TW ED

There are some obvious stuff:

- my clothes are tighter

- I have gross stretch marks on my skin that look like dark worms

- I smell bad like before I could have a shower and last at least two days but now even after having a shower the night before I would need to have a shower again in the afternoon or evening - I sweat a lot more

Now for the other stuff:

- I don't get compliments anymore from my family even when j put on makeup and do my hair nicely [obviously, my family doesn't have to compliment me but I got a lot more compliments and praise before when I was losing weight]

- Instead of compliments I now get sparky remarks from my grandparents especially they will now say things like "Oh I would give you this jewellery or piece of clothing but ur too fat for it" or " your too chubby maybe you can take the scarf instead". To be honest it is very good motivation

- my shoe size got bigger which made me sooo upset

- it's harder to regain willpower to fast and count calories cus I self pity and I download apps to help me but then I never use it or I use it say a fasting app and then I would never stop the fast even when I ate do it would just keep on going

1gw: 76kg

2kg: 75.5kg

3gw: 75kg

4gw: 74.5kg

5kg: 74kg

Cw:73.7kg

1gw: 70kg

2gw: 65kg

3gw: 60kg

Its summer holidays and before i start yr11 i want to get to my second goal weight, i have already lost 2kg in 3 days and by the end of the week i hope to lose 3kg so i can get to 70kg (meanspo much appreciated in the comments)

Wish me luck:)

27: i usually just eat it but if im restricting or fasting i just get away from the kitchen real fast.

28: yes because i have never had one before and if you have a thigh gap ur legs immediately look nice and i want that