A Kiyoomi Sakusa Fanfiction
Y/N's heart pounds as she stares at the positive result on the pregnancy test. She has been expecting her period for days, and now, seeing the confirmation of her suspicions, she doesn't know what to do next. She wants to share the news with Sakusa Kiyoomi, but the thought of his reaction makes her anxious.
As soon as Sakusa returns home, she summons the courage to tell him. "Kiyoomi," she says softly, her voice trembling, "I'm pregnant."
For a moment, Sakusa is silent, but then he wraps his arms around her and holds her close. "Thank you," he whispers, his voice filled with emotion. Y/N looks up at him in surprise, and he continues, "I've always wanted a family with you."
Y/N's heart swells with happiness and relief. She knows that Sakusa isn't one to show his feelings openly, but his actions speak louder than words. He takes care of her like never before, ensuring that she eats healthy meals and gets enough rest. He even rearranges his schedule so that he can accompany her to her doctor's appointments.
The season is spring. The Quarter where Sakusa and Y/N lives has a garden adjacent to it. The flowers in the garden are blooming with vibrant colors of pink, yellow, purple, and white. Y/N and Sakusa often take walks in the garden, admiring the beauty and tranquility it offers.
Y/N shares her future plans with Sakusa, like choosing names, which room they should decorate for the baby, hoping for a brave, kind, beautiful, and healthy child. Sakusa doesn't say much, but he smiles, his love and devotion for Y/N evident in his eyes.
The monsoon season had arrived, and the sky outside was overcast with dark, ominous clouds. The air was thick with the smell of wet earth, and the sound of raindrops tapping against the window filled the room. Y/N had been feeling uneasy for a few days, the humid weather taking its toll on her body. She was tired and had been experiencing mild cramps, but she didn't want to worry Sakusa, so she kept quiet.However, one morning, as she wakes up, Y/N suddenly feels a sharp pain in her abdomen and faints.
Sakusa goes to their bedroom to check on Y/N and finds her lying unconscious on the bed. He quickly picks her up and rushes her to the hospital. The doctors take her to a private room, and Sakusa calls their parents to inform them about the situation.
The hospital room was stark white, and the smell of disinfectant was overwhelming. Y/N struggled to sit up, but her body felt heavy and weak. She looked around, trying to make sense of what had happened.
Then, the doctor gave her the devastating news that Y/N had suffered a miscarriage. Her heart shattered into a million pieces. All her hopes and dreams for their future as a family were shattered in an instant.
As she lay on the hospital bed, tears streaming down her face, Sakusa sat beside her, holding her hand tightly. He didn't say anything, but his actions spoke volumes. He stroked her hair, wiped her tears, and held her close. The sound of rain pattering against the window provided a soothing backdrop to their grief.
The doctor came in and checked on Y/N, explaining the procedure for the next few hours. He also gave her some medication to help with the pain.
As the doctor left, Y/N turned to Sakusa, her eyes searching his face. "Why did this happen to us?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. "Did I do something wrong?"
Sakusa squeezed her hand and leaned in to kiss her forehead. "No, you didn't do anything wrong."
Y/N felt a lump form in her throat. "I feel like I failed you, Kiyoomi. I couldn't give you the family you wanted."
Sakusa's grip on her hand tightened. "Y/N, you didn't fail me."
Y/N clung to him, her body shaking with sobs. "I'm sorry," she said between sobs. "I'm so sorry."
Sakusa rubs her back soothingly. "I want a family with you, Y/N, but we can always try again."
The sound of the rain is the only thing that breaks the silence in the hospital room. The sky is overcast with heavy, gray clouds. The smell of the rain permeates the air, refreshing and cleansing. The drops hit the windowpane, creating a soothing rhythm.
Sakusa rubs Y/N's back soothingly as she sobs softly. He feels a pang of sadness and guilt in his chest. He looks outside, lost in thought, as the rain intensifies. The water droplets cascade down the window, distorting the view outside.
They stay there for a while, holding each other, trying to process their grief. It's a difficult moment for them, but they know they have each other's support to get through it. The doctor gives Y/N some pain killers and sleeping pills. So, she's soon asleep.
Sakusa has always been a private person, never opening up much to anyone, not even to Y/N. He knows that it's something that he needs to work on, but it's hard to let his guard down, especially in moments of vulnerability.
As he sits by Y/N's side, he can't help but feel a sense of guilt. He has always wanted to be a father, to have a family of his own, but he knows that his work has taken up most of his time and energy. He wonders if he has been too focused on his career, too selfish to realize what is truly important.
As he looks at Y/N, he can't help but feel grateful to have her by his side. He knows that they can always try again for a family, but he can't shake off the feeling of doubt and uncertainty. He wonders if they're ready for another heartbreak.
He looks back outside, and the rain has reduced to a drizzle now. The clouds still cover the sky, but he knows that the storm will pass, just like how their grief will eventually fade away.
He leans back in his chair, closing his eyes, and taking a deep breath. He feels the weight of the world on his shoulders, but he knows that he can't let it consume him. He has to be strong for Y/N, to be her support and her comfort. He knows that it won't be easy, but he's willing to try.
Note from the Author: Just so you know, that pic isn't mine! The fanfiction is actually the result of me feeding my wacky ideas to ChatGPT and seeing what it came up with. Thanks for checking it out, though!!!
