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入道雲は きっと

紙に描いた 落書きでした

嗄れた声は きっと

聞き違いの 耳鳴りでした

Those cumulonimbus clouds must’ve just been

Doodles I drew on my paper

Those hoarse voices must’ve just been

The ringing in my ears, mistaken for words

息が詰まる程

目を覆いたくなる程

全部が綺麗でした

彼れを 如何と呼ぶんでしょう

君は

It makes me choke up–

Makes me want to cover my eyes–

Everything was just so beautiful

What’s something like that even called

To you?

追想

錆びた鉄橋

人知れず 足を向けました

湿気った匂いが きっと

逸れ者の 逃げ場所でした

In my memories

There’s a rusted railway bridge

Unseen, I headed there

The damp smell must’ve been

A refuge for us outsiders

薄い缶バッヂも

すぐ剥がれたシールも

全部 宝物だったのです

The flimsy can badges

Stickers I ripped from the sheet

All of them were treasures to me

いつしか、真面になったんだ

其れが何でか、本当に

時折、恐ろしくなるのです

At some point, I got it together

But for some reason, that really

Every so often, truly horrifies me

バイバイ、My D××r

如何か、汚れないでいて

真っ青な風景に

繊細な儘でいて

Bye bye, My D××r

Please, stay clean and pure

In the deep blue scenery

Always stay as delicate as you were

過ぎ去る夏が

息を止めた頃に

今更、後悔に 耽たのです

Those summers that have passed

The day they stopped breathing for me

After all these years, it consumes me with regret

降る、夕立に

晴れ上がりが覗く

厭に澄んだ 風合いと匂いのまま

In the pouring evening rain

Blue peeks out from the clouds

Awfully clear, carrying the same scent and feeling

潸然、頰を打った群青に

気が付けど

悲しい哉、忽然と

去ってしまうのです

Weeping, as the ultramarine hit my face

I realized that

Oh, it’s just tragic! How sudden

Their passing was

拝啓

僕は きっと

馬鹿にされるのが 嫌でした

陰気な奴と ずっと

虐められるのが 嫌でした

To whom it may concern

I must’ve

Hated being made fun of

Being called a gloomy downer

I always hated being bullied

だから、愛しくて

手に余る物 全部を

全部 置き去りに

生きたのです

That’s why everything I loved

But was too much for me

All of it– I left behind

And continued living

降る、夕立に

晴れ上がりが覗く

吸って吐いた群青に

溺れそうな程

卑しい哉、思うのです

ずっと

怱々

In the pouring evening rain

Blue peeks out from the clouds

Breathing in and out the azure

I felt like I would drown in it

Oh, it’s just horrible! I believe

Always

Yours sincerely

バイバイ、My D××r

如何か、忘れないでいて

真っ青な風景に

傷を遺していて

Bye bye, My D××r

Please, always remember it

In the deep blue scenery

Leave your scars behind

過ぎ去る夏を

何度も書き捨てて

失う決心が 付いたのです

Those summers that have passed

I’ve rewritten and thrown them away countless times

But now I’ve finally resolved to lose them

入道雲は きっと

僕の描いた 落書きでした

歪んだ空も きっと

一人分の 幻でした

Those cumulonimbus clouds must’ve just been

Doodles I drew on my paper

Those warped skies too, they must’ve just been

My personal hallucinations

触れれば、痛む程

目を背けたくなる程

全部 本物に

見えたのです

But when I touch them, it makes me ache–

Makes me want to avert my eyes–

Everything looked