Autistic Affection

asdhughug

find the cold and warm parts of me and stim on their differences

honestly I haven't updated this blog in ages because I worried that enjoying looking at my qpps eyes was internalized ableism but honestly!!!! hir eyes!!! don't like do weird neurotypical eye motions like? faer eyes move autistically and are very pretty and i am still autistic and the world didn't stop moving!!! I'm okay!!!

watching you stim on your hair is a visual stim

mentally ill flirting: 'would you like some affirmations?' where affirmations is a euphemism for kisses.

autistic baby voice™: you're cute

kissing you is so stimmy and lovely, i love the pressure and warmth of your lips on mine, i love the pressure i create too, i love that it’s a stim we can do together!

i love that you are seeing and taking joy in autistic things you do!

i like looking at you with my eyes closed

you throw ice cubes at my chest when i overheat and am anxious for a water stim. we laugh about it for hours, and then we do it again just for fun.

i love that we love the smell of each other’s body odor.

i like the taste and texture of your armpits

the sound of your typing on your laptop is consistent, comfortable, reassuring

the weight of your arm under mine clears my thoughts

how many times can we echo meow together? stay tuned to find out!!