Kinsey ➰

(Mawsten Fanfic)

Michaels POV

My head was going absolutely insane, just thinking about what happened earlier that night. All i could think about was the way he looked at me when i unbuttoned his shirt. That stupid ass gaze. I could almost still feel the pressure of him sitting on top of me. He was just so god damn- my thoughts were interrupted by a few small knocks at the front door. I quickly stood up, adjusting myself.

As i opened the door the first thing that caught my eye was Awstens blonde hair. My eyes widened as Awsten looked up at me smiling. “Hi” he says softly, “Hey…” I took a deep breath then gestured him to come in the house. I watched as he slowly entered the house as I closed the door behind him. I then felt his hands on my shoulders pushing me back against the wall. He looked up at me with a smirk “sorry i didn’t text you… i drove here immediately after the show”. I shook my head laughing “it’s fine… im not complaining”.. i looked down at his right hand noticing he was holding something. “What’s that?” i ask pointing at his right hand. He looks down then puts his hand behind his back hiding the item away from me, “nothing..” he says quietly. “It’s obviously not nothing if you brought it here. What is it?” he then slowly moved his hand from behind his back. I looked down seeing a pink and purple dog collar that said “Good Luck” on the front. I raised my eyebrows “What’s this for?” i say looking over to him. His face immediately turned red, i smiled and nodded “i see…”. I took the collar from his hand, “turn around” i say while undoing the back of the collar. When he was done turning around i lightly put the collar around his neck, making sure it wasn’t too tight. “Does that feel okay?” he turned around then nodded with a big smile on his face “Yeah? You like when i put a collar on you?”. I then slipped my index finger into the O-ring of the collar pulling him closer to me “Tell me how much you like it”. Before he could even say anything, i pulled him in even more until our lips touched. He softly moaned into my mouth leaving shivers run down my spine. I felt as he tried pushing his tongue in my mouth, I pushed back from the kiss smirking “Your needy today…”.

I grabbed him by the collar pulling him while walking towards the bedroom, “I don’t have a leash for you yet so this will have to work..”. I pulled him over to the king size bed, pushing him down onto it. I grabbed his crotch area, slowly palming his hard dick through his jeans “already hard for me?… god you are a mess”. I leaned down kissing his neck as I slowly started unbuttoning his shirt “this is the second time I’m taking off your shirt today” i say smirking. When i fully unbuttoned his shirt I started leaving wet kisses down his chest. His back arched leaving him to lean into the kisses more “That feels so good Michael…” his voice was low and quiet. As I got to his lower abdomen, I started leaving kisses down his happy trail. His head flew back following up to him nodding his head letting me know he wants me to keep going. When i got down to the bottom of his happy trail, I slowly unzipped his pants with my teeth. His hips bucked up, wanting to feel more. I grinned and pulled his pants all the way down until they got to his ankles, “god you look so good laying under me like this”. I looked Awsten in the eyes as I slowly slid my hand down his boxers. He gave me a small nod reassuring me while biting his lip, “make me cum… please”.

I eagerly leaned down and kissed him passionately as i slowly started to stroke him. He started to let out soft quiet moans that just turned me on way more. I lifted up from the kiss, looking into his eyes “yeah? does that feel good?”. I started to stroke him faster watching as his head fell back onto the mattress letting out louder moans. I then felt his hand grab onto my wrist, pulling my hand to grab his neck. “Do you want me to choke you?” I said as I slowly fasted my pace. He nodded, laying his head back to give me more access. I grabbed onto his neck lightly chocking him. His loud moans started to fill the room, I knew he was close.

“I’m… i’m gonna cum” I looked him in the eyes and nodded as i fastened my pace on his dick. I pulled on his collar making his mouth widen and his eyes roll back. I watched as cum started to fill his underwear. I pulled my hand out of his boxers looking at the white substance around my fingers. I leaned down smiling at Awsten, “Open up” I say while holding my fingers in front of his mouth. He opened his mouth, and i slowly stuck my fingers in watching as he slowly licked my fingers while looking into my eyes.

“Good boy”

Okay I hope you liked this because it took forever. Yes i know it’s short but i’ve never written like this before, and it was stressing me out. If you like the smut… then good cause there will probably be more.

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(Mawsten Fanfic)

Michaels POV

I walked into the green room and sat my bag down on a chair in front of mirror. I looked around realizing no one was in there.It was dead silent except for faint music playing in the background. It must've been them. They were on stage.

I was there for waterparks... well mostly awsten but that's not the point. Awsten asked me to be their special guest for their last show of tour. Why you ask..? yeah i have no fucking idea. But I wasn't complaining whatsoever.

I was a bit nervous.. i mean when was i not. But it was different this time. I wasn’t nervous about preforming. I was nervous being on stage with him. The man that made me go completely insane. The last time i saw Awsten we were in a dressing room taking each other’s clothes off.

Someone backstage peaked their head through the door letting me know i was on stage soon. I gave him a quick nod and looked into the mirror ruffling my hair making sure i looked okay. I took one last look at myself before walking out the green room.

I stood backstage for a good ten minutes before someone handed me my earpiece. With a deep breath I took the earpiece and quickly put it in my ear. I peaked out onto the stage and the first thing i saw was Awsten staring backstage looking for me. That’s the first time we made eye contact in months and god it felt so weird and different.

I then hear Awsten say “Is it okay if we bring out a friend?” he looks over at me and back to the crowd. I felt like i was going to explode. I took a deep breath and started walking onto the stage. “Yeah!” Awsten said while looking at me with a smile “Give it up for Michael fucking clifford” the crowd then started screaming extremely loud. I walked up to him as he held his arms out pulling me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around him sending shivers down my spine. God it felt so nice being here with him again.

“My beautiful boy” he says while looking at me dead in the eyes. God i hated him. My face immediately got red. I turned to him grabbing his microphone out of his hand “give me my microphone”. He then turned and pointed to the ground where another microphone was “Right there!”. My eyes widened, “Woah!” i say while handing him back the microphone and picking up the other one. “You gave me a fucking wire?” he turns to me “Oh i mean.. dude listen what if he share?” i looked at him confused. “What if he share one microphone like lady in the tramp style..” He says while looking up at me. I smirked and shook my head “no..no..” he then turned around “okay!”.

“Wait!” I say interrupting him “Huh?” i then said it again but louder “WAIT!”…. “I’ll wait” he says while nodding at me. “You invited me…” “yeah..” “I get to talk!” he then backs up and points to the mic stand “you talk.. go ahead”. I looked over to him and watched him sit down and look up at me waiting for what i had to say. “Hold on…” i say as i grabbed the mic stand trying to make it taller for me. “Oh fuck you!” Awsten says while giggling at me. He then turns to the crowd “He’s like seven foot relax”. I cleared my throat and started talking into the microphone “Uhm hi everyone..” the crowd then cheered. “I’m really nervous” i say as im looking down at Awsten. Something about the way he was looking up at me… it was driving me insane. I just knew this was going to be a hard night. “But i won the contest… to sing here tonight” i say as Awsten laughs. God that stupid fucking laugh. I then took a deep breath “All i had to do was pretend to be his friend” i pointed over as awsten and he was already waving out to the crowd. “Hold on let me just fix this for you” I say as i lowered the mic stand way too short to tease him. “Hey!” his cheeks flushed to a dark pink and he stared laughing. I looked down at him never wanting to look away again.. his messy hair and the way the sweat dripped down his face.. this was going to be a long night.

“Where are we?.. what’s the name of this place” he turns to me while smiling and says “The Novo” “THE NOVOOOO” i say repeating him. “Tell them again” i then shook my head “no” “TELL THEM AGAIN” “no” he then got louder “TELL THEM AGAIN” i then yelled into the microphone as Awsten laughed at me.

I then watched as Awsten walked up behind me and wrapping his arm around me. It felt like the dressing room all over again… was he doing this on purpose. I could feel his entire body pushed up against my back, it was driving me insane. He then finally spoke up “Should we sing a song for these beautiful people?” i immediately say “yeah” and grabbed his arm so he wouldn’t walk away just yet. He finally let go of me and walked to the other side of the stage. I grabbed the microphone and started wrapping it around my neck “people do some cool shit at warped tour with this”. “yeahh.. wanna try one now?” he says while looking up at me. I then unwrapped the microphone cord from my neck “I don’t wanna do this.. people are filming me” i then took a deep breath “I have the pleasure of having these.. beautiful people… play on my song. And that song is called Give Me A Break” the crowd cheered loudly.

After a few seconds ‘Give Me A Break!’ started playing and i felt my heart drop.. am i really doing this again? As i sang the first line of the song, Awsten looked at me dead in the eyes smirking. God what was he doing to me. Every single time i sang he didn’t look away… it’s like he couldn’t. This made me stare at him even more, i was barely even paying attention to the crowd.

Throughout the song Awsten would glare at me like he was needing something. The same god damn glare he gave me at the Fonda. As Awsten sang his verse of the song, i didn’t look away. The way he looked under the purple lights and the way he swayed to the music… I needed him right there in that moment.

The song was finally coming to an end. Awsten walked up behind me and put his arm around my shoulder. I looked over to him and watched the sweat drip down his face. God I swear i could look at him all day. I wrapped my arm around him as we walked to the side of the stage. I went to pull him into a hug but as i did Awsten glared down at my lips. His glare was filled with need.. I needed to give him what he wanted. I pulled away from the hug and smiled out to the crowd. I was about to do something stupid but it wouldn’t be the first time. As i turned to Awsten before i could do anything he pulls me closer to him. He put his hand on the back of my neck pushing me down towards him. My eyes glared down to his perfect lips then closing my eyes as our lips finally crashed together. I was right where i wanted to be. My hand flew to the side of his waist as he grabbed my hair lightly pulling it. I didn’t pull back.. i didn’t want to. His lips were warm and soft just how i remembered them. He finally pulled back from the kiss. He couldn’t even look at me.. i think that’s the first time i’ve ever seen him nervous. I waved to the crowd one last time before running off.

I ran back into the green room, sitting down in the chair in front of the mirror. I rested my head in my hands, “what the fuck…” i say to myself. I sat there for a good 20 minutes before i felt a small wet kiss on the back of my neck. I looked up into the mirror in front of me seeing awsten behind me placing kisses on my neck. My head flew back in pleasure and a soft moan left my mouth, a small smile appeared on Awstens face. Awsten spun me around in the chair to face him. He put his hand behind my neck pushing me forward until our lips touched. As he kissed me I pulled him forward by his shirt and slid my hand underneath. Awsten then began to straddle me, pushing himself down. I broke away from the kiss and started to unbutton Awstens shirt. “It’s like the dressing room all over again…” he says almost whispering. A small smirk appeared on my face as i continued unbuttoning his shirt, “you know I think about that night a lot”. “Yeah?” he says in a teasing tone “so do i”. I finished unbuttoning his shirt and started to slowly slipping the shirt off his shoulders. My eyes slowly started guiding down to his chest, i slid my hand down the side of his waist leaving him to shiver under my touch. “You look good…” i say as i pulled him down towards me and started kissing his neck. A small whimper escaped his mouth. God I missed hearing that.

As i was about to start unbuttoning his pants we heard a knock at the door. Awsten quickly stood up, pulling his shirt on trying to button it up. I quickly adjusted myself before Geoff walked into the green room. He greeted us with a smile, not realizing what was just happening in the room before he walked in. Awsten fixed his hair before picking up his jacket and giving me a small “i’ll text you later” and a wave before leaving the room. What the fuck just happened.

I might write a follow up Fic tomorrow to finish the story.. let me know how you liked this one !

A SMALL FAN FICTION ABOUT MICHAEL AND AWSTEN AT ‘The Fonda Theatre’

this is my first ever fan fiction so i hope it’s not completely shit. !!(by the way my grammar is absolutely horrendous !)

ENJOY

Michaels POV

Tonight was the second night of playing at The Fonda Theatre. I’m very nervous but not as nervous as i was yesterday. Playing without the band feels so weird, not the good type of weird either.

I walked out of the green room trying not to let the all the thoughts get to me. “What if I sound bad?” “what if the mic cuts out” “what if the fans hate the performance” “what if-“ my thoughts were cut off to someone yelling my name from behind, I turned around to see Awsten looking at me grinning “How are you feeling” he says as he tries putting his arm around my shoulder, knowing damn well he wasn’t tall enough. “Nervous” i say trying not to sound to soppy. “Don’t be! you will do amazing” he says as he stood on his tippy toes kissing me on my cheek and pushing me forward “what the-“ i turn around seeing him run into the green room.

Awsten and me have been friends for a good while. He is really all you can ask for, i mean he’s kind of perfect? Fuck i don’t know, he’s just a great guy. We collaborated on a song ‘give me a break!’ and ever since then, we’ve been closer than ever.. not really sure why maybe we just get along well, or it was that damn kiss. Yes we kissed. it was for the music video.. wasn’t really my proudest moment, i don’t talk about it much. Well I try at least, it’s kinda hard to not talk about something that’s always on your mind.

Minutes go by and it’s time for me to step on stage. I checked my earpiece to make sure it was in place. Suddenly i hear loud music start to play, it was my video intro. I then feel a pat on the back, i looked over my shoulder to see Awsten “you got this man” i nodded and walked onto the stage and ‘Cool’ Started playing. The fans screamed cheered loudly when i started singing. I knew this was gonna be a great show.

My set was already half way done, i didn’t want this to be over yet. It was going well, great energy, everyone sounded great, everyone looked happy. I looked down at my set list to see the words ’give me a break!’ i looked up and smiled at everyone in the crowd. “I have someone special to bring out…” i looked over to the side of the stage to see Awsten starting to walk towards me “MY FRIEND!” i say as he opens his arms and hugs me. Everyone cheers and screams. The hug lasted longer than i was expecting, Awsten broke the hug and gave a small wave to the crowd.

“Awsten” i say while picking up my water bottle, “heeyy..” he turns around to look at me “Talk”. He turns to the crowd and puts his mic up to his mouth “How many of y’all been to jail in your life” he says walking across the stage looking for any answers or hand raises. I laughed hearing his words, “AWSTEN, AWSTEN WERE FILMING THIS” i say as he turns to look at me. “So don’t ask them what they did?” “No jail!” i smiled looking for what he was going to say next. He gives me a confused look like i was insane “what the fuck else do you talk about?” he smiles as he walks across the stage again “That’s the first thing you gotta check for” .. “find the felons” i laughed and answered with “their all felons” the fans looked at me in shock. “Your all felons?”Awsten looked out to the crowd again.

The whole time as he talked, all i could think about is how damn good he looks in that white tank top. I couldn’t deny he was a very attractive dude, i think about that a lot actually. Now that i thought about it i couldn’t keep my eyes off of him. I snapped myself out of it and walked to the left side of the stage “How many of you wanna smooch Awsten?” right after i say that everyone screams. “Well guess what i got to.” i say smirking looking across the stage to see Awstens face. “Oh yeah but according to the interview you were like UNFORTUNATELY” he always gives me a sassy tone. But it’s true i did say that we unfortunately had to take more than one take for that damn kiss. Of course it wasn’t actually unfortunate, i enjoyed it honestly. Another thing i can’t deny is that he’s a great kisser. I started interrupting him “no shut up shut up..” “And his breath smells like pickles” i say knowing that wasn’t even half true. He looks at me offended “PICKLES? i’ll kick you in the head” he walks past me and starts talking to the crowd trying to defend himself. “First of all i had three mints.. and they were cinnamon. SO theoretically i should’ve tasted like a beautiful cinnamon mouth man” right after he said that i blurted out “he tasted like pickles” he walks around the stage and i spoke up. “earlier i was talking about people who believed in me” he turned around smiling and pointing at me. i looked to the crowd “it’s not him” i say jokingly. He throws his hands up in frustration and turns to walk off the stage “i guess i’ll just go fuck myself” i quickly yelled out “NO!” he turns around quickly laughing “NOO!! I LOVE YOU!” I say even louder then first time. Awsten looks at me with a sly grin on his face “no? you don’t want me to fuck myself” i looked at him confused not knowing what he was getting at “what?” Awsten then kneeled down in front of the camera recording us “what’s up veeps!” he turns around and starts laughing. It then hit me, i obviously didn’t mean it like that but no i didn’t want him to go fuck himself either. My face started getting hot and i started sweating, am i nervous right now? I face palmed myself not knowing what to say “uhh.. uhm”. Him still laughing somehow being able to get words out “are you regretting this?” i smiled and started pointing at him like i was announcing he was here again “Awsten knight!” everyone in the crowd shouted and cheered for Awsten. Awsten bowed like he was the star of the show.

“To get serious for a split second, cause i don’t think we’ve been serious once” i looked straight at Awsten not looking away. not wanting to. Awsten then spoke up “go ahead” he said reassuring me. I pointed at him and started smiling “You’ve given me everything” he looked at me like i just killed his mother “WHAT ?”. “I love you” i say as i opened up my arms for another hug. “i love you!” he said like it was the most obvious thing ever. When we hugged neither of us moved for a good minute. It felt nice knowing someone that you can just tell everything to.. but not exactly everything.

After the overly dramatically long hug me and Awsten shared i looked out to the crowd letting them know we were about to start the song. “I want you guys to go fucking crazy!” right after the lights came on and the song started to play. “I think i just started to burn out” i sang as i looked over to Awsten watching him sing the backup vocals. He always looked good while singing, with that damn stupid face he always makes while singing. I tried focusing on singing but he just kept catching my eye every time i looked slightly his way. As i was singing the chorus Awsten threw his arm around my shoulder singing with me. God he looks even hotter up close. I put my arm around his waist and held him close to me has he sang. He then broke away from me and started singing his verse of the song, he kneeled down and started singing to the crowd. I came up next to him and put my hand on his shoulder almost grabbing his full face. I looked down at him noticing how damn good he looked under me like that. Fuck. why am i thinking about him like this? i moved away from him quickly before i think about anything else stupid.

As the song ended we hugged each other just like the night before. This one felt way different than the first time.. it felt more intimate? I kept wanting to deepen the hug but there was absolutely no room to even get closer. It wasn’t just a normal hug either, we moved around with each other’s movements like we were attached or something. Awsten broke the hug but kept his arm around me, we stood right in front of the crowd just looking at everyone screaming and cheering. Awsten then lays his head on my shoulder, i looked down at him and smiled. He was out of breath so he was practically breathing straight into my ear. Fuck what is he doing, it’s like he wants me to go insane. The sent of his hair sent literal shivers down my spine. He lifted his head up about to move away from me. I grabbed his arm, not wanting him to move. I looked into his eyes.. i didn’t know what the hell was going through my head but i was about to do something real stupid. I slowly started leaning in towards him, what i didn’t expect is for him to start leaning in too. I closed my eyes and our lips finally touched. I feel like i’ve been waiting for this exact moment for months. Awsten started deepening the kiss, the realization started hitting me that i am literally kissing my “best friend” on stage. I pulled away and watched as Awsten almost fell forward from leaning in more. Did he want to keep going? Awsten smiled widely and started running off the stage. What the fuck just happened.

The rest of the set was a blur, all i could think about is that damn blonde headed man. As i walked off the stage everyone backstage was cheering and telling me how good i did. I thanked everyone and walked back to the dressing room. The first thing i saw when i walked in was Awsten sitting on a small couch zoned out like he was really in thought. “You alright” he immediately looked up at me and stood up closing the door behind me and lightly pushing me against the door. “wha- what are you doing?” he looked up at me like he was begging for something. “Why’d you kiss me out there?” Awsten said almost in a whisper. My heart stopped and i spoke up as quickly as i could “I’m sorry i shouldn’t have-“ i was then interrupted by Awstens lips crashing into mine. My eyes widened then closed immediately. Awsten deepened the kiss by putting his hand behind my head pushing me forward towards him. A small moan escaped my mouth, i could feel Awstens lips trying not to smile. I put my hands on his waist and turned him around so now he was pushed against the door. I felt awstens hand slowly ride up under my shirt, I winced to the feeling. I then broke the kiss and picked awsten up by his legs, so his legs were around my waist. The only thing that was holding him up was me pushing him against the door. He looked at me in the eyes smirking “I thought i tasted like pickles?” i rolled my eyes “yeah well i lied” I started leaving kisses on his jaw line causing him to let out a almost silent whimper.

I stopped leaning him against the door and carried him over to the couch laying him down. I was now standing in front of him hovering over his face. I slowly slid off my shirt and watched Awsten as his gaze looked me up and down. I smirked and started leaning down towards him “like what you see?” he then quickly nodded and i felt Awstens lips on my neck slowly kissing me down to my collarbone. He then whispers in my ear “Lay down on your back…” i do as he says and watched him start straddling me. He started leaving kisses on my chest, i ran my fingers through his soft blonde hair. I watched as he sat up pulling his shirt off, once it was fully off i immediately put my hands on his waist slightly caressing his skin with my thumbs. He looked down at me smiling “come here” i say pulling him down towards me. Our lips then crashed together, his tongue slowly entering my mouth. My hands started guiding down towards his jeans and i started unbuckling his belt. He broke the kiss as he tried helping with his belt, it took him a minute but he finally managed to get it off. He threw it across the room and looked down at me laughing then pushing our lips together again. As we kissed he somehow unbuttoned his pants and tore them off. He was now just left in his boxers, i couldn’t help but grin. “God your so hot” i say as i pull him down on the couch, i stood up leaving Awsten laying there almost fully naked. This is probably the best view i’ve had all year. I leaned down into his ear and softly whispered “Do you still wanna fuck yourselves?” i say with a wide grin. Awsten smiled and slightly grabbed my neck so i was now looking him in the eyes “no that’s your job.”

The rest is up to you!

THANK YOU FOR READING! AGAIN IM SORRY IF THIS WAS SHIT.

But if you did enjoy this, let me know and i will write more!