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Gopiyaan ani jaani hai,

Raadha toh mann ki raani hai,

Saanjh sakhare jamna kinaare ,

And often after seeing down on you and ignoring you and being totally unbothered by the fact that you've totally gone silent they'll come up with something funny or totally out of the world that will spin your mind and you'll forget everything bcuz after all these you were dying to talk to them and maybe you'll go back to normal and again one day same thing happens and you're left to question your worth , what you could've done wrong , and question everything you believe in ....

And it really brings your moral down begging them to talk to you begging to belong when they clearly show u you're an " outcast" " taken for granted " "Dumb" and maybe they don't realise it bcuz they never tried to think from your perspective.

House of the marriage with anyone in the name of so called continuation of the bloodline and protection of the realm.

Matlab kuch bhi ...

Uncle ke saath shaadi

Cousin ke saath shaadi

What in the earth

I started watching it in order to watch wars and warfares and tactics of war and how a queen reigns and dragons and politics instead I'm seeing it's all about lunatics hell bound to get married to their own blood

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Game of thrones and the Starks are far far better than this House of dragons where you don't see dragons you see p*rn👍

Love? Causes pain yet everybody gets involved

Love? No it's not all roses and honeymoon

Love? Not giving up

Love? Choosing each other everyday

Love? Choosing each other despite of the flaws and ugliness

Love? Quite tough yet makes everything simpler

Love? NOT GIVING UP

I'm just so tired of keeping things to myself about how I feel , how I am doing after the brkup ik these things r secondary but I'm not well is what I am

Its physically hurting ,my eyes r hurting my chest is hurting and sometimes its hard to breathe when i sob in the bathroom or at night it's really hard trying not to remember him but all I can think is how much I miss him how much I wanna tell him everything but he made sure that I can't talk to him as i irritate him...

No matter how much I try I just can't just can't bring myself to a position where I no longer long for you to text me , whatever the day is I always go back to thinking about you , remembering you , wanting to tell you everything,I am just so tired of pretending all the time that I'm over you ,I don't care but only I know I will never love someone the way I loved you or love you thing that pains me the most is that I can't say this to you can't share what I feel what I am feeling recently.

There's so much to say but I'd rather keep it to myself or else you'll get annoyed and irritated and say hurtful things.

I still love you

I wish I didn't.

I still care

I wish didn't .

I still want to talk to you

I wish I didn't.

I still want you