so here’s the deal —
i’ve been trying to get shit in order. i’ve been trying to get myself in order, but i’m really not okay right now. i’d like to say i’ll be fine but i can’t without not knowing it myself. a lot of things are happening and have been happening for a while now, and i just can’t guarantee i’ll be here to do anything right now. i’m really sorry, and i know i have tons of drafts that i haven’t even touched – just know it’s not because of anything to do with you or your muse, it’s just me. i’m in a bad place right now. mentally and emotionally. i don’t know when i can say i’ll be back. i know i won’t be abandoning this place completely. i just can’t handle the stress and depression that comes with this site. i’m really sorry. i’ll be back, but i don’t know when. again, i’m really sorry. if anyone wants to continue to chat with me i’ll be on disc. but even then i’ll likely be sparse. but until i get back i’m going to have to put this blog on a temporary hiatus.
