Realize. Real eyes. Real lies.

My dearest Suami,

I am very thankful Allah swt gifted me you as my life partner.

You are a person that I have never imagined I could have, yet here you are.

So real, so kind and so loving.

I never knew love like this could be mine but I always believe in Allah’s plan.

Every day with you feels like a gift I never knew I deserved.

And now calling you my home whenever I am in your warm hugs, was something I never I could ever have.

Thank you for loving me endlessly and caressing me not just with your tender hands, but with your pure heart, your calm words, and your presence.

You, my suami, make me feel safe, cherished and deeply understood.

You, my suami, make me feeling grateful for every gentle moment, every warm hug, every look full of love.

Keep me in the dark twice, I'm done.

I'll stay away and zone you out.

The night when I burst into tears in front of you all because of the small matters that had been bottled up in me,

I never forget how amazing you were.

Come to think of it, whenever I hit the lowest point in my life in times that we were in our own path,

There were times I said to myself, “how I wish you exist in my life right now. All I have is your no longer available phone number” cause you are a wise & decent person in my life.

You’ve always been ever since.