cannot stop thinking about "if soulmates do exist they're not found. they're made" and how much more wonderful a concept it is. you were not made to fit with someone else, you were made be yourself and it's up to you to choose who fits with you and how they fit. you get to wake up every day and choose to have the people you love the most belong with you and that makes it so much more meaningful than some random act of fate forcing you together

These past few months have been tough, but I’m tougher. I might not 100% like where I am right now, but I 100% know that I like the idea of the direction I’m going in. I’m putting my mind to it and not going to let things set me back again. I have goals and dreams I want to complete, but I need energy to do so. And though I might not love the idea of it all the time, food is energy, and energy is necessary to do the things I love.

@ellelan !!!!