triggering
binged and purged twice and still managed to maintain 99lbs for the day. also, when i was purging the second time i felt this huge relief, not just cause i’d purged but because i legitimately am sick of food. like i didn’t even need to manipulate my (barely functioning) gag reflex at all. all i had to do was imagine the cardboard taste of all the foods i’d just eaten and i felt nauseous in a way that i never have. now i’m sat here, and i’m not craving, not wishing i could eat. honestly i’m just excited because i literally just feel completely bored of food. i’m quite excited about this development. maybe looking at a significant loss over the next couple months ayyyyy














