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Style test starring me and my best friend. We solve old crimes. I've been listening to Stupendium's, "A Queso Peculiar" a lot and I also have been really wanting to play Mouse P.I. for Hire, but I can't afford it so figured I might as draw a little something.

I stare through the window that is my bathroom mirror.

I am disgusted by the flab, and rolls along their hideous body.

I see their large turkey thighs and am repulsed at how they can’t run,

There is nothing but revulsion by the fat that dangles from under their biceps,

Such a repulsive creature.

I hear the pounding of a heart that will give any day now.

I can see the clogged arteries and veins under their brown skin, which is so despised,

I am witness to a lack of muscle in their sad form,

There is nothing but wasted potential in these years,

And it’s not going to get any better.

With fury I look to the face of the creature that stands before me.

With anger I scan the chubby cheeks and unkempt hair of what struggles to fill this void.

I am enraged as I dare this waste try to convince me of their worth.

And I see the sad eyes of a child who has had their heart broken so often

Tears streak down those reddened chubby cheeks,

A frown that is struggling against the weight of the world,

They look back to the only person in the world they can truly trust when they say,

Hi, I'm a non-binary first nations (indigenous) artist/editor/director/writer/illustrator.

I'm still applying around, but the job market is rough and I'll admit a lot of the skills I've developed over the last 10 years aren't terribly transferable. I'm also pretty in the red from my phone dying last month, after needing to get it replaced the first time. It's not been great for me! That said if you can help with a few tips to help me keep fed, pay the bills, and rent it all helps.

Thank you for your time, and again, sorry to be a bother.