I saw him. After a year. Exactly a fucking year.

So, today was my friends's graduation and I was invited so I went there and Y was also there. I was very very nervous and I kept telling M that I was very stressed. When I arrived, M and I went to the graduation room or whatever it's called and when we were heading to our table, I see Y from far away. My heart fucking stopped beating and I held M by her arm and I kept whispering " he's here he's here he's fucking here" and she was like "okay calm down, we'll go talk to him later". We ended up talking to some of our teachers and then we went up to Y. He was so fucking cute you guys oh my god he was adorable aghh. He got up from his chair and had the brightest and cutest smile. The fucking smile that I've been waiting for so long to see. His voice was as sweet as ever and his eyes ♡♡♡♡ So we said hi and he told us "I don't wanna lie, but I've missed you guys a lot" and we said that we did too. I then asked if he's coming back next year and he laughed and said "No, not anytime soon.." and I laughed back and said "Almost all of our teachers are leaving" and he laughed. I then asked him "how's everything there? (The place where he left to teach)" and he said "hmmm..it's normal" and laughed and said "cold?". He then laughed back and said "well, no not really, I mean we're in [country] so it' already cold" and we laughed about it. He then said that he taught kids and I said "kids??" And he was like "yeah, small children" and gestured with his hand like how small they are and he said "[language] isn't their first so it's difficult to communicate since they speak a whole new and other language". M then asked him if he would come to next year's graduation and he smiled and said "of course, if you invite me" and we said "of course we will"

Later, he was passing by our table and I was standing up so when I saw him I said "Oh, sir you're already leaving?" And he said "I wanted to, but Mrs.[name] begged me to stay so..I'm just gonna grab some dessert now". I then said "don't leave now, please stay" and I think he smiled or idk what he said and then there was a small silence so he shyly said "..I'm gonna go grab dessert now" and smiled.

So, I haven't tried messaging Y on facebook yet. I just recently made an account and I need some time to properly arrange everything.