Ava's Journal Entries

I recently checked the jetpack app and have noticed an abundance of views for this blog over the last few weeks! Holy cow! I will gladly post again soon! Thank you for checking out my journal entries! ☺️ -Ava Estelle

Current state: uploading videos on two new platforms that AREN’T youtube. AND uploading 300 short video files to my google drive so I can also upload all of them to these other platforms. Can’t keep all of your eggs in one basket! I am building a youtube channel, within the gaming niche. I am on so many social media platforms AND almost to 100 subscribers on youtube! I started this only a few…

Today I wasn’t feeling too anxious to get out of the house. I managed to drive for lyft for 4 hours and make $70! People were nice too and only almost got hit by another driver once! Tomorrow it’s going to be really hot out and I am so thankful my car has AC! So I will definitely be driving around giving people rides! I felt like maybe there would be more for me to share today but I think it’s…

6/18/2025 Well well well…. Another crazy day in my life. My mental health hasn’t been good for a while now and it’s affecting my work, my relationships, and my motivation entirely. I applied to get on state health insurance and it was finally available for me this month, June. I scheduled an appointment with a new doctor that I thought was covered under my HMO, per the portal I found her on.…

Rejuvenating this blog to attract new readers! Also going to be posting more current day entries so adults can be more interested in shenanigans.

Hello anyone who is still following this blog or anyone who reads this post. I plan to bring back my journal entries soon! I am going to start from a more recent date. I realized reliving certain chapters of my life during my current chapter wouldn’t really help me. Maybe in a few years it will but alas. More content coming soon! Thank you for your follow and support! -Ava Estelle ❤

July 16, 2010 NSFW entry! Morning of. Wednesday: I hooked up with Tom. He’s gross. He actually fingered me too hard. And he’s smaller than Derek. Blech. Thursday: I hung out with Shelby, we drove out of town to check out a thrift store. It’s really small! We came back, ate at TGIF . Then watched most of the Fourth Kind. It’s SO scary! Then I had to got o work. Came up to the cabin after. So…

July 14, 2010 Yesterday: went to the cliffs with Stacey, it was okay. We ate noodles and then chilled at Shelby’s. Stacey left and Shelby, Jackie and I went to Pizza Hut and Walmart. Came back, watched a scary movie – Rest Stop. It was pretty gross. Then at 10:30 Paula picked me up and took me home. We went for a walk down to the park. We sat on the corner across the street from Derek’s. Jimmy…

July 12, 2010 Monday Hung out with Shelby, Kyle and Patrick today. We went to swimming. It was nice 😊 went back to the guys’ house. I texted Cole. We’re officially done. Don’t want to say any more about it. I deleted all his texts. That’s it. So yeah, it was an alright day over all. ❤ Ava Estelle Oh! And I got my cavity filled in my mouth and was numb half of the day!

July 11, 2010 Sunday Had an alright weekend. Cole wasn’t texting me back so I did other things. Saturday: worked 8:45 til 4:15. Went over to Delia’s. We talked, I told her kind of about Cole, how we’re still talking, and kind of about Derek – same thing. We went to get a quick snack. I dropped her off at home and then went to Shelby’s. We went for a walk so she could get cigarettes then I went…

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July 8, 2010 Thursday NSFW entry! Took Meryl to her appointment then went to Derek’s. Kevin was in the room, they were watching Weeds. I gave Derek head, he fingered me a little bit and we made out. He came all over me too. I had to leave. Went and got a sub and sat around at home until I met Hannah at the mall. It was really good to see her. We talked about me and her and our “sex” lives. :p…

July 6, 2010 (2) Tuesday NSFW entry!! Derek time for like two hours, 11-1. We made out, he fingered me. He found a new thing to do, lick and nibble on my ear, that gave me goosebumps. I gave him a blow job because he had found one of his yearbooks for me. And then we just sat and talked, went through his closet to “get to know him better.” Watched a little bit of a movie, was emailing/texting…

July 6, 2010 NSFW entry! Last Night: Went over to Cole’s ❤ SO good to see him after a whole week. I get there and we hug right away and just go back to his room. We sit and talk like normal and then make out, strip, he fingers me, incredible once again. It was so hot and sweaty. I didn’t want to smell like vagina so we got into his shower 😊 I barely got my hair wet. We made out and he picked…

July 5, 2010 Monday Tuesday er Wednesday morning – Eclipse was AMAZING!!! Taylor Lautner was SO HOT!!!! And Emmett…. Delia and I played cards beforehand, then I slept at her house after. Came home at 1pm. Wednesday night I went to Katie’s with Delia and we watched Remember Me. Woke up the next morning with a killer sore throat, got Derek’s cold. Awesome. Went to work Thursday night. Came home…

June 29, 2010 Children of the sun ❤ Yesterday: Woke up, had that appointment to get birth control at 9:30. So I get ready and told mom I had to go to the store to get some pads, she thought I was going to see Cole. She took away my phone until Friday because I lied to her about the night before. I was so angry that I told her why I really needed to leave and I stormed out. Went to the…