Despite Everything, It's Still You

Was messing around with some line reads as Kinger from The Amazing Digital Circus earlier. As someone who is the most mentally stable person in my friend group I definitely relate to him.

Well i'm glad to hear you dont think ill of me ehehe. Uhhhhh I guess if you're curious who I am in the present i'm not really sure what I can provide ya without knowing who you are :?, I guess you can just ask me stuff and i'll answer to the best of my ability. There's gotta be a point where I learn who this is ^^;...

aaaAAA you’re killing me here!!! Got me on my fuckin’ Sherlock Holmes shit. You don’t type like anyone that immediately comes to mind. Hmm. Do you like, think that I don’t like you or sumn? I don’t quite grasp what /you/ think of me from these messages. Other than obviously wishing me well lmao.

Oh? We fell out of touch and you took that as a hint? That's...interesting. Very puzzling tbh. If we fell out of touch simply due to me not reaching out or somethin there's prolly no bad blood on my part. I dunno lol, maybe im just misunderstanding what you're saying. The ball is permanently placed in your court, then. Maybe not now then, but if you for some reason decide to reach out in the future or something i'd def appreciate it. Or I guess if you'd just rather keep it like this, i'm always floating around. My main source of curiosity is just like...very few people I know and spoken to on any remotely real level either know about this account or use this site anymore. So I kinda feel like you're one of like...three or four people in my head haha. asdfgh, I dunno. Regardless, I definitely appreciate the positive sentiments and all that, so uh...yeah haha.

"To make you go, to make you go, I never wanted to make you go You might be a stranger now and I just wanted to let you know That I meant what I said And every dream I've ever had has been of myself And every dream I've ever had's been of Better view with a ten month summer Losing you is like cutting my fingers off And even with that summer Without you I'd rather cut my fingers off" This song has stuck with me for years. Didn't really wanna do a full vocal cover but did a run of the "drop" because i'm obsessed. Here ya go!

I definitely understand. There's nothing wrong with that either. As you've probably seen by this point I had plenty of those nights haha. I gotta ask now, are you willing to hop off anon or? If not, I get it. I've just been sitting here going "who? who?" Since you sent the first ask lol. Would be nice to know definitively, yanno?

Genuinely sorry to hear that you found it in any way relatable. Stuff's pretty rough haha. I kinda feel like it's an inevitability for me to ask about this so uh. I take it I knew whoever is asking these questions, yeah?

In a weird funk so I did the thing where I recorded a cover. Since im currently here we're gonna drop this here! This song has been thoroughly stuck in my head for the past like, week.

Uh..nah I guess its not really too personal. I did throw it all out there publicly I suppose. Really digging through the archives tho hm? Haha. Uhhhh, I dunno. It was kind of a mishmash of text about someone I dated back in ~2016 and then uh, just me kinda feeling my way through trying to let people go that predated even that. It was, and to a point still kinda is something I work on every day to figure out how to deal with it. Why do you ask?