I know the TRUTH and I know what I’m going through and that should be all that matters but it doesn’t feel too good when people insist they know your life and insist that you’re lying. I hope that you never have to go through something terrible and people treat you the same way.

Karma will truly bite you in the a$$ for speaking to me the way that you did and treating me so horribly. Keep talking through anon asks and behind your screens people… keep it up. You are just proving my point more about this sick community.

As much as I used to love this community… I’m unsure if I will ever return to it as I have been treated horribly by some of yall the last few months when things with my life started to go downhill.

I’m no good for my friends because I’m not happy anymore and can’t show them a good time… there’s nothing left of me for them to use… so they left me

I’m no good to this community anymore because I’m unable to make content and be the giggly girl that I used to be, being playful and cute in my nursery… so yall left me