it really has almost been over a month already since the last time i posted...? jeez, i guess itโs time for ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ (as of now at least)!
okay, ugh, i donโt really know where to start this one. i think everyone iโve been in contact with for a while has already noticed that my activity can give someone straight upย whiplash. sometimes its unbearably high, other times a healthier kind of amount all the way to little (or none) at all. for various reasons i feel like it has casually depletedย during the last few months, i thought creating the new blog would lead to some kind of push that i (but also liz as a character) needed but somehowโฆ that didnโt happen. quite the contrary actually. on top of that i stressed myself out a bit too much with doing everything all at once as perfectly as i can and that at first led to me not enjoying writing as much as i did anymore but also logging in feeling like a chore - which it shouldn't. this is supposed to spark joy (at least that's what marie kondo said).
with summer vacation around the corner anyway i decided to put this blog in anย ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ย for now, not only because i wouldnโt be able to be as active as iโd like to be but also because i need some time to figure shit out (both regarding liz and myself) as well as taking care of my mental health. at this point i honestly dunno when iโm going to log back in, might be the end of august, might be sometime during halloween-season or even later.
stay safe out there, remember to check back in with yourself every once in a while. see yโall on the other side! <3
