...with Awesomocities.

Do I do this to myself or is this actual Light? Sometimes I question the validity of my messages, sometimes I hear them so cleanly like how I heard North and how I progressed with this experience. Although, the semester with it felt wasted, again. It’s hard to not have yourself in everything you are. I remember when I realized I could be exactly who I was, but when things started getting shaken, I couldn’t figure out who that was. What was my sexuality? What was my gender? I remember the euphoria of the energy when I discovered the hidden place, but I think moving from that energy into the outer world made everything really difficult and not correct. Shook up too many things making it impossible to function.