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Hello everyone!! You've entered the archive of angst and occasional fluff (?). Proceed with caution and maybe a snack ;)

About

Hello again! I'm Milu, 24. This blog is mainly Zayne/Xavier focused with an occasional sprinkle of Caleb.

You'll find me generally writing short angst pieces and a few lighthearted stuff whenever i decide to give you guys a break from tears :D

Requests are open so do not hesitate to hit me up in case you'd like me to write anything!

Zayne Fics

Part of Me: Zayne at your grave. Tormented that he took your life and shattered his own.

Too Still: Zayne loses you while operating on you during surgery.

931 Deaths: You are dead. Zayne keeps calling to hear your voicemail.

What's a Mommy?: Zayne lost you too soon, and now your child’s innocent questions leave his heart aching.

Sacred Ink: Zayne discovers dead MC's journal, only to find her final entry is a plea for him to love himself, written on the day he accidentally caused her death.

Cardiac Arrest: Patient MC, woozy from anesthesia, flirts shamelessly with her surgeon Zayne who swore he didn’t enjoy it. Or so he claimed.

Until Forever Ends: Zayne, a forensic doctor, realizes the unidentified body on his table is yours.

Seen: Zayne, a model, posed for your art class. Amid his striking beauty, you noticed the scars on his arm that no one had ever drawn, and became the first to capture them on your canvas. He noticed.

Dr. Stalker Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4: You were Zayne’s patient, and for some reason, he couldn’t help himself but to stalk your Tumblr account.

Dr's Prescription: Zayne comforts you during a study meltdown, and reminds you that even the best doctors were once overwhelmed students too.

Three Seconds: Zayne finds the man who killed you in an emergency surgery on his operating table.

The Man Who Stayed: Four years after disappearing, Caleb returns to find a son he never knew existed, a wife who isn’t his anymore, and Zayne living the life he left behind.

Love Isn't Earned: In which you think you're not good enough for Zayne, and Zayne is quietly devastated to learn that.

Tailored For Someone Else: You were hired to design Dr. Zayne’s wedding suit. Not attend the wedding. Not fall in love with the groom. Just design the suit. Unfortunately, nobody included that last rule in the contract.

Xavier Fics

The Embrace of Nothing: Xavier is in love with MC but she’s not even real

One More Lifetime: Xavier wishes MC would remember him again, just for one more lifetime.

October 16th: MC had never heard of Xavier. Yet every October 16th, a love letter appears, written by her, for him. The dates are from a century ago.

Post-It War: Xavier is a coworker you had never met, but somehow you two ended up exchanging post it notes in office as an unofficially declared war.

Little Black Dress: You've been secretly crushing on Xavier, the lead singer at your pub, but when you walk in wearing a little black dress, his lyrics become a personal flirtation.

Unmasked Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9:Xavier, the shy barista at your local cafe, turns out to be your favorite onlyfans creator.

Caleb Fics

Farewell: Colonel Caleb’s final letter to y/n after receiving news that they’ll be dispatched for WWIII

Forbidden Fruit: Caleb breaks down after finding out MC his sister. Not step sister. Actual sister.

The Time Caleb Came Home: It’s been three years since Caleb left, but you’ve never learned how to stop waiting.

The Man Who Stayed: Four years after disappearing, Caleb returns to find a son he never knew existed, a wife who isn’t his anymore, and Zayne living the life he left behind.

Discounted Yogurt: You came home early and walked in on Caleb replaying your voice notes like it was a habit.

Technically: Your phone goes missing. Caleb finds it first, and reads everything he shouldn’t.

Ctrl H: Your search history was supposed to stay private… until Caleb borrowed your laptop for a report.

The Number You Couldn't Delete: You kept Caleb’s number for six years after the break up. Apparently, he kept yours too.

(No pressure if you don’t, i just really like the story and want to read more of it. But if it's not in the plans, truly, it's ok! You come first!)

Hellloooooo ^_^

I’ve been doing well! How about you dearest anon 😌🫶🏻

I wiiill!! I promise i will, but i was having some internal conflicts as to what direction i wanna go in regarding the plot. I feel like many readers might expect smut next, but i personally don’t feel like it should go in that direction :’) so im torn between going in the direction my heart wants it to, and writing an explicit scene to cater to what a lot of the readers might be expecting.

And i honestly understand expecting smut since Xavier himself is an adult content creator, but i intended this fic to go down an emotional path rather than a physical one and i really don’t want to disappoint anyone 😭

Sorry for dumping it all on you anon lmfaoo but yeah there you have it. This is kind of why i took a break from the fic. I want to figure out how to continue this without disappointing anyone :’)

Caleb accidentally becomes the biggest musician in the country because he couldn’t figure out how to apologize to you.

Caleb never really wanted to become a famous musician.

All he ever wanted was for his words to reach you one last time.

I’m still heeere!! I miss being your source of misery too 😔💔

Blame the writer’s block on Valko’s cancellation. I had so many ideas planned, but the whole thing kind of killed my motivation for a bit.

Does this mean we are getting him back???

I don't wanna have my hopes up but it does look like he's back, but even if they fix this I don't think playing the game will feel the same again. I'll probably quit and just watch Xavier's cards on YouTube.

I dont knooooww they took them down again :(

My gut feeling says they’ll bring him back sooner or later. But maybe that’s just me being hopeful.

It just lowkey hurTS AS FUCK CZ I PRETTY MUCH MAINED THE GUY AND THEY FUCKINF CANCELLED HIM.

He was such a breath of fresh air to the game.

Walking in on Caleb in the shower was an accident. The consequences weren’t.

Walking in on Caleb while he was showering was your fault.

You admitted that much to yourself.

Sure, it wasn’t your fault he’d forgotten to lock the bathroom door.

It wasn’t your fault the shower glass was completely transparent.

It wasn’t your fault the water wasn’t running, leaving no hint that anyone was inside.

Still…

You could’ve knocked.

You didn’t.

Idk you guys consider this a way for me to say goodbye to my man Valko :’)

Valko was the best boyfriend you’d ever had.

Attentive.

Playful.

Gentle.

He never forgot anniversaries, always texted you when he got home, memorized your coffee order, kissed your forehead whenever he thought you looked tired.

He never raised his voice. Never made you question how much he loved you.

He never did anything wrong.

…Except when he hid the fact that he was dying.

Not because he didn’t trust you. Not because he wanted to lie.

Because he couldn’t bear watching you grieve someone who was still alive.

So he smiled through the pain. Took medication when you weren’t looking. Excused the weight loss as stress, the exhaustion as overwork, the coughing as a stubborn cold.

By the time you discovered the truth, the doctors had stopped talking about treatment and started talking about comfort.

You only had weeks left with the man who had planned an entire future with you.

And suddenly, the only thing worse than losing the best boyfriend you’d ever had… was realizing he’d been saying goodbye for months while pretending everything was okay.

His excuse?

“Because every day you didn’t know…” He looked at you with tired eyes.

A smile as gentle as ever.

Like he’s aware of it.

Then I remember he’s just a video game character with no consciousness whatsoever, and it makes me feel a little better.