Sometimes, the world is weird. Scary. Both. none.

I spend so much time, so much effort... To work on the proposal, work on the research... Yet, I didn’t get the gig.

I will shine - bright like a diamond, so you could see me.

Just ARGH.

Enough already.

Why has the world become like this?

So this takes time, that also takes time, then let’s not do anything - since it doesn’t take time.

But no, doing nothing takes time up as well.

And why, do we have to meet with an agenda?

Can we meet with no agenda in mind?

With genuine heart and open mind???

Just like the kids,  you meet someone new. You shake hands. You share a toy. You make friends. That’s it.

Back to the basics.

Gee, how are these people teaching their kids??!

You gotta walk the talk , and not just talk the talk.

Not wasting my time , I am not wasting my time.

There is a Time for Everything. Good and bad.

Being an adult is hard work. enough said.

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Kinda getting sick of all these nonsense.

Everyone is all about themselves.

Hoarding the conversation, sharing their stories and experiences. I am not against sharing your own personal stories and experiences. But come on, every single time???!!!

Especially in a group setting, it feels like it is always the usual few who keep wanting to be in the limelight and go on talking and talking for the next 30 mins. Hello........? You are not alone. 

Give others a chance.

Sometimes, I really wonder what if those few just shut their mouth?

Can’t we just have a peaceful and quiet group setting?

Is there really a need to talk??

Or are we just talking for the sake of talking, and listening for the sake of listening, because we are stuck with one another in that few hours?

It feels like something must be done.

Oh Lord, spare me.

I rather be on my own. Go forth on my own adventure!

Than to be stuck in these kind of social settings.

I do not enjoy myself at all.

In fact, I wish I was away. (o.O)

Met an old friend earlier, and was disappointed at -’s remarks.

I am not sure if occupational hazard,  but to have such a narrow view of the world or humans is quite appealing.

I certainly worried for - - and for their future.

Sigh, what has the world comes to now?

D i s a p p o i n t e d.

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Less about me, less about us, but more about you and more about them.

Think of others. Put others on top of yourselves.

Give others some airtime too.

Not just absolutely all about oneself, nor absolutely right or wrong - there are just so many ‘grey’ in the world.

Less pinpointing and criticising.

And more of acceptance, acceptance that the world is ever changing,

What you have yet to know and experience, be more open towards all these.

And not just shut oneself up.

Do you have time?

Yes I have, in fact I have a l l the t i m e.

We keep running,

Run to board the train, Run when the train door sounds, Run for the lift, Run when you see it closing, Always seem to be running to catch  s o m e t h i n g,catch the train, catch the bus, catch the lift.

What if, we stop. We stop when the train door sounds, Stop when you see the lift closing, And after the train and the lift has left, then we continue on our way.

Stop. Stop to take in the moment. And ponder, why the run really? What are we running for?

Are we running for time? Running against time?

Running for our life? Or running with our life?

IF death is the only thing that we are running against, And we are running with time, Then life is what we are running for.

So who cares if we miss the train or the lift? No big deal. All those can wait. We can wait for the next one. There is always the next one, it is just a matter of time.

But someone will care if we lost our life. There is no next one.

Just let it go.

Everything,

I am over whelmed.

Are you?