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if you wont be weirdly attached and obsessive with me do you even like me

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

my life got about a thousand times better once i stopped censoring myself

and by censoring i don’t mean i suddenly embraced indiscriminate swearing; i mean i stopped trying to sugarcoat my past or my feelings; i stopped lying by omission; i stopped having guilty pleasures; i began unabashedly enjoying whatever i liked; i became very honest; i cut out of my life poisonous people and negative ideals, and i am so, so much happier for it

as you get older, you start realizing that you are not always right and there’s a lot of things you could have handled better and many situations where you could have been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

I am not meant for casual love. I was born for soul consuming love and obsession.

just learned that there is no reward for suffering