Tin In The Sky

Its a burden always left alone

But love just listen to the Zephyr

If im taken by the wind

If my name disappears

My body round the bend

Don't be surprised

If the mountains become my friend

If the forest is my shelter

You don't run, you don't scream

But it's so hard to do

Because how could one be normal

When they're in love with you?

You're my dream

And you don't have a clue

That anyone could ever

Feel this about you

But here I am

Alone in my room

Wishing you were here

We'll get there eventually

We'll get there when its meant to be.

I can't tell you how I see the entire world when looking in your eyes

I can't tell you how I immediately cheer up the minute you're near me

I can't tell you how I only ever want to talk to you

I can't tell you how ever Christmas and birthday you have i spend weeks making sure it's something that you'll love, something that will make you laugh

I can't tell you how much i love you. Even though we say it every day.

I miss getting to see him every Wednesday and saving him a seat while he played for the band.

I miss his awful jokes.

I miss talking to someone who just got it.

I miss being able to send him memes that were so stupid

I miss my friend.

I want him back

It's not that I don't appreciate what you do.

It's just I have felt the need to take care of myself since I was a little kid

Buying my own snacks, my own toys. The satisfaction of my independence

And I don't feel like I'm a valuable person if I'm constantly taking from others. I want to provide for you too.

Who had big brown eyes

And short brown hair

Wore boyish clothes without a care

She rough housed and fought

Played in the dirt and what not

But she was always alone

Now there's a boy.

With big brown eyes

And short brown hair

Wears boyish clothes without a care

He reads his books and sips his tea

Living his life peacefully

You're lonely.

Let's be lonely together.

Let's tell each other why we're angry

Why we're sad

Let's tell each other why we're here

Why I'm here for you

It's because I'm lonely. And so are you.

And it's because I've never felt alone when I'm with you

I've never felt mad, or sad, or upset

I've never felt stressed or frustrated

I'll be out of here

I'll be ok

I'll be free

I'll be austin

In the clouds