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maybe if i isolate myself enough my desire for intimacy will go away

Miserable in case anyone was wondering

ready to get married & disappear

I saw porn once and I threw up and started crying but I kept looking at porn and eventually i stopped throwing up as mu h and now I barely even gag. So basicallt the moral is: You should look at porn and throw up more. That's my parable for modern times

who am I without my playlists

being understood isn’t enough. I want to feel seen, accepted, and cared for. Understanding means little if it isn’t applied through actions

hey why do i just sit and wait for time to pass why can't i do tasks anymore what is going on with me

I like not having fandom sideblogs. read my posts boy

this is my one wild and precious life fucckkkkkkk fuckkkkkk fucckcckkkkkkk

the thing they dont tell you about learning to "trust the process" is that you forget and relearn it every single time you make a new piece of art. unfortunately there is no cure either

It sounds far more likely that she’s simply become used to being prayed with in general. Thankfully, prayer plants are famously responsive. You could set up a video to record a timelapse to see how much she moves in the morning and evening, with exposure to recordings of different prayers from various faith traditions, to see which ones move (ha) her the most

what should I listen to

women

I could be your beautiful evil wife

we are the daughters of the landmines your grandpa didn't step on