V.😘😍

I love coming over here randomly 🥰

Replaced that nigga. With a better nigga. In the almost 6 months of dealing with each other we’ve been on vacation, celebrated Christmas AND my birthday together. I’ve gotten everything I’ve asked for plus. I can talk to him about anything. He’s a mf baby daddy though. I like em a lot but we gone see.

It’s crazy looking at how different life looked a few months ago based on my posts

I feel like dying.

I’m trying so hard not to let my depression win. I mean SO hard.

Relationships truly suck. I was fine. Not bothering a soul. Life was good. Then this man comes and bothers me. For months. I finally give it a shot. That man took care of my SOUL. Emotionally everything I needed. Then literally 11 months in you get hit with a wave of depression and I’m pushed out. I think what hurts the most is he is acting completely different. Not that he is being mean but he suggested a break. He’s fighting a dark place he says. Sir. Wtf do you think this put me in? I feel like I’m begging for a crumb of love. Still tells me he loves and misses me everyday but why don’t I feel it? Why am I crying so much now? He really coulda left me alone if he knew his dark days would get like this. It’s 6:39 am and I’ve already cried twice over this man 😔 I feel helpless. Isolated. It’s so much going on in my life and it’s just too much feelings. Realistically I’ll never get over this. Having someone who took care of your soul snatch away their love cuts DEEPLY.

I’m just going to find a girlfriend at this point. Bestie but better😍