triggering
binged and purged twice and still managed to maintain 99lbs for the day. also, when i was purging the second time i felt this huge relief, not just cause iâd purged but because i legitimately am sick of food. like i didnât even need to manipulate my (barely functioning) gag reflex at all. all i had to do was imagine the cardboard taste of all the foods iâd just eaten and i felt nauseous in a way that i never have. now iâm sat here, and iâm not craving, not wishing i could eat. honestly iâm just excited because i literally just feel completely bored of food. iâm quite excited about this development. maybe looking at a significant loss over the next couple months ayyyyy Â











