𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 — 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐'𝘮 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥
indie and selective takumi sumino of the hundred line: last defense academy.
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𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 — 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐'𝘮 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥
indie and selective takumi sumino of the hundred line: last defense academy.
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❝ No way, Jose! Doorbells are totally for normies. And you and Darumi are way past the point of being that! We've gotta wake each other up like the freaks we are! ❞
There was that characteristic Takumi freakout she'd come to expect. Not that it was ever unwarranted, especially when it came to the kind of antics she subjected him to from time to time. Darumi stood there, cackling to herself in amusement while he gradually gained his composure after his startling wakeup call. It was both very much like her, yet also not like her at all. Exactly her brand of 'humor', but she felt a lot more energetic than she normally did.
When he suddenly asked if anything was amiss, her laughter subsided. And her smile was replaced with a look of confusion.
❝ Something wrong? Not really. Unless you count us having to live through another boring day without anything horrendous happening to us. Just felt like coming to wake you up is all! Does Darumi need a reason to come see you? ❞
It didn't answer his question necessarily, but at least it confirmed that everything was alright. No early morning attacks on the school, or news of something terrible having happened while he was asleep. She was just here because she felt like it... For whatever reason.
Well, he would rate that wake up second only to the alarm doing it. He was starting to calm down now, at the very least. Deep breaths. He wasn't exactly good at waking up in general. He felt full of energy right now from the shock, but he could already feel a headache coming on.
He sighs, he had slept in his hoodie again. Oh well. He had washed it recently enough. He is grateful that he had since the idea of anyone here seeing him partly naked made him want to crawl into a ditch and die. He yawns. Stretches a little bit.
"So I'm not a normie anymore?" He asks. He wasn't exactly sure if her seeing him like that was good or bad. He felt... Strange. He was just a normal person but... Maybe he had changed since he got here. He wasn't nearly as optimistic as he thought he was. He wasn't as calm or easygoing. Maybe he was going crazy from the stress of it.
"I would prefer nothing bad happen. I've seen enough awful stuff for a lifetime." He sighs again, covering his mouth for another yawn. He couldn't imagine actually wanting bad stuff to happen like that. Maybe he really would never understand Darumi.
"So wait, did you just want to come see me?"
@hamaartia wanted a kiss for nozomi / 6. an excited kiss as a reunion
send me ‘ kisses ‘ and i’ll generate a number for how / where my muse kisses yours
There was guilt. Of course, there was guilt. Takumi had sacrificed the chance for Unity when he chose to save the girl he loved over an innocent child forced into a war. As much as he tried to convince himself there would someday be peace, that this is what Kamyuhn asked him to do... He knew it had been pure selfishness.
He sometimes felt so guilty that it was hard to look at Nozomi. Hard to accept that he had chosen her over a chance of peace. Maybe if Kamyuhn would have lived, they would have peace. Maybe he should have just given up his blood despite knowing it would mean the SDU would need another leader.
It ate at him the entire journey home. Until he arrived. He opened the door, instantly hit with the exhaustion of traveling. And as much as he always expected Nozomi to resent him for that choice, she doesn't. She smiles, tears in her violet eyes, as she embraces him.
He kisses her on the lips instead of speaking. It's easier than saying the words anyway. A kiss can convey so much. I love you, and I'm sorry.
@100lives got 16. a desperate kiss to your wounded muse (Eito)
send me ‘ kisses ‘ and i’ll generate a number for how / where my muse kisses yours
"I've got you. Aotsuki! Aotsuki, please!" Takumi held Eito in his arms. This was all his fault. A sniper had fired a shot at him, and Eito had taken the blow. The shield granted by his hemoanima had prevented the full force of the bullet from crashing into him. But the bullet was embeded in his body he was bleeding heavily from his stomach. Seeing Eito's face twisted in pain was unpleasant. He trembled in his arms and it brought up a memory from his very first timeline.
No! Eito wouldn't die! He wasn't allowed to! Takumi dragged him behind cover and contacted the others scattered across the battlefield warning them of the sniping. And requesting medics. For now, all he could do was wait.
He pressed a hand against the bleeding wound. Blood soaked his white glove, getting all the way through to the skin beneath.
Stupid Aotsuki! Why would you....?
Tears stung his eyes but he tried to blink them away. Eito always stood strong when Takumi was breaking down. Aways held him, indulged him. The idea of never getting to experience any of that again terrified him. He couldn't lose Eito. He just couldn't.
Not someone who I... I love. Please. Not again.
He leans down to kiss Eito's lips like it will stop him from dying. How many times had the other man's kiss saved him? He pulled Eito closer, trying to give all of his warmth to his shivering form.
"Just hold on..." He whispers desperately against his lips.
If he has to... He'll give his very blood to save Eito. No matter what it takes. If anyone deserved to be happy... It was someone that was robbed of that chance more than almost anyone.
"I can't lose you. Please, Eito. Stay with me."
I cannot believe it has been an entire year since I started writing Takumi Sumino. It's rare for me to stick with a muse this consistently but he really has a hold on me. I love him even more than when I first played it.
I know a lot of people have a stigma against kdk games, but this game is truly special in my eyes. I think everyone should try it and give it a chance. At least finish the first route.
Anyway, joining this rpc has brought back my spark for making graphics and gotten me over my fear of making friends in the rpc after bad experiences. I truly want to think literally everyone that writes with me and chats with me.
If it wasn't for this blog I would have never met some of my best friends in the entire world. I am so happy people have come along with me and enjoyed my Takumi. I'm looking forward to even more time with him and all of you guys.
Thank you. I love you.

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@azureblitzed said: Takumi has certainly been pushing himself too hard. As much as he loved sleep, it rarely came easy nowadays. And with important negotiations underway with another factions, he couldn't exactly self-medicate with alcohol and risk missing an important meeting. Eito was sitting beside him on his couch going over some forms they had to double check and... It was so hard to even listen. They had moved from the desk because he was starting to get sore sitting there for so long. He hears his name once but... It's hard to follow. He stares at him, blinking several times before. "Sorry. What? I..." Totally spaced out. "I didn't hear what you said." Despite it being normal volume and him sitting right beside him. But hey, his trouble sleeping wasn't anyone else's problem but his own. He leans back in his seat, shutting his eyes. If this goes on, he might actually fall asleep against Eito's shoulder. Or worse, actually on him... Or maybe he could just totally screw up the negotiations! Uhg, he feels sick to his stomach.
𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐑-𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐋𝐔𝐗𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓, yet Eito finds himself basking in the downtime between the bouts of bloodshed. Even when he's not fighting, there was always work to be fulfilled at the rebellion's base — and as boring as it may be, a great deal of it was desk work that many of his comrades bemoaned. While not her immediate second-in-command or secretary, the lieutenant took on much more paperwork from Kamyuhn's hands than what was required of someone in his position; the transcribed words and flurry of pages were easier on the eyes after all, soundless voices from the ink a 𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐃𝐘 to his ears. Ranging from important peace treaties and negotiations to supply chain logs and battle reports, there's little that has escaped Eito's grasp in regard to the logistics of this war campaign. Such work allows him to have his fingers on the pulse of their base's functionality, and that degree of control was enough to soothe his nerves.
It's what allows him to have respite among the horrors that await him each day. When his already-limited battery for social interactions has run dry, at least he can make himself useful in this way.
Of course, there are times when he must work alongside others when it comes to certain tasks, but at least it's normally with his favorite little monster. Though said little monster is often a chore in itself — Eito isn't oblivious to the fog obscuring Takumi's thoughts given how his beautiful eyes keep glazing over; it seems that this method of verbally reading over the next day's meeting notes in order to refine certain talking points isn't enough to keep the general focused.
At one point Eito simply stopped speaking altogether and stared at the red monstrosity sitting next to him ( entirely too close for comfort on most days, but today he's able to tolerate the other's presence ), and there wasn't any response. Finally he just says Takumi's name with an air of annoyance, and that gets a response. Albeit it's one that just further annoys him, and when the redhead's eyes slip close, he simply rolls up the small stack of papers in his hand and 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒 Takumi on the head.
❝ Don't test my patience, Takumi-kun. If you need a break for one of your infamous naps, then just say so instead of pretending that you are lucid enough for work. ❞ When was the last time he's actually seen the other sleep? If the former SDU wasn't in the middle of a battle, Eito often found Takumi trying to drown himself in whatever work needed to be done around the base or in his office. . . or at the end of a wine bottle, but that's a vice to be tackled another day.
So despite his condescending statement, he can't truly recall the last time Takumi has taken a step back and relaxed.
With a sigh of exaggerated annoyance, Eito jabs the still-rolled up stick of paper into the redhead's side. ❝ Go take a nap, you clearly need it. ❞
If only it was that easy. Takumi used to nap to avoid having to think. What happened when dozing off only showed him re-runs of his past mistakes or revealed horrible possible futures? Even when he tried to nap, he would wake up feeling worse. Best case, drenched in sweat with tears in his eyes. Worst case, screaming and in a blind panic. He had too many demons now. Too much blood on his hands.
The whack on his head had, at the very least, stirred him awake a little bit. He blinks, rolling Eito's words over in his mind. The jab to his side gets a flinch that is a little overdramatic. Oh well.
He sighs, running a hand through his hair. It was getting longer and pushing it out of his face only gave him peace for a second before it fell back over his forehead. Another sigh.
"Give me a break, I haven't napped like that since we were in the academy." Only a little true. He spent more than a few days rotting away in bed after Nozomi... After she was gone.
He stood up, his head aching dully from the strain of staring at papers while sleep deprived. He was mumbling to himself. Trying to find the little coffee maker he used at his desk that Tsubasa had gifted him. He had moved it onto the floor beside the desk because of the amount of books stacked about. He moved a stack of folders to the floor and put the coffee maker in its rightful place. He had a special drawer with his coffee grounds, which weren't that easy to get sometimes. He missed the fancy lattes and cafe au lait he could get in the complex academy. But anything was better than nothing, and he had gotten good enough at making a decent cup.
He hastily puts the new filter in, tossing the dirty one into the trash can he keeps by his desk and it landed with a wet thwap on top of the discarded notes stashed inside. And he starts another pot.
"There. Problem solved. Let's take a few minutes and continue. You want a cup?" He forces a smile. He walks around the front of his desk and leans on it. Standing is certainly better for not falling asleep against his lieutenant's firm, warm, strong (Oh my god, shut up!) chest.
A yawn. But he is at least somewhat awake. Kind of. And the caffeine would help! For sure! A perfect bandage to the problem! And he could keep working. Not that he planned on working at all until the coffee was in his stomach.
"So..." He doesn't know what to say, so he trails off. Letting only the sound of the coffee maker fill the air.
✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.
• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. • How long have you been walking around like this? • I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is. • You should have told me the moment it happened. • Hold still. I mean it. Hold still. • This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to. • You've been hiding this for days, haven't you. • Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this. • Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. • I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it. • I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that? • Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me. • Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign. • I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference. • Come into the light. Let me see your face. • You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can. • You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight. • I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now. • Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me. • It's not weak to let someone see you hurt. • You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here. • Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face. • I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can. • You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice? • This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. • I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now. • You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know. • Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere. • You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching. • I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me. • You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper. • Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now. • I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you. • Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me. • You're going to be alright. I promise you. • You went back out there after this? With this? • Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight. • I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return. • You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.
//We're so close to this blog's birthday
//TOMORROW
// My tummy is upset and I'm being very brave about it. I want to write Takumi being poisoned and dying slowly
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐊
⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻⸻ Eito Aotsuki of the hundred line: last defense academy

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//We're so close to this blog's birthday
✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.
• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. • How long have you been walking around like this? • I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is. • You should have told me the moment it happened. • Hold still. I mean it. Hold still. • This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to. • You've been hiding this for days, haven't you. • Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this. • Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. • I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it. • I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that? • Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me. • Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign. • I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference. • Come into the light. Let me see your face. • You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can. • You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight. • I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now. • Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me. • It's not weak to let someone see you hurt. • You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here. • Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face. • I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can. • You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice? • This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. • I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now. • You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know. • Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere. • You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching. • I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me. • You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper. • Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now. • I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you. • Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me. • You're going to be alright. I promise you. • You went back out there after this? With this? • Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight. • I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return. • You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.
send me ‘ kisses ‘ and i’ll generate a number for how / where my muse kisses yours
add ‘reverse’ to the ask for the positions to be reversed
1. a kiss to the palm
2. a peck on the lips
3. a sad kiss goodbye
4. a peck on the cheek
5. a kiss on an old scar
6. a kiss to the knuckles
7. a kiss to the forehead
8. a kiss on a healing bruise
9. an excited kiss as a reunion
10. a kiss to the top of the head
11. a kiss on a bandaged wound
12. a stolen kiss somewhere public
13. a sleepy kiss in the early morning
14. a deep, passionate kiss on the lips
15. a kiss goodnight after a date gone well
16. a desperate kiss to your wounded muse
17. and awkward kiss after a date gone wrong
18. a lot of laughing, little kisses across the face
19. a kiss on the shoulder while hugging from behind
20. a gentle kiss while slow-dancing together in the dark
( 041 ) our deliverance
"Always relying on that silly girl from the complex, aren't you? You should try using your own brain for a change. I simply am borrowing Darumi-san's terminology because I know you've heard it before. The other words I could use are. . . hm, how do I phrase this? To put it bluntly, I don't want to explain them to you."
"I do use my brain all the time. Karua isn't even here right now, obviously. And why did you even say anything if you don't want to explain?"

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"Well, I have read about many of humanity's sins and such, and Pride Month has shown up in that research. Of course, I don't celebrate such a thing for the obvious reasons, but. . ."
He gives Takumi a rather studious glance over.
"Oh second thought, of course you wouldn't know why June is an important month to certain people. You're. . . well, to use someone like Darumi-san's words : a normie."
"I've heard of it??? I just don't really know much about it. Karua probably told me about it. I just don't remember at this exact moment."
"Why are you talking like Amemiya?"
"You really are daft, Takumi-kun. To not even know what 'Happy Pride' means. . . have you been living under a rock all your life?"
"How the hell are you gonna pretend you know more about social interaction than me?"